I was seriously in dilemma mood

This happen inside my inner mind

My life in college was fine but that's not the case

My dream start to getting mixed up between my family legacy or my imagination dream

Yeah i was in dilemma about if I can change what my way for my future from being an analyst or being an idol that possiblity the first hijab idol in history

Actually i see one opportunity for it but it was also depends with my skill first to get the tickets to that country and try to audition online after that...

Just want to tell all my dilema cause I'm still afraid to tell this to my parents because my college, family legacy, and possibly my country reaction

But I still want to try it since I only have less than a year to learn all about it

Just that and sorry I never update anything in Wattpad cause my college time is stressing me

Bye-bye 👋👋👋👋👋