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preeran were angry and broken....sitting on their knees....karan came out of room fully wet hearing preeta's phone ringing.....he opened and saw the messages.....there were nothing special....he moved towards table to keep the phone and suddenly it vibrated to his notice....he swiped down the screen bar and there was a caption...
"hii...preeran long time no see".....it was a friendly diary app....he clicked the icon seeing her username preeran.....he smiled....seeing their names entwined so perfectly....then y aren't they destined to....again his mind travelled back and her teary face came in front of him....she was crying....due to some emotional pain....her eyes always had the ability to express each and every thing....the diary opened and he put the password as 'preeran'
"the entered password is not correct" the phone buzzed....he shrinked his eyes as he knew her every account password would be this....but this was something new....he sat at the bed holding her phone in his hand....her different password was increasing his curiosity....he changed different password...preeta...preeta arora....preeran preetan...a lot more and his frustration reached its peak....he threw the phone on the bed with anger closing his eyes... he rememberd her saying....
karan tumhare se badhkar koi nahi hai...mein tumhare bajarbatti apne bajarbattu ko kabhi nahi bhoolegi....nahi hi chodegi.....
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mere bajarbattu....tum mere liye bahut special ho....kabhi door mat jana.....aur nahi mein jane doongi....
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tumse judi har cheez....har ehsaas....har lamha mein sambhalke rakhti hoon....nahi woh kabhi mitega kyunki mein mitne hi nahi doongi...aur har lamha.... sirf tumhare naam se shuru hota hai....aur tumse hi thamta hai....The Karan Luthra.....
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he picked her phone and typed his name....the app opened...and the first entry title made him crazy....
'in love with my bajarbattu'
he clicked it read the three magical words again.....

"entry"

har baat batau yea zaruri toh nahi....
apna ehsaas dilau yea zaruri toh nahi.....
yea rishtey naam ke mahutaj nahi hote....
phir duniya se bachne isse dosti bolu...yea zaruri toh nahi.....

mein apne bajarbattu se pyaar karti hoon....pata hai hum abhi us umar ke nahi hai...jahan ye pyaar vyaar hamari pahunch ho....par mein jaanti hoon...mera bajarbattu se jo dosti hai woh alag hai...matlab bahut hi alag....pata nahi yea pyaar kya hai.. fir bhi mein apne bajarbattu se bahut pyaar karti hoon....woh badal gaya hai.....mujhe accha nahi lagta jab woh kisi aur ladki se baat kare....par mujhe abh lagta hai ki woh mera bajarbattu hi nahi...fir bhi i love him....i love my bajarbattu

he couldn't control his happiness reading this...but was still confused...if she loved him then why did she run like that....he read further...

par mein yea bhi jaanti hoon ki mein kabhi apne bajarbattu se yeah baat nahi keh sakti...haa bahut pyaar karti hoon fir bhi nahi kahungi kyunki woh abh mera purana bajarbattu nahi raha na....agar mere kehne par usne mera pyaar ka mazak banadiya toh...aur meiney usse kho diya toh...humari dosti toot gayi toh...

karan ruffled his hair reading how insecure she has become...he punched his hand on the wall with his own frustrations and threw a vase that was nearby breaking it into pieces...listening the sound he made in the adjacent room...she made her hairs to a side and stood up wiping her tears....she knew that she should go otherwise he would blame himself...she walked to the room and found his door open...he was facing the otherside while her leg got pierced with the broken piece.....she hissed with pain closing her eyes while he turned hearing her....and held her....

karan : kaha dekhke aa rai thi? dikhayi nahi diya kya?dekho khoon aa raha hai!! yaha aao....beitho yaha....

both looked into each other's eyes....getting lost....karan made her sit on the couch and he himself sat keeping her leg on his lap....he slowly removed the glass piece from her ankle.....

karan : rukho....mein first aid lekar aata hoon....

he was about to leave but she held his hands....he looked at her and she gestured him to sit beside her....he sat without leaving her hold while she leaned on his shoulder.....he wanted to shout saying he loves her damn it...but could he...she is already ready to bury her love because of her fear for his anger....he took a long breath to calm his nerves....she held his hands and entwined their fingers...

preeta : chalo karan ghar chalte hai.....

karan : nahi plan tha ki hum yaha rahenge...so kal subah hi nikalne wale hai...shrishty ko inform kardiya hai....so don't worry....

he said everything in a go to ease the awkwardness and it did work......she nodded her head still looking down and was about to stand but he held her by her waist and picked her up....she jerked and surrounded her hands on his neck.....he smiled  at her...

karan : bhook lagi hai babydoll....chalo jo tumne banaya who sab khalenge and then fir rest karenge....chalo

without leaving her think...he walked towards the table....and let her stand on her feet....she stumbled a bit but he held her...she turned he gestured her to sit first...she smiled at his gesture and sat....he sat beside her and served for both....karan took a morsel and kept it near her lips...she had it and smiled and did the same...he had and gestured her as perfect....she nodded....both had their dinner with little talks....preeta stood to clean the table but karan held her...she saw him...

karan : aise kya dekh rai ho....peir mein laga hai...mein kardunga...

preeta : oh bajarbattu peir mein chutku sa kaanch chuba hai....bone fracture nahi...tum bhi na...

karan : dumbo....mein keh raha hoon...yahi beitey raho....mein kar raha hoon na...

he stood and took the plates....she saw him with pouted cheeks....he went towards kitchen and washed the utensils...she saw him with a smile frm the open kitchen window....being lost in his care....he winked at her and she gestured as beating him whele he chuckled and gave a flying kiss....she stood and actted like catching it....he came out after cleaning and scooped her in arms...while she surrounded her hands....

karan : wahh kareli bina koi hadtaalo ke kaise aagyi....

preeta : abh agar tum seedhe saadha bande hote toh mein rokhti...tokthi...par tum bandar ho...woh bhi behre bandar ghata tumhe koi farak thodi padega...isiliye chalo..isi bahane hum hukum dete hai tumhe....chalo...le chalo hummein kamre tak....

karan : peir theek hone do kareli...dekhta hoon..badi aayi hukum dene...the..

preeta : looser luthra ko sirf uski kareli order de sakti hai....

he chuckled and gestured to leave her but she pulled him cliser and smiled....he took her to his room but she glared him seeing the room's condition.....he swayed his head...and bit his tongue....

preeta : aur akro tod fod....room ko stadium samjh rakha hai kya?pagal kahinke...dumbo mujhe nahi tumhe theek lagega....le chalo mujhe us room mein....

he glared at her.....she glared him back and pinched his shoulders.....

karan : ouch bajarbatti...

preeta :ghooe kya rahe ho...le chalo...

he took her to the otherroom and laid her on bed....and sat on couch....

karan : konsa side chahiye batao...mein doosra side lelunga...

preeta ; hein🤔

karan : dumbo...bed ke right side ya left...jaldi even i feel tired.....

preeta : oh...abh janab ko bed par sona hai..

karan : haa

preeta : yaha...is bed par...mere bagal mein...

karan : ji...

preeta : aur tumhe lagta hai ki mein tumhe sone dungi?🤨

karan : koi shak...

preeta threw the pillow at his face followed by a blanket....nd shouted...

preeta : chup... chaap jaha ho wahi so jao...ya bahar niklo.. 

karan: bajarbatti yeah nainsafi hai....ghar mera room mera bed mera par tum lootigi aur upar se mujhe yaha....isss couch par sone bol rahi ho...

preeta : haa...toh doosra choice bhi diya...bahar niklo...

karan : hadhhh hai....

preeta koi nai...chup...

karan : mujhe bed pe hi neendh aata hai....

he said making a puppy face which melted her....

preeta : accha sojao...mein couch par sojaungi....

karan : nahiiiiii....tumhe lagi hai...its k mein adjust karlunga.....

preeta nodded her head  unbelievably on how over reacting he is...and laid with a huff....he too laid facing her....afzer sometime she saw him still adjusting himself in the couch and sighed....

preeta : karan....

karan : mein sogaya preeta...

preeta hit her head at his foolishness...karan bit his tongue and turned and was about to fall but steadied himself....

preeta : yaha aake sojao...

within a jiff he leaped on the left side bed...she smiled at him and glared her....and then chuckled....

preeta : yaha saampo ke tarah rengtey mat rwhna...chup chaap sojao...warna neeche gira dungi....and ekdum chup...neendh aarai hai....aur dur jao....left corner pe...jao...jao....

he slightly went back and she held...

preeta : girney ka erada hai....haa yaahi soge...samjhe haath peur hilate mat rehna fir couch par jaoge...samjhe....

he innocently nodded his head...she smiled....and closed her eyes qhile he did the same....after sometime he opened his eyes and saw her face glowing in the moon light...he forwarded his hands and tucked her hairstrands while she held his hand and pulled hin closer....he kept his other hand on her waist without disturbing her while she mumbled...

preeta : i love u bajarbattu....

karan smiled at her and moved closer taking her in his embrace securely...kissed her forehead while her lips curved and replied with a soulful smile.....

karan : i love u too bajarbatti.....

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planned nahi tah...just abhi likhdiya....idk iske baad muhurat kab niklega iska...lemme see
no proof read....

with loads of love....

sindya