"I'll kill you, all of you" I threatened

"No you won't" Matteo said as he approached me

He touched my cheek and memories filled my head again but they weren't mine they were his. I looked up into his eyes and I broke inside, everything I did. Everything. I wanted to do vanished and came piling into me in a rush of emotions. Tears filled my eyes as I leaned into his touch feeling warmth and joy inside.

"It hurts" I said teary eyed

"I know love, but we're here all of us and so am I" he said kneeling in front of me

"I..,you love me?" I said shocked hearing his thoughts

"I do and I should have told you sooner my love" he said holding my face in his hands

"Matt" I whispered coming back from the dark

I had pushed myself so far back that the anger rushed in, the sadness, the pain, the joy and fear. All of it just rushed back and I burst into tears as he pulled me closer. I held onto him as my humanity switch flipped back on and all the blood I spilled came rushing back.

"I killed them, I killed so many of them" I cried shaking in pain

"Shhh it's ok, we still love you Cara Mia" Theo said kneeling beside me

"I'm a monster" I cried

"Maybe but your my monster and I won't stop loving you no matter what you've done or what you do" Matteo said

I looked up and pulled him in by his tie kissing him roughly and he kissed back. Grabbing my throat and pulling me closer with a soft growl from me.

"So beautiful" he whispered and kissed me again

"Mine" I growled causing him to smirk down at me

"Is she back?" Rebekah asked softly

"I...I think I am" I said softly

Matteo helped me stand but I almost collapsed yet he caught me and picked me up bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his neck and snuggled closer to his chest. I felt myself drifting off into a deep sleep and that's what I needed this entire time was a good sleep and my mate.

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Three days later

Trinitys POV

I woke up three days later having fully rested myself and Matteo was pacing my room shirtless. I looked him up and down and clenched my legs feeling needy at the sight. His eyes met mine and he walked over in long strides, he gripped my cheek and kissed me hungrily.

"Mhmm you needy whore" he said

"Matty I want you so bad" I begged

"Hmm me to princess" he said and climbed onto the bed

He began kissing me and then down my face and to my neck before he bit down hard.

"Fuck" I moaned bucking my hips into him

"Mine forever" he growled

"Fuck me" I mumbled

"Speak up love" he said

"I need you Matteo, I want you so badly please" I begged

"Be a good girl for me yeah" he said

"Yes, I'll be good" I said

He kissed down my body and ripped my panties off causing me to gasp, he inhaled and chuckled darkly.

"So needy for me, my little slut" he said

"Yes Matty" I said softly

"Don't move understand" he said

"Yes sir" I said

His tongue connected with my core and I wanted to buck my hips but I didn't. Instead I threw my head back and gripped the sheets moaning softly. He slipped two fingers inside me and I couldn't help but move this time. He growled sending vibrations through me and but my clit causing me to yelp.

"I said don't move love, do I need to punish you for not listening?" He asked while glaring

"No I'll be good I swear" I said shaking my head

"Don't cum until I give you permission got it" he said

"Yes sir" I said

"Hmm I like that say it again" he said

"Please Matty I want to cum" I said

"Maybe depending on if your a good girl for me" he said

He went back to sucking, licking and fingering me to the bring of my orgasm.

"Matty can I cum" I gasped as I had shaky legs

"No only good girls get to cum" he said backing away

He rubbed my clit over and over but didn't let me cum as he gripped my throat forcing me to look at him.

"Cum for me" he said

"Matteo, oh fuck" I gasped shaking as my eyes closed and head fell back

"Good girl, now take my cock" he said and slammed into me

"Fuck" I shouted as he fucked me at a fast pace

"Such a filthy girl hmm" he said

"Yes fuck right there daddy" I moaned

I ran my claws down his back causing him to groan and fuck me harder and faster.

"Fuck so tight for me" he said and nipped the spot he marked me

"Matteo can I cum on your cock please" I begged

"Not yet" he said

"Matty please" I cried in pain as I held back my orgasm

"Go on love cum again for me" he said

"Matty oh fuck" I shouted

"That's it take it like a good whore" he said