//Warning: Chapter contains feels

"Another day in hell....."*walks into school and walks down the hall as stundents look at him*

Student 1:Here comes that freak...

Student 2: How the hell does a runt like him work in Parker Industries and have a Stark internship?

Student 3: He probably falseified it to make himself look better than all of us. Man what a loser

*all of them laughed as he ignored them*"Just ignore them Romanoff....."*walks down the hallway*

I'm caught up in your expectations
You try to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration

*multiple kids see him and glare at him as he walked by*

And you only want the best for me
You're wanting me to show more interest
To always keep a big bright smile
But everyday I fail to impress
So I cry once in a while

*dodges a football that was being thrown at him by a bully and keeps walking dowm the hall*

And the storm is rising inside of me
Don't cha feel that our worlds collide
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be who I am

*walks down the hall and sees a poster of spider man hung up as multiple kids looked at it and talked about it**Smiles a bit and keeps walking down the hall*

It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out

*walks to his locker and sees go away written in marker on his locker and sighs. Wipes the marker away,takes out his things and walks away*

The silent scream

Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And everyday you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms

*sees multiple kids glare at him. Continues to walk away and puts up hoodie to hide face as they called him a freak and a loser*

Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down
And the storm is rising inside of me

*walks into class and sits down. gets paper thrown by a few bullies,but ignores it*

Don't cha feel that our worlds collide
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be who I am
It's what you really need to understand

*gets a paper airplane thrown at him,but catches it and sees a drawing of his famiy on it as it was labeled freak show. Looks back and sees a kid laughing as he crummpled up the paper and threw it at the kids mouth to stop him from laughing**smirks a bit as the bully spit out the paper and glared at him*

And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream

*takes out notebook and takes a few notes as he was dodged multiple spitballs and papers during class until the bell rang*

Can't you see
How I cry for help
Cuz you should love me
Just for being myself

*puts away his notebook and walks out of the class and walks back to his locker and his eyes widen*

I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't save me right away
Just let me be who I am
It's what you really need to understand

*sees a photo of the plane crash  that killed his birth family when he was a month old taped to his locker as a group of kids looked at him and snickerd as he grabbed the picutre*

And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free

So I cry and cry but just won't get it out

*looks at the kids and throws the picture at them and runs out of the school*

The silent scream

*runs down the street as face goes red and eyes tear up and runs all the way back to his house*

My silent scream

*enters the house and runs to his room and locks the door. Slumps down on the floor and hides face in knees and cries*

-Parker Romanoff Signing off