I
Quite literally
Hurt myself in my own confusion.

Well, not confusion, more like
[Insert every negative adjective]

I lied to someone for months about my love for them.

They didn't deserve me lying to them because they're an amazing person.

The best part about all of this is that they're not even upset with me.

So why the actual fuck have I been crying for like 2 hours?

I dunno.