I was laying in bed rubbing the fabric of my pillow getting lost in my head with the many memories I has with him. It was the small things that I missed the most, his smile, the way his brow furrowed when he saw something he didn't like. How possessive he was over me, no one could ever even look at me. The way he smelled, I just wanted to be with him, and just when it felt like I got him back, they took him from me. The thought darkened me and my lip twitched making the pillow I had once been caressing catch on fire. I blinked and it went away but the fear never changed. Something was happening to me, my anger was triggering new things, and I feared that if I wasn't careful about controlling it I could hurt someone. I turned around and stared up at the ceiling, I didn't want to go home, I couldn't going home meant seeing the space he laid, meant deeper sadness, meant that I would have to face him being gone. I couldn't I didn't want to, I loved him with all I had, there's no loving anything after him.

He was living piece of my soul that kept me breathing without him I feel crippled, I feel empty. I need him back. As the determination rushed back into me I knew what I wanted to do. I was going to bring him back, I had to, how would I make it without him? I got out of bed grabbed my spellbook and cracked it open, I flipped through page after page in the death spells looking for one, anything that could possibly help me. There were many but most of them were spells I couldn't do on my own. I was powerful with all the years of spells I know I was strong, there wasn't much my magic couldn't do. However, I knew my limits and I knew that if I tried this alone I would die. That's no good. I need another witch, and there was only one that I knew was crazy enough to try these with me. Esther. I packed my bag that I'd brought over to Caroline's and threw it over my shoulder. I looked around the room making sure I had everything before I left to the Mikealson mansion.

As I walked down the street I was stopped as the last person I wanted to see flashed in my face "Heyyyy Bon Bon" my fists clenched and my jaw tightened just at the sight of him, I could feel the burning in my veins to kill him. To pull his soul from his body but the flickering of the car lights and the blaring of one alarm shook me back to reality "You ok?" I sneered at him "How dare you ask me that question. We both know you don't even care" he sighed and rolled his eyes "Listen Bon. I'm sorry ok, it kinda just happened and you can't blame me for wanting to kill him. I don't know what happened that made you and Elena lose your minds over the originals especially Elena but me and Jeremy assumed compulsion and some sort of spell, how could you blame us for that? One day it was kill Klaus and the rest of them they don't deserve to live and then it's we love them" he made sense but I didn't want to hear it, especially not from him, I could understand why they would think it was something they'd done but all they had to do was be honest, lying bastards.

"You could have said something to the two of us. I would know if I were under a spell Damon" he chuckled and shook his head "No Bonnie actually I think you know more than enough about magic to know that you're not that strong of a witch yet to know things like that. But let's just let bygones be bygones and be friendly frenemies again" he held his hand out to shake and I smiled and tilted my head as the sky darkened and and the wind picked up and I was hardly even concentrating "The witch you think you know doesn't live here anymore Damon think hard before you underestimate me again" I said walking by him and knocking my shoulder into his toward the Mikealson house. I knew how dangerous it was to come here considering half of them thought it was me who killed him but I didn't. I would prove it. How I wasn't really sure but I would.

I knocked three times clutching my book tightly ready for anything as soon as the door opened. I waited for a minute and another until about 10 had passed knocking every now and again but no one answered I wondered where they'd all went. I turned giving up and deciding I'd just come back later when I bumped into a hard chest "Well I must say you're quite bold to return here Ms. Bennett" it was Elijah he had his hand in pocket looking down at me with a raised eyebrow, he was always so cleanly dressed and put together he reminded me of Esther in that regard "I'm here to see Esther" he made a face of surprise and looked off to the side "Unfortunately for you she's gone off for a few days something about consulting witches on how to bring her son back. The one who died at you and your friend's hands" I raised an eyebrow at him now and stuck my chin out "First I didn't kill your brother I thought we went over this. Second the people who did kill him I'd hardly call them anything. Least of all my friends" he frowned watching my expression to see if it would falter but it didn't. Jeremy and Damon might as well not even exist to me right now, I'd hardly call us friends.

"Very well then, I see you've brought a bag, plans to stay with us?" I nodded "It might take a while to do what I want to" he gave me a face as if to ask what I wanted of his mother and in that moment I saw no reason to lie so I stood tall and told him what I was going to do "I'm going to bring him back" he took a step back and narrowed his eyes at me, disbelief melting off of him "Why would you do that for us? A ploy to keep my brother from trying to murder you. I doubt very seriously it will mean much to him" I rolled my eyes at the thought of Klaus coming at any of us with Elena in his bed every other night "I don't care about your brother at all. At least not that one, but I want- I need him back" he went quiet and assessed me for a moment before walking past me to the door opening it and letting me through "Ok, I'll allow it. I'm sure mother wouldn't mind having another witch around especially one willing to help her do something as difficult as bring back an original" I smiled and walked inside, so far so good, I felt as though as long as I had Elijah looking out for me there was no reason I should be scared in this house.

The worst person here is Klaus and I knew he wouldn't touch me, torment me a little of course it was his favorite past time and being with Elena... or whatever they were doing... wasn't going to change that. I knew I could handle him the only one who escaped me was "And just what the bloody hell is this bitch doing here" Rebekah she stood at the top of the grand staircase her arms crossed a deep scowl on her face "I was outside for a good 15 minutes if you'd have been kind enough to come to the door and answer it I would have told you" she laughed dryly and looked at her nails "This technically isn't my house, it's Nik's so he gets to be his own bloody doorman. Answering doors isn't something I do" she said as Klaus popped up leaning on the doorway a book in his hand "On the contrary dear sister you live here and do nothing but sit on your arse the least you could do is answer the door to see what the little witch wanted before she died" I shook my head "So most of you were here you were just too lazy to get up and see who it is" Klaus didn't look from his book to acknowledge me and Rebekah just rolled her eyes and walked away leaving me to look at Elijah who just sighed.

"Excuse the deplorable manners of my family whilst I show you to your room" at that Klaus looked up opening his mouth to ask a question "Yes Niklaus she will stay with us, and I don't believe you get to tell me no since you have a... "house guest" most nights. Ms. Bennett will be mine so if you'd be so kind as to go back to your reading. I've granted the girl asylum and if either of should attempt to kill her you'll deal with me" he chuckled and put his hands up "Come now Lijah I was just going to ask if she wanted someone- something to drink" Elijah gave him a look and he laughed some more "Honestly I don't know why you bother threatening me brother. I won't kill her though my curiosity is running rampant" he said giving me an intrigued look before disappearing off to where ever he'd come out from in the first place. So no one truly believed that I wanted to bring him back. They just entertained me assuming that I was nothing but a small time witch with no real knowledge that they could end whenever. 

I followed Elijah to a spare room and dropped my bags sparing a glance at him to say thank you. Before he went off to do what he came for he gave me a speech about doing what I can to stay out of Klaus and Rebekah's way, the less we talk the easier it'll be to keep me from being ripped apart. I wasn't afraid of either, if I had to pick Klaus is the real worry but he seems so happy go lucky lately I don't he'll be that much of an issue. Plus he's curious he wants to know if my intentions are as they say. Or if I'm really plotting to kill them all. Looking back on the days I spent trying failing spells to kill Klaus and then when I finally get the power I asked for I don't even want to use it the way I had originally wanted. I pulled out pajamas and spread it out on the bed. I looked over the room and for some reason it just felt wrong. Stuffy  and uncomfortable in so many ways. I didn't want to but I left grabbing my bag and the pajamas scurrying down the hall until I came to a room that smelled much like him. I laid in his bed and curled up in his blanket, tears falling silently down my face as I remembered him.

"What really happened with you and my brother" I looked back at Rebekah who examined my tear soaked face carefully, her confusion evident. I bit the inside of my cheek not really knowing how to describe what really happened how she would take it all. Would she be upset that we went to another time with the plans to destroy her brother or would she be confused even more about it all? Did it even matter I didn't have to explain myself to her. Yet a part of me will always see her as family, the Rebekah I knew would've been there for me. Could this Rebekah really be all that different considering how much she actually wanted to be friends in the beginning? I sighed and looked around "Not here" I whispered, she heard me though and understood what I meant flashing us out to God knows where. I looked around and laughed a little bit once I figured it out. It was her favorite hiding spot from Klaus and Elijah. I remembered her hiding here when she told Klaus about the Twins trying to seduce her.

"Now explain. Why are you so torn up about a brother you never really knew for more than 2 seconds? And what the hell has happened in Elena's mind that she actually enjoys spending time with Klaus?" I didn't speak at first looking around some more and I could see her irritation growing but I just didn't know how to say it, so instead I said "You used to hide here from your brothers didn't you" she frowned deeply and narrowed her eyes at me "How would you-" I cut her off "Sometimes from Mikeal if he was lashing out at the boys. After Henrik died he was particularly testy and you were here all the time" she growled and bare her teeth at me holding me up against a nearby tree by my neck.

"Stop or I will rip your throat out, I better a good explanation for this or this will be the last of you Bennett witch" I grabbed her arm and moved it which she begrudgingly allowed "I knew you then. I knew you all then, which is why I was upset when I saw him dead. Because I loved him and I spent almost 800 years loving him and he didn't remember it. None of you do, because I changed it all and this probably doesn't make sense so I'll show you" I grabbed her head and let her in flashing all the memories I had of her over those years. All the emotions everything. I wanted her to see and understand, as I pulled away I know I'd done it I'd broken the wall and she felt that I wasn't a threat. She stared for a long moment and didn't speak, it was like she was processing what had just happened. When the moment passed she looked away and slid down a tree "That explains a lot but I still have some questions" she said looking up at me, I smiled a little and sat down next to her "Ask away" and she did. The Rebekah of this time wasn't so different she understood but she was still guarded. Still broken. Whatever and whoever she was it was nice to have a Mikealson who knew.