January 1, 1982
Dear diary, I am Park Soojin and I'm 17 years old. Today, I think I am in love with a man named Jeon Jaemin. His voice is as sweet as honey, his hair is as fluffy as a pillow. In his eyes, millions of stars sparkle. When I met him, my heart skipped a beat. How did I meet him? I was walking down the street and accidentally bumped into someone. I apologized and bowed. When I met his eyes, I felt the world stop. We asked each other's names and ended up walking together.

"Mom and dad..." I whispered and continued reading it.

January 15, 1982
Dear diary, I and Jaemin became friends. Who knew he would be a very good listener? He even came to my dream! I haven't told him about it yet. I'll tell him later. I'm just nervous. parents know about it. My mother is happy for me but my father is... like all fathers. And my brother? He keeps teasing me. His name is Jinyoung. I found out that Jaemin and Jinyoung are friends. I can know more about him from my brother! I don't know when to confess my love for him. I'm afraid if he rejects me.

I chuckled softly and turned over the page.

January 11, 1982
Dear diary, today a tragedy happened. My father died... He drank too much alcoholic drinks and died. It was all because of me.

"Grandfather..." It came out like a whisper.

I'm the cause of his death I kept telling him the Jaemin is a nice guy and that he is perfect for me. I am so sorry father. I am sorry that I pushed you. Mother fainted and Jinyoung didn't come back home. The death of father shook everyone in the house. I am sorry father. I hope you are in a better place now...

"It wasn't your fault mom..." I inhaled and exhaled as I was tearing up.

I looked up at the ceiling to prevent the tears that in my eyes to fall down. I took a deep breath and continued reading.

January 22, 1982
Dear diary, I am sorry that I did not come back earlier. I am alright now. But it still breaks my heart. Jaemin comforted me. He really is a nice guy. He told me that he cannot stand me crying. Does that mean he loves me back? I am really bad at love things. This is my first time. Jinyoung is fine, I think? It shook Jinyoung the second most. He was the closest to father after mother. And mother? She still cries at night. I am sorry for her. But that's just life. Oh and I and Jaemin are bestfriends now! He is really funny and acts childish. It's cute. I love him so much. I hope he feels the same about me.

I checked the time. It was 10:53 P.M. I still got some time. It turned the page.

February 2, 1982
Dear diary, today is my birthday! Mother gave me a scarf. She made it. Jinyoung gave me an orange as a gift. And Jaemin gifted me a music box. It is the first time anyone has gifted me a music box. And it is really special to me. Will always be. Jinyoung's orange is good and mother's scarf is really warm.

"Wait." I got off my bed and to my closet. I found a scarf. "Mom's scarf... but why is it here? Shouldn't it be in her closet?"

I shrugged off the thought and continued reading. Her past life was really funny. She seemed happy. I read it till' 11:30 P.M. I was near the end. I closed the diary and put it back to it's place.

I exhaled and drifted to sleep.

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YAHHHHHHHH!

My eyes shot open and I turned off my alarm. I really need to change it or my ear drums might bleed.

I got off my bed and did my usual morning routine. I wore a tshirt and some leggings. I dried my hair with my hair dryer and went to wake Soyeon up.

"Soyeon-ah wake up. Time for school." I slowly shook Soyeon.

She rubbed her eyes. "Good morning unnie."

I smiled, "Good morning Soyeon. Let's get you to get showered, okay?"

Soyeon nodded and I lifted her up.

After she was done with her morning routine, I heated some milk and made some toasts for Soyeon. I made a cup of coffee and a toast for myself. I quickly ate my breakfast and changed my clothes.

As always I made sure to not wear any white clothes.

Winter is here. I wore a high-necked black tshirt with some Jean's and a brown coat. Winter is here. So yeah I wore something warm.

I got out of my room and quickly washed the dishes. I walked Soyeon to her school and went to Seokjin building.

"Hey Jin!"

Jin's head turned to me, "Oh hey Soomin!"

Jin gave Jinsol a file and walked to me. "Did you sleep well?"

I nodded, "Yeah and sorry for slapping you."

Jin giggled. "It's fine. You should go to do your duty. Yoongi must be awake by now."

I nodded and marched towards the room where Yoongi is.

"Hey Yoongi."

No response. Is he asleep?

I walked to Yoongi and sat on the bed. He seems asleep.

I looked up to search for the CCTV camera and I found it.

I asked 'He is asleep. What should I do?' in sign language.

Just then my phone buzzed. I checked ut and it was Jin. I answered the call. "What should I do?"

"Hmm. Maybe wait for some time? You can't wake him up."

I exhaled and hung the phone. I looked at Yoongi and a soft chuckle left my mouth. I slowly caressed his hair. It was soft. What kind of conditioner or even shampoo do you use?

Hey, who wouldn't want a silly and a soft hair, huh? Anyways, Yoongi woke up after 15 minutes and well, helped him to do his morning routine.

A/n
Hellooooo~ I came back! How long did I actually take to update? Idk how much. Hehe.

Now, about the next chapter, I'll need some time to come up with the next chapter.

Anyways, hope you enjoyed the chapter! Love ya Lollipops! 💜🍭