You can never truly prepare yourself for falling in love. You might find yourself thinking about it and fantasizing about, but you never know when it comes. And when it does come sometimes it hits harder and knocks you so far down you never climb back up. At least that's what happened for me, I wasn't aware that I'd fallen for him as hard as I had. I always thought he hated me and that everyone knew we were nothing more than enemies. Even if he was my brothers friend and was in my friend group as well.

It just never occurred to me that I was putting off my love for him and trying to find it in another. That's also denial talking, I wanted to deny my feelings for him because I didn't want to be rejected. Or I feared the worst would happen and he'd betray me in the end. Because it's what everyone would do to me, leave me or beat me down for whatever reason, mentally, physically and emotionally. And I hated it that's why I am who I am today, because of the abuse and because of the pain I went through.

I had to toughen up, block out emotions and hide away when they started to show even the slightest. That's how I met one of my good friends actually, it was a bad day for me and I wasn't in the mood. But she was there and she wanted to help me even if it was in a completely abnormal way. She used reverse psychology basically and turned my emotions from bad to good. And i thank her everyday if I had the chance, but we'll get to that later.

I was born on June 16th to a pureblood family in the wizarding world. Now a pureblood family is a family that has both sides of magic origins. A half-blood is someone who has muggle born parent on one side and a pureblood on the other. And the worst derogatory term is mudblood better yet known as a muggle born. Meaning you have magical origin but both parents are muggles. I come from a long line of Slytherin's too, my whole family for that matter has been placed in Slytherin.

What is Slytherin, well you got to be in a school of magic called Hogwarts and there are four houses you can be placed in. One is Gryffindor, two Ravenclaw, Slytherin and then Hufflepuff. Slytherin is considered the darker side out of the four. Evil and cruel they say, but it's not all bad nor is everyone in the house bad. Hufflepuff is for the more genital and loyal kind of witches and wizards. Ravenclaw is the smarter ones and Gryffindor is supposed to be the brave ones.

We are aka Slytherin are cunning and ambitious as they say that's what most people in the house are. Yet I'd like to add more to it, sneaky and conniving people can be other terms for it. They always say never trust a Slytherin when your back is turned. And they can sometimes be right depending on the person you meet that's in Slytherin. But a lot like one of my friends Daphne she's timid and sweet, but don't mess with her either. After all she was placed into Slytherin for a reason right.

Everyone had their own opinion and are entitled to it but don't try and push it onto others. Thats what the Weasley family sometimes does more so Ronald Weasley does it. And I'll explain why later but for now this is my story and mine alone people.