I don't know what it is that you've done to me

Sicheng doesnt remember falling in love with Johnny Seo. Nor does he remember the reason why he makes his heart flutter. 

But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way

He never acted the way he did with Johnny with anyone else. He was tough to love, always pushing away any affection that he received. If he went to a rave, he was just there to look after his friends and sometimes the music. But with johnny he wanted to party in his arms like tomorrow didnt exist.

Whatever it is that you do when you do what you're doing

It's a feeling that I want to stay

 Johnny had this thing about him that made Sicheng want to be with him all the time. It was to the point where he would sit and listen to Johnny's boring coffee time stories. Johnny being a fan of coffee, sicheng grew to love coffee time on friday mornings. Sicheng just plain and simply loved these thing about johnny that drew him in.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time

The way his heart beat sped up around johnny made him question what was he really feeling.

With thoughts of loving you on my mind

After digging into that question a bit, he found the answer to be that he loved johnny. And to be honest he didnt know how to feel about that.

I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you 

Sicheng has had his fair share of heart breaks. He has had the experience with letting lovers go. But he didnt want to let johnny go. And that scared him. He was always quick to push anyone he had feelings for away, CEO of the company of that. But he wanted to be close with Johnny. For that reason, and that reason alone, that made Johnny kind of a problem for Sicheng. But he couldnt help the feelings he had.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)

"so, Sicheng, how was the dance thing?" "Oh-h umm, it was, it-t was gr-reat. Thank-ks for as-sking." Sicheng was glad he was sitting in a chair or the poor boy would have had trouble standing up like a normal person.

I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)

He wanted to let his heart be on his sleeve. He wanted to let his heart guide his mind. He wanted to be drunk in Johnnys love. And he wanted it so bad. So he made contact eoth johnny first, became more clingy, more touchy (you just got to touch you know. sorry if i ruined to moment i couldnt help myself)

In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

Time after time, after time I try to fight it

Sicheng wanted to go up and kiss johnny. Wanted to hug the life out of him. He wanted so many things but he didnt know how to express it. What if this wasnt what he was feeling. What if johnny didnt like him like that. So Sicheng started to become a version of his former self. Distant, cold, his eyes dull and lifeless.

But your love is strong, it keeps on holding on
Resistance is down

"Hey, are you okay? Youve been acting weird." "Yea, ive just, ive just, Ive just got a lot on my mind?" "Well you can vent to me. I dont mind and your voice is nice to listen to so its not bothersome at all." "I-" This was new to Sicheng, it brought him out of his rainy clouds and back down to earth. It made him feel warm and fuzzy. A pleasant feeling or maybe it was the coffee.

When you're around, cries fading
In my condition, I don't want to be alone

Tears then built in his eyes, and he started sobbing. Johnny stood up and hugged him like he would disappear if he let go. When he calmed down he spoke "I-I dont want to be alone anymore. Im tired of being alone. My heart cant take anymore people going in and out of my life. I dont want to lose you'" "You wont ever lose me. I wont ever leave" "But everyone says that and they end up leaving anyway. It hurts. I love you so much that it hurts. I cant do this im sorry" Sicheng got up to run out of the cafe.

'Cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of loving you on my mind

Johnny went after him and he ran and ran. He finally caught up to Sicheng and brought him into a tight hug. Sichengs heart started to become faster "Why does he have to be like this!" He thought. "I love you just as much as you love me." "W-what" " Dong Sicheng I love you just as much as you love me and it pains me to see you like this. It pains me to see you love sick.  I will love you till you dont want me to. I will never leave, i will never run, i will never make you sad or lonely. I love you with my heart and soul past death." "He loves me, wtf HE LOVES ME. WAIT A DAMN MINUTE AAHHHHHHH. and i love him and he loves me what  is this" "Let me love you please" "It would be an honor Suh" 

With such love, with the love they shared, it made Sichengs heart race. It made him blush, it made him happy, it made him content with life. 

I can't figure out just what to do
When the problem here is you, ohh

The problem Sicheng came to face now, was that he was too in love with johnny. He was in so deep. He was taken hostage, put in a blackhole that he could never get out of. And he was glad it was this way. He was glad he loves johnny the way that he does.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)
I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)
In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

I try hard to fight it
No way can I deny it

Wanting to keep his stone cold heart face was hard. it was hard to deny that you love someone so much. You love them so dearly. How could Sicheng deny he was head over heels for Johnny the man showed him how to skateboard and MAKES HIM HOMEMAKE COFFEE E V E R Y  M O R N I N G. ( The bar is set high bro) 

Your love's so sweet
Knocks me off my feet

Loving Johnny was like taking rave drugs. If it had a taste, it would taste like vanilla coffee. Sicheng loved every flaw and every sharp edge his soft giant had. He was so in love. He was so LOVED that it knocked him off his feet just thinking about it.

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)
I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)
In a daze and it's so amazing (Amaze)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

(I get so weak)
Blood starts racing through my veins
(I get so weak)
Boy, it's something I can't explain
(I get so weak)
Something 'bout the way you do
The things you do-ooo-ooo, it
(Knocks me right off of my feet)
Ohh, off my feet, I...
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

I get so weak in the knees, I can hardly speak (I lose)
I lose all control and something takes over me (Control, takes over me)
In a daze and it's so amazing (Amazing)
It's not a phase (It's not), I want you to stay with me (Stay with me)
By my side, I swallow my pride (My pride)
Your love is so sweet
It knocks me right off of my feet (Ohh, I)
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

"I would say spending life and after death with you is a WINWIN situation babe" "ughhhh johnny you are so embarrassing " "Im just saying love. I mean spending the rest of our times together is just like me spending my times with a literal god." "JUST SHUT UP AND EAT YOUR FOOD BEFORE I TAKE AWAY YOUR COFFEE" "NOOO im stop not the coffee!"

Im sorry if this is not what you pictured T^T I did love writing his though! Live yall <3