Gray's (POV)

I moved us slowly backwards to the bed. Our lips never loosing contact. I fell back on the bed and Juvia fell on top of me.

She pulled away from the kiss and she stood up. "We..."

Before she could finished I pulled her down onto the bed and pinned her by her wrists and with a kiss. She kissed back.

I pulled away and smirked. "Tell me that this... Isn't right."

"It isn't... But that's okay with me." She said pulling our lips together once more.

We began undressing each other till we were both in our underwear. Juvia blushed heavily and it was adorable.

"Gray-sama..." She whispered.

My ears perked to the familiar phrase. I slowly ran my hands down her side and to the waistband of her panties. I pulled them down her silky smooth legs. I threw them off to an unknown location in the room.

Juvia pushed me off of her causing me to stand up. She sat up and looked directly at my clothed member. She lean forward and kissed my hip bone. She then stood up and kissed me while she pulled down my boxers just alittle.

I helped in the effort and they pooled around my ankles. I kicked them off and she smiled in the kiss.

"Jump." I demmanded.

Juvia did as told and she jumped. I held onto her thighs while she wrapped her legs around me. I was about to plop down on the bed but then I decided that I wanted to stay like this.

"You ready?"

"Yes..."

With her permission I entered her soft center with a groan.

Juvia's (POV)

This is truly happening... Gray and I are...

"Juvia whats wrong."

"Nothing..."

"But you're crying."

"It's..." I paused... What am I saposed to say?

"Juvia am I your first?" He asked.

I slowly nodded.

"Good that makes this even better." He pushed me up against the wall and started to move. He moved at a slow pace that was both painful and pleasureable.

"J-juvia... This feels amazing."

"Gray-sama." I yelped.

"Juvia... I want to..." His words were muffled by his moans.

"I can't... hear you."

His movements sped up and I could feel that something was coming.

"Juvia... I love you.." He stated as his hips thrusted at an unhumanly speed.

"I love you too... Gray-sama."

Gray thrusted a few more times and a wave of bliss hit me. I could feel him expand and release inside of me. He slowly rocked his hips back and forth releasing all he had.

His legs were shaking. He managed to walk over to the bed and he layed down ontop of me. He began kissing my neck and he started to move his hips alittle.

"Gray?"

"I'm ready to go again... We can do this all night long." He smirked.

'He's going to brake me.'

The next day.

Gray's (POV)

I woke up next to Juvia the sunlight from the window couldn't compare to her glow. After last night I feel slightly drained.

I don't know what I was thinking. What happened last night...

Juvias eyes opened and she groaned. She turned around and sighed.

"Thanks to you I'm really sore." She stated.

I sat up and leaned over her to look at her face.

"You weren't saying that last night." I teased.

"Shut up." She pouted.

"Time to get up." I spoke.

"Gray give poor Juvia more time please." She whined.

"No..."

Juvia sat up and looked at me directly.

"Juvia would like to stay in bed for a while... And cuddle with Gray-sama." She stated with puppy eyes.

She's so damn cute...

"Okay, okay I give up..." I sighed laying back down.

Juvia cuddled up to me and she smirked.
"BTW... Last night doesn't count." She stated.

"What do you mean?"

"You said that we'd be together again right? I still don't fully trust you, Therefore, it doesnt count." She stated.

I felt a little angered at her statement. I pushed her away and got out of bed. I slipped on my boxers and stood.

"Gray?" She asked with a worried tone.

"If thats the case... Then I'm still a virgin... Because It doesn't count, right?"

"Gray..."

"And I guess what you said last night... It doesn't count either."

"Gray thats not..."

"But that is what you just said. If what happened last night didn't count then neither did any of that. Thanks for giving me clarity."

"Gray! You're twisting my words..."

"Am I... Or did you say something without thinking about the impact it would have." I shouted to her.

I put my clothes back on and I could feel the tears forming at the brims of my eyes.

"You told me that I broke your heart numerous times... Just know all those times were unintentional."

"Gray I'm..."

"But you... You did it on purpose."

Juvia froze and she frowned.

"You know maybe Natsu was right I did have a frozen heart. And you melted it so much it's barely there."

I grabbed my stuff and stood by the door. "Get dressed we leave in ten minutes."

I left the room and went to the lobby to pay for our room. I know what I said was harsh but it was also true... Even so, I'm the worst.

Juvia's (POV)

He's right. I never acctually realized that. Everytime he broke my heart he did it with out knowing. But I just...

"I'm horrible."

But... Is it wrong. I mean did he think that sleeping with me would fix everything. Does he really think my standards are that low?

I got up and got dressed then I headed down to meet Gray.

I entered thd lobby and I saw Gray hitting his head against the wall.

"Stupid...*clonk*... Idiot... *clonk*... Jerk... *clonk*... Your such an asshole... *clonk*... Now she hates you...*clonk*..."

"Ummm Gray?"

Gray paused and looked at me with a nervous smile. His forehead was bleeding.

"Juvia! I'm sorry about what I said." Gray dropped to the floor and bowed.

"Gray, It's okay you were right. Get off the floor." I said trying to pull him up.

"But It was uncalled for I should've  known..."

I covered his mouth and I smiled.

"Perhaps it'd be better if we spoke about this in private."

Gray nodded and we left the hotel. We were walking around the outskirts of the town and near the wide open grasslands.

"Juvia... I'm sorry about what I said and what I did. What was I thinking... I knew it wouldn't be that easy. I shouldn't have pushed it so much." Gray stated.

"I'm sorry too."

"For what? You did nothing wrong."

"Yes I did and you helped me realize it."

I sighed. "You were right, all those times you hurt me you didn't mean to. I did it on purpose. Forgive me."

"Theres nothing to forgive... I shouldn't have said that, I was the one..."

"No! Gray... All those times you hurt me you were hurting as well."

"Just because I was hurting it didn't give me an excuse to be an ass!" He claimed.

"Maybe we are both right... Maybe we are both wrong. Truce?"

"Juvia..."

"Juvia said truce!" I shouted.

"Fine." Gray replied.

"Gray, what you said back in the room... Before we did that... Were you..."

"Don't go advertising about it, okay. It really isn't that big..."

"I take it back... What I said... It did count... But you still have a long way to go." I interrupted.

"I know... So do you." He remarked.

"Huh?" I asked in confusion.

"My heart... It chose you... Juvia." He stated.

We both have a promise to keep.
We both have a goal.

My goal is to let him love me again and my promise is to melt his frozen heart.
We have a long journey ahead of us.