A/n
So yeah...totally ignored my alarm yesterday to upload this chaper. I had it done I just forgot to do it.. :P pls don't h8 meh...lol jk l. But for real I am sorry here's the chapter, I'll try to upload another one this week to make up for it.

*Your Pov*
"I just don't know what happened mom. I still love him, but I don't want to go back there now..." I drink from the mug full of hot coco. It's snowing here, but not over in LA.

"I can't believe he did something like that. That doesn't sound like the Mark I know. He's just...agitated...and needs time by himself right now. Things will look up." She kisses my head.

"Thank you mom. And I'm sorry about dad. I miss him a lot already."

"I do too honey. It'll be okay though." She walks out of the kitchen. I'm assuming to go do laundry. The realization of my dad being gone had made me realize, I don't know how much longer I have with my mom. I don't even know how long I have with Mark. Something could happen to me any day. Or something could happen to Mark, God forbid.

Mark is going to Pax without me. I was going to but turns out the funeral is the last day. (F/n) is also going to Pax. We got a panel together. (F/n) gets to hold down the fort and explain why I'm not there. The fans will understand. I've never felt so at home with this amazing community. These fans are so caring. They'll send lots of love to me and my family.

I look at my phone and decide to dial up Jack. I find his contact, with the picture of septiceye Sam. I hit call.

"(Y/n)! I heard what happened Mark told me! Are you okay?" As always, Jack shouts.

"Yeah, I'm fine Jack. Just a little shaken up to what happened. Anyways, I have a question. You probably know I'm not going to Pax anymore because my dad past-"

"I heard about that too! I'm so sorry to hear that!"

"It's okay Jack. Mark and I were going to ask you together, but since I won't be going I figured I'd ask you myself. I was wondering, if you would like to walk me down the aisle since-"

"(Y/n)! I would be honored to walk you down the aisle!" I hold the phone away from my ear. I can still hear him yelling crystal clear. "Are you sure you want me to?"

"Yes, I'm sure. You and I have grown really close since I started dating Mark. You feel like a brother to me." I smile.

"Alright! So that means the wedding is still on after what happened?"

"Yeah. I didn't want to make and drastic decisions."

"It's settled then! I have to go now. Bye (y/n)! I love you!"

I laugh, "Love you too Jack." I hang up.

So now I have plans for being walked down the aisle. Now just for the rest of the wedding. I know (f/n) is going to be my maid of honor. Now I just need...bridesmaids. That's going to be trouble.

A/n
Oh my gosh! I haven't uploaded since last year!
Hahaha I'm funny....

I need help...