"Your burning it again Trinity, your going to hurt yourself" Aaliyah said

"Aaliyah I'm fine, I swear I've got this" I said

"Trinity rose Berkshire what on earth are you doing?" Alec asked

"Sorry Alec I'm trying to" I began

But hissed in pain as the flames caught onto me and I shook them off. It didn't hurt too bad it's just shocking every damn time it happens.

"See" Aaliyah said

"Shut up" I growled

"Aaliyah's right you can't keep making the same potion only to hurt yourself every time" Izzy said

"Why isn't anyone on my side" I groaned

"Because your dangerously stupid" Simon said

"I'll burn you" I hissed showing my little fingertips with flames on them

You see I wasn't normal, I was a hybrid and a special one at best. I'm the only one of my kind left to exist and it's downright awful and exciting at the same time. My name if you haven't gathered is Trinity Berkshire, I have a twin brother back in London too. But I'm in New York doing studies and helping people sort of. I'm being used I know that, for my abilities that is. Like I said I'm a hybrid both a Mesmer and a wolf. Being a Mesmer gives me strength and power like no other, and being part wolf gives me the ability to claw someone's eyes out.

Give Simon for example, my current mood towards the young vampire used to be human. Is anger and frustration so to speak, but I knew I'd never actually hurt him. It wasn't in my dna to hurt the poor idiotic boy, and I say boy because even if he's slightly older than me. In my eyes he's a little boy who is idiotic and too emotionally attached to clary who doesn't like him the way he likes her. Clary is way to blind and into Jace than she is Simon and Simon learned that the hard way unfortunately for him.

I felt bad when I heard from Izzy what clary did and it made me like clary less than I already barely did. I don't really get along with her especially when she does what she does and did what she did. But getting into that would be too soon to tell.

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Maybe take a step back and zero in on the now or the past for a moment. My childhood was and never had been the easiest or the best and kindest to me. My brother Lorenzo was sweet and far from what you'd assume a Slytherin would be. Although he fit it well if you knew him well enough and personally that's for sure. I lived with him so I've got plenty of experience and evidence to prove my case here. Although first year for me wasn't that hard at the time.

Yes I was beat and tormented by my parents and hated by others for what I was. Or what I am which is a hybrid both a Mesmer and a wolf. My parents hated me for it, despised me and called me a freak or a monster. But I don't blame them because they were right about me. I am and always will be a freak, the monster part only sometimes or occasionally. I've been through plenty and that's why I didn't really like clary Fairchild. She doesn't see me as what I try to be but as what i was treated as.

And that's personally not okay in my books, but I do take it personally at times. More often than not I'll argue with the redhead and she never likes the outcome of it. Because I always win the argument much to her dismay of course. And she has her own issues but she always blames everyone else around her. That and she is selfish and thinks everything is about her all the time. I honestly don't know how Jace deals with her at all because I wouldn't be able to do it. I mean she's a totally annoying little girl that she acts like even if she's eighteen and I'm sixteen.