Pov Yoongi

We won!

When I landed on the ground my team ran to me and took me into a hug.

Please don't touch me. I hate hugs.

"Good job Yoongi." Namjoon told me proudly after they finally let go of me.

"I told you we would win." I grinned.

But I didn't really feel happy. When I looked at Jimin I could see how hurt he was. I couldn't help but feel sorry.

But wasn't that exactly what I wanted? Beat him at this game. Then why am I not happy like I always was when we won against Gryffindor?

"I'm sorry Joon. Can we talk later? I have something to do." I said and didn't even wait for an answer.

"Jimin!" I shouted across the field as I ran towards him.

When I reached him I held out my hand for a handshake. "Good game."

He looked at me with wide eyes but then he started to grin.

To my surprise he didn't shook my hand. But he....

...hugged me?

"Thank you Hyung." He whispered into my ear.

I just stood there for a while. Shocked because I didn't expect this. But then I put my arms around him and hugged him back.

Did I just say that I hate hugs? I have to correct myself. I love them!

We stood there in the middle of the field. Hugging each other and neither of us wanted to let go.

But then someone cleared bis throat behind us. I stepped back from Jimin and looked at the person annoyed.

Kim Taehyung. Why? Just why?

"What is it Tae?" Jimin asked. Going away from me to see what his friend wanted.

I knew it. I knew he would leave me again. Just like that. Taehyung is more important. He will always be. I don't matter to him.

I sighed and turned around. "I should go back to my team. See you around."

"No, wait a second. Please Yoongi-"

And with that I left. I didn't turn around again.

When I came back to the others Namjoon looked at me with a worried expression.

"What happened?" He asked me, but I didn't answer. I just walked passed them and left the arena without another word.

I knew this would happen. Yet I couldn't prepare myself for the pain. It just hurts so much.

I cried all the way down to the lake. I sat down between some rocks so that no one would find me if they passed by.

After a couple of hours I still sat there. Staring at the lake, and I didn't move at all. It was getting dark now and it also got much colder, but I didn't care.

I didn't feel my feet anymore, but I just ignored it.

I could only think of that day.

The day I first came to Hogwarts.
     
        
      

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