"WE'LL HAVE ANOTHER surprise to the fans after this project and I know you will all love it." Krist said who answered the fifth question they got from the fans

"Okay, surely the fans all over the world will be very excited to know what surprise both of you prepared for them." The host said before randomly chose an entry from their website application again.

"Instagram username KristPH, you can ask a question." The other host said.

Singto directly looked at the fan who stood up with a smile on her face showing her perfect dimples. They both nervously waited for the fan to ask. Singto doesn't know why he was sweating as the whole place is air conditioned. 

He couldn't help it, but to bite his lower lip till it bleed.

"Hi!" The fan almost squealed after locking eyes with Krist. "My name is Pamela and I've been a fan for three years already."

"Hi, Pamela!" Singto and Krist said in chorused.

"I don't have any bad intention and I respect your privacy, but not only me who's curious about this. Why the both of you broke up? Your relationship was perfect and unbreakable, and suddenly articles all over the internet said that both of you already broke up. Is it really because of work, just like what those articles said? You haven't cleared things to the fans yet and here we are, still curious."

Singto looked away while Krist looked down.

And that very moment, they both knew, they screwed up.

There was a long silence to the point the host repeated the question to get their attention. They quickly looked at each other before looking away for the second time.

"Uh, if it is very uncomfortable for both of you to answer, it is okay to skip this question. But this is a one time opportunity for you to clarify any misunderstandings to your fans."

"No, it's okay!" Krist said before Pamela could say something.

"You'll answer it, N'Krist?" 

For the last time, Krist looked at Singto who's busy playing with his fingers. It may be a bad idea, but just like what the host said, this is a one time opportunity. Krist's been thinking about how to clear things up, but time doesn't let him.

"Krist," Singto called.

"It was my fault why P'Singto broke up with me. Yes, it was true that it's because of work, P'Singto couldn't handle the situation anymore, especially me." Krist opened up while his eyes were struggling to be in one place.

"Krist, you don't have to." Singto said with his pleading eyes.

Krist smiled and decided to look at Singto the whole time. "I don't love P'Singto when I dated him and he knew about it. I had a girlfriend while I was in a relationship with P'Singto. It was all a fan service, for me, but for P'Singto, it wasn't. After three years of being in a fake relationship, P'Singto got tired of my lies and lame excuses, that's why we ended up broken."

The studio went silent.

Singto was looking at the ceiling to stop his tears from falling. It was over a long time ago, but he doesn't know why it still hurts like hell.

Why he's still hurting inside.

He wanted to cry so hard hearing Krist's confession for the second time. Somewhere in his heart, he knew that the feeling of being betrayed is still lingering around. Something inside him is still broken by the lies and currently suffocated by the truth heard directly by the man who once considered as his first true love

Together, forever, it doesn't exist.

But he wanted to believe in them, not until Krist broke his whole entire world apart.

"And now, is it just a fan service too?"

"No," Krist replied while looking down. "Without him by my side, I realized it was him from the very beginning. It was me who's not eager enough to know my true feelings towards him, that's why I wanted him back after we broke up."