Pov Yoongi

I was sitting in a compartment in the Hogwarts express. Watching the landscape outside as the train had already stopped. But I didn't go out. I stayed in my place. Just looking outside the window.

"Why isn't he coming back?"

I opened my eyes and looked around me.

I was just dreaming again.

I laid back down and closed my eyes again, wiping away the few tears that found their way out.

Why do I always start crying when I wake up from that dream. It's been 6 years now. I shouldn't care about it anymore.

Then I had to think about today. How he called me Hyung.

I really liked it when he called me that. How come that after everything he did I still can't hate him? I want to. I really want to hate him! But I just can't.

I sobbed into my pillow. Trying to hold the cries down, so that I wouldn't wake the others up.

"How can you be my anger and my sadness but also the thing that makes me the happiest? Why did you come into my life again after I pushed you away so many times? I am only going to get hurt by you yet I am ready to risk it all. What are you doing to me....

....Park Jimin?"

Pov Namjoon

I woke up because I heard sobbing. I knew it was Yoongi. He would sometimes wake up from a specific dream and start crying.

But he never told anyone what that dream was about.

Then I heard him whispering something to himself. About how Jimin was his anger, sadness and happiness.

It made me sad how he always pretends to be fine, but once he thinks he is alone he lets the facade down and you can see all the sadness he is dealing with.

I stood up and made my way to Yoongis bed. He looked at me in shock. His puffy eyes were clearly visible in the moonlight.

"Please Yoongi. Speak with me. About that dream, about Jimin, about everything. You don't have to go through all of that alone." I spoke quietly.

He just looked away.

"Please just don't cry anymore. When you ever have that dream again don't hesitate to wake me up. You don't have to tell me what you were dreaming about. Just wake me up next time."

He still didn't look at me but he slowly nodded his head.

"If you ever feel the need to talk to someone you can always talk to me." I said lastly before I headed back to my bed to go to sleep again.
      
      
     

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