1) I have soulmates
-  possibly 2 of them, but I'm not sure who or where they are

2) the books you need are on my shelf
- there are four books you will need for this
- 1st one is called "the travelers guide"
- 2nd one is called "No humanity switch"
- 3rd one is called "what lies beyond"
- 4th one is called "the need for redemption"

3) I left clues behind
- some are within the castle some are in the forest
- there is a total of 14 clues as to where you can find me or get close enough to finding me
- no they aren't needing to be found in order although when you find all 14 put them together
- the map will show once they are connected and that's where you can track me

4) no I didn't leave anything unencrypted
- everything, every clue is encrypted
- the person most likely able to access them is in Ravenclaw maybe one In Gryffindor as well

5) I might only have a week to be found
- I say this because the longer I'm without my humanity the harder it will be to get me back
- without humanity I'm ruthless and most likely to kill anyone or anything in my path
- I'm dangerous when this happens because prepared for that

6) my humanity is most likely off
- which means I'm dangerous and vengeful at best
- be the most careful as you can or you could die by my fault and I'd forever be lost
- the riddles father might find me faster so be faster than that
- if I'm found with him and no humanity is on be the worst of a person as you can to bring me back

7) 4 months ago I was lost again
- I mean this when Joshua was cruel to me and that someone betrayed me then
- no at the time I don't know, but I'll find out soon I know it
- tread carefully and lightly around me, remember my heighten abilities, hearing and feeling as well as scent

8) if you have to the do it
- kill me when it's time
- I can possibly be resurrected but if you find the right thing that will hurt me take the chance
- I don't want to die but I will if that's the only way to save myself and all of you

9) sacrifices
- they might make you feel gilt
- regret, resentment and shame but do it for yourself and me if you truly care
- if you don't care after all I've mentioned then step away now

10) fighting
- it will be beyond stressful to find me
- to save me and turn me back to who I previously was
- be prepared for anything and everything that is going to possibly happen

11) don't make any mistakes
- if one is made it's harder to find me
- it's also harder to not tip me off that your coming
- I'll most likely be waiting for your arrival

12) visions
- they happen from past, present and future events and occurrences
- I can possibly see you coming if a vision comes
- do not underestimate my power and no humanity side of myself

I hope this all helps, and I know deep down I'm rooting for you all to save me. If you don't I might never feel or see you again, if you do thank you more than anything and I'll think of ways to repay you. Tom I had a vision, a vision only you can understand and help me with, but I left a note where only you can find it. The vision scared me and I wasn't prepared nor will I be when it does happen.

With all this I say goodbye, to my old self, to my friends and to my family and the entirety of Hogwarts and the world. For Merlin's sake I hope you save me before I cause more destruction than I want."

"What the fuck" Matteo shouted

"Let's get started" Pansy said

"Your really going to do this?" Matteo hissed

"Yes and if your not then leave because I'm saving my sister the only one who truly understands me so again if your not loyal enough then get out" I snapped

"Who said I wasn't loyal to my mate" Matteo said

We all stared shocked and when he realized what he said he cursed at himself and stormed off somewhere.