Pov Yoongi

When I opened my eyes I was in the Hospital Wing. Again....

Why do all Quidditch games end with me laying in the Hospital Wing?

"Yoongi you are awake!" I heard a squeal besides me.

I turned around to look at the last person I wanted to see.

"What are you doing here Park Jimin?" I asked him coldly.

"I wanted to see if you are ok." He explained.

"AS IF YOU CARE. YOU JUST LEFT ME. YOU LEFT ME 6 YEARS AGO. YOU LEFT ME AFTER THE GAME. YOU WILL ALWAYS LEAVE ME BEHIND." I snapped.

He looked at me in confusion. "What do you mean 'I left you 6 years ago'?"

"Stop pretending you fake bitch. You know exactly what I am talking about." I spat out.

"No. I really don't know." He said on the verge of crying.

"Well shall I help you remind it then?" I asked furiously. "Our first journey with the Hogwarts express. We sat in the same compartment. We talked the whole time and became friends. Well at least I thought so. Because when we arrived at Hogwarts you told me you would go get your suitcase and come back so that we could go inside the castle together. But you never came back!! And when I finally saw you again you already found yourself some better friends! You didn't care for me. Not at all! So don't pretend that you care now. I saw how easy it was for you to leave me again. You may just wanted to talk to Taehyung, but it opened my eyes. It showed me that you would turn you back at me any moment now. So get your ugly ass out of my life. I am done getting hurt by you."

"Yoongi." He sobbed. "Please, I really can't remember my first journey with the Hogwarts express! I only remember running into Tae outside of the compartment and hitting my head against the floor. I don't know what happened before that. Please! I will never leave you, Yoongi. You are my friend."

"I won't believe that again. That was my fault in the first place." I said and looked away from him.

"But you are important to me, Yoongi!" He cried out. "Being your friend means so much to me!"

"Right." I scoffed. "Thats why you forgot our first meeting in the train."

I looked at him one last time with a cold glare. "Get out! I don't want to see you ever again."

I could see the pleading look in his eyes as he begged me to let him be my friend, but I just kept my cold expression and didn't say anything.

After Jin and Taehyung took him out of the Hospital Wing a tear escaped my eye.

I really want to believe you Park Jimin. I really do. But I can't. It just hurts so much.

"Was that really what happened?" Namjoon asked and stepped closer to the bed I was laying on.

I only nodded my head. I didn't feel like speaking at the moment.

"Well I guess I can understand why you hated him all these years and why you never wanted to tell anyone." He said and sat down next to me. "But can't you understand his point of view as well?"

I looked at him in disbelieve.

Is he serious right now? Why would his perspective matter? He only hurt me.

"Maybe he doesn't remember your first meeting, but he is your friend now. You are important to him and he doesn't even know what he did wrong in the past. He is confused and hurt because you don't even want to give him a second chance because of something he has no memory of. Didn't you see how sad he looked? It really hurt him that he lost you. I mean you can literally follow the puddles of his tears to the Gryffindor dorms!"

Maybe Joon is right......
But I don't want to risk getting hurt again. I can't give him another chance.

"I really don't need your lectures now, Joon. I just want to sleep." I said and turned away from him.

He let out a heavy sigh. "Just promise me you will think about it. Ok?"

With that he took the others and left.

I laid on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep, but the next hours I could only think of what Joon told me.

Could it really be that I am important to him?
      
       
      

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