You guys, I hate shopping soooo much. I guess I like it sometimes, but the majority of the time I just feel self conscious the whole time.
I try to go in optimistically and sometimes I enjoy myself, but I usually leave feeling so awful about myself.
I hate it.
I get so upset when something doesn't fit. Sometimes I think about how nice this looks on everyone else, but how bad it looks on me the whole time and it's so draining.
I spend the whole time thinking awful things about my appearance and that's terrible because I'm exactly how I was meant to be, but I can't help but think that if I were prettier or thinner....
Sometimes I get so frustrated that I feel like I'm gonna cry.
I'm sorry for complaining to you guys, I just need to let it out sometimes. I don't want to tell my mom 'cause I know it'll make her feel bad.