"It's about Joshua bay" she whispered

I held in my anger, the girl needed something and I sure as hell hoped it wasn't bad.

"What has he done?" I asked gently as possible

"He um, he left Hogwarts and he won't be returning but he told me to give you this letter and this box" she said handing me the letter and box

"Anything else?" I asked

"He said to tell you that things aren't what they seemed, but he said he won't bother you if you don't reply to that letter in a weeks time" she said

"Thank you Olivia, uh can I do anything for you personally?" I asked

"I wanted to ask a question but I don't want to seem rude" she said fidgeting with her hands

"The rumors are true, I was forced to turn into what I never imagined to become, yes I hate it, yes soulmates are real and everyone has them, but I, I can't answer the last one because personally I don't know the answer to it" I said

"So you can read minds" she said excitedly

"Yes" I laughed softly

"Your not mean like they say you are, you aren't a bad Slytherin you know" she said

"And your sweet for a Ravenclaw most aren't as kind because of their knowledge" I said

"Oh yeah well mum told me no matter the house I get into that I always show kindness when it's most needed" she said

"She's right you know" I said

"Why do they call you a monster?" She asked

"Because it's what I am, the things I'm capable of the things I hate to do that I might have to make me a monster Olivia, and I don't want to hurt anyone let alone my mate or mates if I find them, but uh if you find yours don't hold back from them ok, promise me that" I said

"I promise, but um only if you promise to let yours in too" she said

I took a deep breath and sighed softly knowing it might be impossible to do.

"Deal" I said and with that she left

With her gone I decided to open the letter first then the box worried as I did so.

"Dear Trinity,

I know you probably won't believe me and that's okay but I have to get this off my chest. I'm not here to ask for forgiveness or be given a second chance, but at the end if that's what you wish I'll be happy with it.

That day prior to saying what I did, someone slipped my a potion and I was trying to work out who. I know you don't want to believe me or hear me out in what I have to say. So I'm writing the letter so you can't argue with me in my findings.

I found that one of your friends were the one to slip me a lie potion and it caused me to say what I did. It wasn't any normal lie potion either it was stronger and I should have known before I drank it at that party. I shouldn't have trusted myself alone without you there and for that I can't forgive myself. I'm not entirely sure on who but maybe this information can help you find out for yourself.

I know that you are mad and beyond angry with me and for that I apologize and don't blame you for. The moment I realized what had happened I was beyond myself and regret everything I said truly. You are far from clingy and I understand why you can be and that's because of your past. I don't know everything you've been through but I hope you one day explain or trust me again.

If you ever want to find me you know where I'll be and during summer I'll go to the beach at 1pm on Saturday. The same day we met and the exact same time I found you, the girl I fell for so deeply that it's hard to digest and understand. I know none of this possible helps your decision but I loved you then and I love you now. I'm truly and utterly sorry for the way things went. And I promise you this, I will never return to Hogwarts and will never contact you if that's what you desire.

If you don't show up on Saturday at 1pm at the spot we met during next break I'll understand why. Please consider the gift and the information I've collected on more than just what happened.

With all my love,

Joshua bay"