Juvias (POV)

I just don't understand it. My heart and my brain are at war. I love him but I hate him. I need him but I don't want him.

What Is wrong with me?

"Juvia you okay?" He asked.

"Why wouldn't I be."

"You just look so confused." He remarked.

"I was just thinking."

"About..."

"It's none of your business!"

"Oh really? None if my business?" He smirked and took a step closer to me.

I backed away till I met the wall of our small hotel room.

"You're forgetting something Juvia... You're mine therefore anything involved with you... Is my business." He whispered the last part.

A chill ran down my spine and I swallowed the knot in my throat.

"Gray please..."

"What's wrong?" He asked with a confused look.

"Gray, how can I trust you again if all our relationship to you is just sex."

"Juvia what are you talking about? I would never think that about us. Besides, we only have been there once remember?"

I don't understand it... What is wrong with me? The world began to spin very fast and I was starting to get dizzy.

"Juvia? What's wrong now? Hello? JUVIA!!!"

Those were the last words I heard.

Gray's (POV)

I set up camp for the night. Juvia is still unconscious. I have know clue what happened. All of a sudden she just gave out. I'm worried to be honest. She was rambling about sex and then she just passed out.

I built a fire and I was roasting a wild pheasant above it. I shook Juvia and her eyes fluttered open. I didn't expect her to wake up just like that.

"Juvia."

I wrapped my arms around her and sighed.

"You worried me."

"I'm sorry. It was my..."

"Before you go on about how it's your fault I made dinner."

"Gray?"

"Yeah."

"I have to tell you something."

"Go ahead."

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Juvia looked at me with a disappointed gleam in her eyes and she began to tear up.

"For certain?"

"I don't know."

"Well maybe it's wrong then."

"Gray believe me. This wasn't saposed to happen. I didn't mean to..." Juvias eyes began to tear up some more.

"Would you stop that. I know... Ok. Stop crying. I'm sorry that I'm asking a million questions but for some reason I'm finding it hard not to. I'd be lying if I told you I was upset about this. I mean believe me I'm not but for some reason my mind is thinking otherwise."

"But..."

"But nothing!" I cut her off. "Sorry... It's just right now we shouldn't be overthinking and doubting anything. We just need to calm down ok? "

Juvia nodded her head. I reached out to her and she snuggled up against my chest and her sniffles began to disappear and her breathing was normal again. Her head turned and she had a questioning look on her face.

"Gray... You seem too calm about all of this." She spoke.

~A few moments earlier Juvia's (POV)~

I took a deep breath and I let it all out.

"I have to tell you something."

"Go ahead." Gray replied.

"I'm late."

"I'm sorry, could... Could you maybe repeat that?" He stuttered.

"I'm late."

"And that would mean..."

"There is a slight chance that I could be pregnant."

"A chance... Meaning you don't actually know." Gray stated.

"Well, yeah."

"You're serious?" He asked.

I couldn't help but glare at him because of his question.

"I think you can answer that yourself."

"So there's a slight chance you're pregnant?" He repeated.

"Yes."

I was a little disappointed in Gray. It seemed like he was trying to find a way around the situation.

"For certain?"

"I don't know."

"Well maybe it's wrong then."

"Gray believe me. This wasn't saposed to happen. I didn't mean to..." I began to tear up.

"Would you stop that! I know... Ok. Stop crying. I'm sorry that I'm asking a million questions but for some reason I'm finding it hard not to. I'd be lying if I told you I was upset about this. I mean believe me I'm not but for some reason my mind is thinking otherwise."

"But..."

"But nothing!" He spoke cutting me off. "Sorry... It's just right now we shouldn't be overthinking and doubting anything. We just need to calm down ok? "

I nodded my head as he reached out towards me and I snuggled up against his chest and my sniffles began to disappear. My breathing was normal again. However, I couldn't stop the stream of thoughts running through my mind and I looked up at Gray with a questioning look.

"Gray... You seem too calm about all of this." I spoke.

There was a great moment of silence and I just knew that the next few words to be said were going to hurt me.

"Juvia... It's my fault." He frowned.

"Wha..." Before I could finish what I was saying I was being crushed in a very overly protective hug.

"I promise to take full responsibility for my actions." He spoke.

"Actions?"

"This is my doing..."

*Smack*

"Excuse me! Your doing! What the hell are you going on about?!" I stood up and pushed Gray away from me.

"Well I... When we you know... I wasn't thinking straight and I..."

"What are you trying to say?"

"Well I thought... I'm an idiot ok!" He shrieked.

"Gray..."

"I thought that if could... that you wouldn't leave me." He winced.

My eyes widened at his words. He meant for it to happen!!! I smacked him and walked away he just stood there holding his face.

How could he?!

He knew exactly what he was doing?!

But I guess... no stop it!

He's horrible... But...

Ugh I hate him!!!

How could he do this?! Was he that dumb?!

Or...

Maybe he was just that desperate...

I don't know what to think anymore!

In the dark I was able to find a nice and soft hill of grass and slept there for the night. I was woken by the bright rays of the sun and my stomach grumbled. I stood up and I headed back to the camp.

I happened to find a small stream and because I was in no rush sat down by it watching the water flow. I threw rocks into to stream and sighed.

"Now's my chance. I could have ran far away but... I can't leave him. Not like this..."

I looked into the water and saw that it's water turned red. I followed the stream upward. I saw a horrific sight.

Gray kneeling down by the stream washing himself.

"G-gray?"

He continued washing himself. He had cuts everywhere and they weren't good at all.

"What happened to you?" I asked.

"Don't worry about it." He replied.

"Gray... What happened?"

"I said don't worry about it. It's done and over with." He stood up and looked me in the eye. "It was a bad idea for me to come." He grabbed his shirt and he put it on.

"So you're going to leave me?"

"Juvia... I'm sorry but... It's better for the both of us. And if in fact you are you know... I can't be what you want me to be."

"And how do you know what I want you to be?"

He didn't answer.

"Exactly, you don't know! But I'll tell you. I want you to just be you. I want you to be cold hearted and when we are alone your soft and warm and sweet."

Gray shook his head "I can't be those things for you Juvia! I'm not..."

"You're not what? Tell me Gray!"

"I'm not ready for responsibility okay! I'm not strong enough to protect a family."

"Maybe you should've thought about that before you... I'm still mad at you. I'm not ready either okay! But I don't get to just walk away!"

I covered my mouth as I began to cry. Gray looked at me with regret.

"I... I don't..." Gray dropped to his knees and his eyes were filled with tears. "I'm​ sorry. I know that no amount apologising will make up for what I have done. I'm just a pig a selfish pig."

I crawled toward him wrapping my arms around his neck.

"I forgive you."

"You can't!"

"Too bad, I already have."

"Juvia... I'm not cut out for this kind of stuff." He said hugging me tighter.

"Gray, do you still love me?"

"Of course I do!" He held me tighter.

"Good, because... We are doing this together ok."

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"This journey!"

Gray still looked confused at what I meant.

Gray's (POV)

'This journey? Does she mean her mission or the baby?' I was slightly confused.

"I'm not pregnant."

"You aren't!"

"No, but it was a close one so..."

*Punch*

"Don't you ever pull that shit again!"

I rubbed my shoulder and saw her face light up. I couldn't help but smile. This woman is the one for me.

"Yes ma'am."

"I promise to move on without thinking of the past, and you?" She stuck out her pinky.

I hooked my pinky with hers and pulled her face to mine with my other hand and gave her the most passionate kiss I could. I pulled away and gazed into her eyes. Her cheeks were a little Rosey which I find adorable.

"I promise to as well."

"Then that settles it. From now on you will be known as boyfriend. Do you object?" She asked rasing her chin up.

"No."

"Good...now before we get moving let's have a look at you." She said lifting up my shirt.

I felt a little nervous at her intentions.

"I said I was fine!"

"Well I say take of your shirt!"

"You first!"

Juvia looked at me with a challenging look. She started to undress and I pulled her arms away!

"I'll take it off just keep your clothes on!" I commanded.

Juvia agreed and she smiled. "Two points Juvia Gray-sama none."

"How do I have none?!"

"Because you don't." She smiled.

Normal (POV)

"That's totally unfair!" Gray whined. "Ow!"

"Oops sorry." Juvia giggled. "So what happened to you?" Juvia asked.

"Well I tried to come after you last night but I was attacked by some forest trolls and..."

"And..." Juvia nudged Gray trying to get an answer.

"I passed out, okay." He hissed at the pain.

"Oh, well that's no good. You should take off your pants you might have some cuts on your legs as well." Juvia said undoing his pants.

"My, my Juvia how forward. If you wanted me to take my clothes off that badly..." Gray joked.

"Shut up! I'm being serious here!" Juvia blushed.

"So am I." Gray smirked.