~~Eric~~
She ran.....she ran away immediately she saw me she ran away like I scared her, she made it so obvious that she hated me and she was scared of me. The realization hit me and I froze,I felt....pain.

This is the end I'm done talking to her, there are other girls in the world and she could go to hell.
It hurts,it hurts so much and I'm tired of the bullshit,  this bullshit I call life and the truth is at that moment I felt depressed, I didn't know why but I  think maybe it was because of a girl or maybe it was because of mom, or maybe it was the monster I called a father or maybe it was the trauma or maybe it's because I miss her or I was just tired of everything and everyone.

I guess this was my life living in my agony. The automatic bell reminded me that the world outside my thoughts existed so I picked myself up and went to class dejectedly.

~~💗Ella💗~~
Never ever in my life have I ever ran so fast, thats what a boy I've only known for a few weeks did to me, he made me run faster than a cheetah.

Immediately I realized Eric was the one playing the song I ran as fast as my feet could take me,I could not face him after everything so I ran or maybe I ran because of fear, but the fear of what exactly? Eric always found a way back into my memory and it was annoying and surprising.

I shouldn't be thinking about him he's with Valerie now and she was my best friend and u would never  betray my best friend for a boy.

Oh come on he didn't even say anything to you and you're acting like he said he's leaving Valerie for you, grow up you're not wanted,he does not want you.

The voice had spoken again and it was always right  I am just overreacting it's not that big of a deal to run into someone playing music.

The automatic bell rang and I made my way to class but I didn't expect to see Eric on the way, but something else happened that hurt me, he ignored me completely like he didn't care about my existence. He didn't care, he never did and that was the truth.

"Hey! Are you going to class or what ?", I turned to see Victoria staring at me looking confused, and I saw everything I was not in her she was beautiful, she was so beautiful that it hurt me as I stared at her, I am tired of living like this in fear and jealousy.