My heart beats heavy
In the night like a thief
As I remember to not forget you.
I both wonder if you’re still here
And fear that you may still be
To see how pitiful I’ve become
Claiming your dead weight I carry
Be not disappointed in me
Or angry as I fear you would be
I only miss you so much that
I’ve come to lose what understanding
I’ve fooled myself to have had
My lack of resolution is my fault
For not accepting yours while
I had the chance