Part 4

J : Anika...sun Meri baat I don't want you to go through something...which I have gone for years...and felt guilty that...I shouldn't have aborted earlier...bohot logon ke Saath hota hai

A : but mom...what about me...that I am not...readyyyyy

She screamed and Went Crying back to her Room

J : Anika..

Jhanvi was about To Go Behind

S : Mom..Mom

J : haa?

S : abhi maat jao....let her stay alone

J : lekin woh pareshan hai

S : lekin aapko pata haina she wants to stay alone when she is angry

J : Ya..but shivaay tum batao tumhe kya chahiye??

S : Evem I don't want it Mom

J : shivaay , no one wants that...her kid her daughter goes through the same thing what she went through

S : I...I know mom but..we are not ready for this

J : even we weren't ready..what happened with us?? Shivaay 6 years weren't easy...it was so hard

T : shivaay.. waiting period was just so emotional

S : I know dad but

J : phir jab chahiye hoga...toh? It's so difficult when you want and everything

S : mom..

P : shivaay jiske saath hua hota usse hi pata chalta hai

S : meh samajta hu mom..but what if that doesn't happens in our case

D : shivaay aesa sab logon ke saath hota hai isiliye toh mana kar rahe hai

S : aesa bhi ho sakta hai that we don't face this problem??

P : shivaay yeh galat hai...aur accha chalo aborts karva Diya lekin aage chal ke phir kuch waisa hua toh kya karoge tum dono?

S : but we are not ready mom

P : hum kabse yahi sun rahe hai shivaay

T : sochlo...still you guys have time

J : haa shivaay

Shivaay Nods and Went Up to Their Room and Knocks the Room

S : Ani..

A : kya hai?

She told with Lump in her Throat with Cries

S : open the door

A : No...let me stay alone for sometime...

S : Anika they were telling for our betterment ya?

A : aap... please mujhe akela chodoge? Thode der?

S : mujhse kyu naraz ho tum?

A : nahi hu..meh Nara just...let me be alone

S : don't cry...stop crying

A : mujhse nahi chahiye shiv...meh usse sambhalne..ke liye ready nahi hu...I am not ready to let a third person..in our family...I am not ready to share you.. with someone else...meh kaise...samjau no one is ready to... understand me...my inner self...meh..kya feel karti hu...mujhe kyu nahi chahiye?? To bring a life is not...easy shiv what I say yes I want to have baby ..and ..then I feel I won't be able to handle...Mera gussa uspeh nikal jayega toh?? Woh...ek nanhi sii..Jaan hai shiv what aage chal...ke I feel...ki mujhe kuch feel nahi uske liye?? Then?

S : you think..meh bhi nahi samajta tumhe?

A : aesa nahi hai shiv

She Immediately Went and Opened The Door and Hugged Him Crying Badly

A : nahi chahti...ki meh baby rakhu

S : even I don't Anika..but somewhere with this in mind I also...have started thinking about what elders are saying

A : exactly... shiv I am too much juggling between the 2 thoughts , I am not able to now think on one

S : even I am not able too

A : I..know somewhere they are right.. because they are elders they have more experience then us..but what about us...?

S : Jaan...shh doo din meh you have cried a lot...Jaan Rona bandh karo..just sit come

Shivaay comes out of the Hug And Wipes Her Tears , They Went Inside , Anika sat On Bed With Shivaay

A : I..think one side like I won't be able to handle...and other side...I am going to kill my chil..(she meant child)

She broke down Again , Shivaay Side Hugs Her

S : meh.. jaanta hu you are going through and that's the worst...I know...but Ani will go and consult the doctor once hm?

A : Ya

S : appointment bhi hai..will go and ask her about what are the complications and all later?? Then will think ya?

Anika Nodded Hugging Him Tightly

A : just...I am.mm

S : Ani

A : I..want to say...

S : say

A : whatever... decision will..take we will take together....okay??

S : Ofcourse Jaan

They stayed Together For sometime without Speaking anything they sat their , had their thinking again over it

Jhanvi and Pinky Came and Knocked the Room

J : Anika

A : Mom..

Anika Opens The Door

J : kya..socha?

A : we still have the...same decision mom hum doctor ke paas Jaa rahe hai

P : abo..rts kar...vane

A : No..no mom aese just sab puchne if we can do...or not what would be consequences if we...do

P : maat karna...Anika shivaay please

S : Mom we understand your emotions..but hamara kya? Our decision also matters for this... it's our baby or it will be...Hume kya chahiye kya woh matter nahi karta?

P : karta hai lekin shivaay aage chal ke kuch waisa hua toh

S : I understand..let us just consult the doctor phir will take the decision

J : Anika..mujhe pata hai tumhe Darr lag raha hoga...lekin hum sab tumhare saath hai will help you... with everything

P : haa Anika aesa nahi hai ki tujhe akele sab karna hai hum sab hai hmm?

Anika Nodded wiping her Tears

J : jaake aao

A : ya

Anika Immediately Went To Bath and She Cried , While Shivaay also Was confused and In Tension which decision should they take

S : Hume...yeh galti hi nahi karni chahiye thi....we shouldn't have done it

Anika Came washing her Face and changing , shivaay too got ready

A : chale?

S : Ya

They Reached The Hospital , both of them were silent from the time they left home

Anika and Shivaay Headed Inside The Hospital , Anika talked to receptionist

A : inn dono ke baad hamara turn hai

S : Okay good let's sit

A : Ya

Anika sat Besides A Lady Who was Crying Silently , Her Husband Said Her Softly to Stop Crying he went to Bring Water For her , Shivaay was busy Googling Something , Which Anika tries to Looked but didn't find what he wrote

S : kuch... nahi

He Wrote "how many chances of not getting pregnant after abortion"

A : ??

She looked at him with a Questioned Face

S : I..will just come using restroom

A : Ok..ay

Anika Looked At The Lady and Gave Her Tissue Paper

Lady : Thank You

A : don't cry

Lady : we have just no other option then crying

A : is there any problem?

Lady told About How She agot Pregnant 2 Years Later On Their Marriage But They Didn't Want It and Now when They are Trying They aren't Able to Conceive it's more than 9 years after doing innumerable treatments and everything , which they don't trust on superstition , they went to do everything tried to do things for their baby but nothing is working

Anika Broke down Hearing This , Anika told her to be strong as she was over the years till now , Anika controlled her Tears , Lady thanks Her and Lady , Husband Went Inside the Cabin , Anika was sitting with her phone waiting for their numbers , she Wipes her tears , Shivaay came and Sat Besides Her , He didn't Went to Restroom , He was busy reading On Phone About Abortion and Everything related to it

S : is it our turn now?

A : no one more is still left

S : Oh!

A : aap..kuch padh rahe thee na Google peh?

S : nahi..just gold rate...woh

A : gold ka kya kaam hai?

S : mm..mom ne pucha tha so

A : Lie

S : what??

A : yes a lie because you were reading something related to pregnancy... abortion haina?

S : umm..woh ya...I mean...

A : it's..okay I understand

Anika entwined Her hand with His Fingers , Soon They Went Inside

Dr : So Congratulations Anika Shivaay , so lets go for further tests

A : Ya..mm No

Dr : any problem you look stressed

A : yes... actually we are...not ready for the...baby we are just married...I mean a month we completed...so we are thinking for an abortion

S : we wanted to discuss..means if we abort...would be there any problem later on

Dr : you don't want because you are not ready??

S : yes... mentally and physically we...are not ready at all

Dr : are you sure?? completely sure means won't you all regret later

A/S : no

A : because we don't want it...I am not ready from any state of mind..we did talk about baby...that we want but... ofcourse..not this early later in future

S : so just...tell us if we do abortion what..will affect her...later in pregnancy??

Dr : It will yes

A : means...why I mean to ask...while removing the baby..what's the procedure...that it affects later on...isn't there any latest technology..or something where this can't happen

Gynac : In the majority of cases, having an abortion won't affect your ability to get pregnant again in the future. Nor will it affect your ability to have a healthy pregnancy. In rare instances, a surgical abortion can cause scarring of the uterine wall. This may make it more difficult to get pregnant again. There are rare cases where a couple aborts and later on they have next wanted pregnancy in a proper way while other suffers problem so we can't tell anything , I would tell to you both to keep baby I know you are not ready...but eventually you can try and accept the fact that you are pregnant and you are going to bring a life , which is made by you...it's half you both , it's your blood Anika Shivaay...which you both have created

Anika and Shivaay were Just listening To gynac and they felt like what are they going to do is it correct or No?? What if they won't get baby back? What if they will never be pregnant? What if they will regret later?

A : ok..ay but..

Shivaay knew Anika's Question

Gynac : ask Anika , feel free

A : til..l till ..what time...we can abort baby...??

Gynac : we have to first examine that how much week old baby is then we can tell

A : Ohh..Okay

Gynac : Look at Your baby once? Will check It there and Let you Know

A : us..ke alawa pata...nahi chalega ??

Gy : No

S : is it like that?

Gy : Yes Come in 5 minutes I will set up the scan room

A : Okay

Gynac Went Saying That Have Water And Relax, She wanted them to see their little baby , She knew how much old baby is after checking their reports , she told them a lie that after Looking At Baby in Baby Monitor you will be able to know the baby's age

Anika and Shivaay went to that Room Later On , Shivika just looked Around at the things they were watching for the first time in their life

S : what's..this?

Gy : you will watch your baby in this come sit Anika here you have to lay down

A : ya

Anika kept her Bag aside and Went and Say There , She Lays Down , Shivaay was Standing At The Door Itself Looking around as he felt everything wierd , Gel was applied On Anika's Stomach and Transducer was Moved Around

Gynac : Shivaay come here Look

A : shiv...aao na

Anika forwarded her Hand and Shivaay Holded It Tightly

S : are you okay??

A : I am

S : Gel...and all something is happening?

A : No..no nothing is happening

Dr : Look baby is Visible

A : kahaa..peh hai?

S : I guess...this one

Dr : No Shivaay this small dot , this one he or she is still forming a structure

S : Ohh...

A : This...tinyyy

Gynac : Yes Anika

Gynac Went Checking and Telling That Baby Is Well , And Nurse will help you with the removal of gel and come to cabin later on

S : Ani ...this incredible na?

A : Yes..baby hai...woh hamara

S : exactly Ani...and we are going ro

A : ab..

She Cried , They Looked At Each other

S : shh...stop crying

A : what decision...should we take?? I don't..know..sab keh rahe hai ..woh hamara ...apna baby hai...

S : meh jaanta..hu Ani will take the decision...I know ..we are confused...in what decision should we take but we will...okay? Jaan? Are you listening to me?

Anika wipes her Tears and Nodded , They Looked At Baby Once Again , Nurse removed the gel and they went out , Both of them were quite emotional after looking At baby , Again went to Cabin

S : so what's..the baby's age I mean...how many weeks?

Gy : 3 weeks...so how was the feeling looking at baby?

A : Good...

S : Nice...ya so till what..time we can ab...abort baby??

Gy : still you have time of weeks think on it and Sorry...for the Lie I told

A : Lie??

Gy : I told you After the scan I will tell you the age of baby , I knew after seeing reports I just wanted you both to look at your baby it may change your decision , May be??

Anika and Shivaay Nodded

Gy : So whatever decision you take , remember the baby you looked At that's yours

Yours was the word getting them More Weak , They Nodded Thanked and Headed Back Out

Precap : Anika And Shivaay Takes Decision