the only

reason

i sing cheerful song

with sad meaning..

is to cheer people

while calming them

like ateez, bts, stray kids

and other idols do.

but yeah not publicly,

just when

i have the

confidence to do

this to you,

it means i love,

thrust and not

gonna leave ur side...

NEVER.

note that

i know i seem

trying to be

sweetbor something

but hey i know u need it

if i could drive,

i would drive to the state

ur in and hug u

but no i can't

so this is the only effort

that i could offer you

knows that there

ARE PEOPLE

THAT LOVES YOU

YOU

DON'T FREAKING

LISTEM TO THE HATERS

THEY JUST DON'T KNOW

THE BEST WAY

TO ASK FOR HELP

OTHER THAN THROW HATE

ON PEOPLE THAT HAVE

THINGS THEY DON'T

K BYE AGAGA

-6'9'20-