Carl continues to cry due to the man pushing his face harder into the asphalt. I don't dare to move for fear that I might get cut.

A guy next to me is being brutally kicked by the others of the group. A traitor maybe?

The guy with the gun pointed at Rick's head laughs. "You're gonna get what's comin' for ya. Killing Paul like that."

He loads the bullet into the chamber and puts his finger on the trigger. "We're gonna make you suffer by killing the woman, then the girl, then the boy, then Daryl. " he cackles.

Rick jerks his head back and the guy pulls the trigger, but misses Rick by an inch.

Rick shakes his head and then jumps up and punches the guy. He continues to punch him till the man tries to choke him by wrapping his hands around Ricks neck.

Rick lundges forward and rips the guys throat out. The others in his group call out to him and my "gaurd" even loosens up out of shock.

I watch the guy slowley bleed out to death. I want to turn my eyes away but I can't, a sick feeling in my stomach makes me want to collapse but the guy still has me at knife point.

Michonne fights with her guy who hits her with the butt of his gun.

Rick knocks the guy off of her but is jumped by the other guys beating up the Daryl guy.

Daryl quickly recovers and stumbles over to Rick, killing some of the walkers that were attracted.

The guy still holds the knife to my neck, not even loosening it enough to the point where I can bite his hand or something.

"Don't let the girl go Thomas! Back up to the cars so no Biters will get ya!" The man holding Carl to the ground still says.

Thomas drags me backwards, pressing the knife to my neck still. We stop when he hits the car with his back.

Rick, Daryl, and Michonne kill a couple of the guys. While Daryl and Michonne fight off Walkers and the three other guys, Rick makes his way to the guy holding Carl down.

"I'll shoot him!" the guy says. Rick advances to him and the guy tries to run. But Rick grabs him by the arm and punches him in the face.

Carl rushes over to Michonne as her and Daryl finish off the last of the walkers.

Daryl slowley walks towards Thomas and I, his cross bow pointed at Thomas.

" Let her go." He slowly says. I hear the cry of the man that was holding Carl down. I glance over and see Rick tearing the knife through the mans body, skinning him.

"You killed my people, why should I let her go?" Thomas laughs. "Perhaps I should just kill her now." He tightens the knife to my neck. I feel a stink and feel blood oozing down my neck and let out a whimper.

Rick advances with a gun. "Let. Her. Go." He slowly says each word.

I move my head so Rick has a clear shot and give him a pleading look. He glances at me and shakes his head.

"Shoot me, and as I fall I slit her throat." I can hear the evil smile in his voice. I look at Rick and silently beg him to kill the man. I give him the I know what I'm doing look.

He puts his finger on the trigger and then gives me a small nod. Just as he pulls the trigger, I move my head to the left as the bullet makes contact with the man. I jerk my body to the left so he doesn't cut my neck, but my shoulder and my collar bone.

I roll onto the pavement and feel blood rum down my side. I hear growls and immediately jump up and run back to the car where my axe is at.

I grab it out of the front seat and start swinging at the walkers. My shoulder Burns but adrenaline keeps me going. A Walker grabs me by my hair and pulls me towards it. I scream and try to twist around, but the walker still keeps a firm grip on my hair. I can hear its teeth chomp up an cf down as it gets closer to my neck.
"Lauren!" Carl yells and I hear gun shots. The walker goes down and I jerk away from it, just in time to see one of the guys from the other group come running out of the forest. Straight at Carl.

"Carl! Behind you!" I yell as I run towards him. The man tackles Carl to the ground and reaches for his gun.

I swing my axe in a wide arc and hit the man dead in the head. I pull my axe out and swing it back into his head again, rage taking over my body.

Carl scrambles up and grabs me around my waist, pulling me away. "He's dead. It's okay. He's dead, they're all dead." He sobs. I drop to my knees, tears sting my eyes and roll down my cheeks.

Only three words go through my mind.

I'm going crazy.