What she wants is impossible.
To become someone else, if she's able.

She remains quiet in the disarray.
No one could ever truly understand her anyway.

She stands alone battling her demons.
After all, she's the only one who can see them.

She doesn't know if she can survive.
She's not strong enough to win this fight.

She knows she can conquer the dark.
The war with Hell, she doesn't know where to start.

So, she waits.