Change.

Change was something I feared.

The fear of changing hindered me in many ways more than one.

This guy is, and has been, one of the few things that mattered the most to me.

Yet I held back, the fear of losing him plaguing me...

But with some realization on my part and bucket loads of support from him, I'm now the person I want to be.

For myself.

And for him.

Because he matters. He, not what he does, or says, or doesn't.

Now that I have fully scraped away the sheath of sheer fear that settled on me, I can completely enjoy every moment, every word, everything.

I don't fear change anymore.

Because change is inevitable.

You just take it by its horns and do all you can...

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