"Patrick, it's not fucking healthy!" Kevin Stumph shouted at his younger brother, he was trying to convince Patrick to stop the tour and spend a few months nights in a mental health clinic. Patrick of course was against that idea, he wanted to continue the touring, he was horribly depressed and was ready to put a bullet in his head fine. "I'm fucking fine, Kevin!" The younger one screamed, his face was red and he had his fists clenched, ready to punch Kevin in the jaw maybe knee him in the crotch. Kevin sighed and rubbed his forehead with his thumb and index finger "if you were fine than you wouldn't be 90 fucking pounds, kid".

He called you kid. You are not a kid Patrick, fucking show him that he can't control you anymore.

Patrick pressed his brother against the bus, his right hand around Kevin throat making it extremely hard for him to escape the younger ones firm grip. Patrick's left hand was into Kevin's shoulder "I'm not a fucking child anymore Kevin, also stop calling me kid. I fucking hate it! Stop trying to protect me, I am a fucking grown ass man. I make my own decisions", Patrick kicked Kevin shins and tightened his grip on the older ones neck.

Tighter, don't let him breathe. If you're lucky he will pass out, you  don't need him he's getting in your way of being perfect Patrick.

Lucky for Kevin, Andy, who came out to see what was happening, pulled Patrick off of him and muttered "go home Kevin, He's stubborn you wont be able to convince him to cancel the tour". Kevin ran off, he didn't want to leave but he knew Andy was right, Patrick was stubborn and there was no way Kevin could make him go to a clinic, even if he got down on his knees and started to beg it wouldn't make Patrick change his mind. Patrick was pissed that Kevin was torn away from him, he needed to hurt someone besides himself for once.

Hurt Andy, he deserves it Patrick. Wrap your hands around his throat, punch him in the gut, make him choke and beg for breath. You can make him pay for taking Kevin away, Kevin was perfectly fine with being hurt but Andy had to ruin that, didn't he Patrick? Now! do it make him pay.

Patrick screamed into Andy's chest, the older man felt the younger one shake in his arms. Patrick was still cold and he was angry, he was getting the urge to hurt Andy but held it off and collapsed onto Andy's chest. The ginger picked Patrick's tiny frame up and carried him into the bus where the rest of then band and a few other people were waiting.
Patrick knew what was waiting when he saw everyone there. Elisa looked disappointed, she was trying to cheer up Declan, who was young but still very sad because he heard everyone talking about Patrick being dead and believed them even after Brendon promising him that Patrick was fine. Pete was laying in his bunk with Gabe, they were both sad and the younger man was holding the older one in his arms. Everyone else was just sitting somewhere, except for Brendon who was laying on the floor and staring at the top of the bus.
"Patrick." His mother said, breaking the awkward and very unwanted silence. He nodded and while Andy sat down and pulled him onto his lap, wrapping his arms around Patrick's thin waist. "We all know that you don't want to go to a clinic and I know that we can't force you" she sighed "what do you want to do?"
Patrick looked up "I want to finish the tour. I am not going to let it be cancelled just because I've got issues, I mean we didn't cancel the tour when Pete got bad did we? No we didn't, so we're going to finish the tour and thats that." Elisa and Pat sighed, they were both disappointed in Patrick's choices but knew they couldn't change his mind. "I'm against ''Trick on this one" Pete mumbled into Gabe's chest, the taller man rubbed his back and whispered "you won't be able to change his mind Pete." Now everyone sighed and stared at Patrick, who had pulled his hood down over his eyes and ignoring Andy's attempts take it off. Joe spoke for the first time since they had really arrived at the hospital five five days ago "if Patrick wants to finish the tour we should, its only seven shows and I know Pete isn't going to let Patrick out of his sight when we get back to LA so lets just fuckin' do it."