Justin B :

I stared at him. He's been coming here every day for a year now. All he does is drink then smoke then drink again until he's drunk. I don't get how someone could love that feeling, because he obviously does. I'm not gonna interrupt his daily routine.

That's not my job. My job is to serve him. Yeah I wanna help, but he's our money maker, every night he spends about 250$ on drinks including the money he throws when he's drunk.

My boss loves him.

I don't know him. I wish I do because he's fighting some demons, and needs Help, but I can't help him.

I can't help him

So I'll just be the bartender and he'll be the customer, and I'll just watch him get Wasted.

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I don't exactly hate my Job, but I didn't want this job as a child. I wanted to be a teacher. I love kids and I went to school for it and got my degree. Yet no elementary school would give me the job. I don't understand.

I needed money to pay the rent on my apartment so I saw a opening at a bar and I've been working there ever since. Yeah it sucks, but it pays the bills.

Hopefully I could try again next year, go back to the elementary school and start my dream job. That'll give me something to look forward to in the future, But for now I gotta get out my bed and get down to the bar.

I live alone thankfully, well if you don't count my dog Todd

"Hi my little Toddy!" I held my fluffy puppy. He barked licking my face. I laughed at him putting him down on the floor.

I love my Todd, he's a little fluff ball. I put dog food and water in his bowls, After putting my clothes on. "Gotta go Todd" I walked over to my fluff ball and crouched down pet him. "Be good" I grabbed his face. He had his tongue out his mouth trying to lick me.

After saying my goodbye, I walked out my apartment. I jumped into my car, which is garbage but I'll take what I can get. I mean I'm on a bartenders salary, what do you expect? I mean the little money I have is to eat and to feed Todd.

I'm not asking my Mom for money because she'll  think I'm not doing well and move me back to Canada. I'm twenty two years old I'm not living with my Mom. I love her and all but I'm old enough to take care of myself.

It's 8:00, when I pull in so I know I will see him, in twenty minutes or so. I don't exactly look forward to seeing him. But I would feel a little sad if I don't see him. I can't lie he's handsome.

Sexy even

We barley talk, all he says 'gimme the usual' and I give it to him.

Over and over

Until he leaves. He pays for someone to drive him home every night. He's pretty much rich, and here I am living in a apartment. I wonder how big his house is, it probably has a damn elevator with 5 floors.

I got inside and checked in with my Boss, Mr.Wellington.

"Mr.Wellington" I knocked on his office door. "Who is it?" He coughed. He has a smokers cough, probably because he's a smoker, he smokes 3 times a day. 5 if he's stressed.

All he does is watch tv in his office doesn't he see the smokers commercials? But as long as he is able to write my paycheck, He can smoke all the cigarettes he wants. I just wish he didn't.

"Justin" I waited patiently for him to let me in. "Get in here" he coughed again. I opened the door and saw smoke from his cigar all over the room. I coughed. "I just came to say I'm here." I said quickly so I could leave.

I fanned the air so his smoke wouldn't be all around me. He smirked. "Good right on time, Mr.McCann should be here very soon" he laughed pulling out his wallet.

"Who is Mr.McCann?" I questioned. I've never heard a name like that around here before. "My money maker!" Then I knew who he was. "Oh"

"Yeah his name is Jason but I call him Mr.McCann" Jason huh.
Who would have thought that was his name? I always seen him as a Jacob, Mattew, or even a Alex. But Jason McCann is his name I see.

"Oh" I replied. "Well you better get to work" he gestured me to leave, I nodded at his request and left his office smelling like cigarettes. I went to my station and waited for people.

"Hey Justy" I turned around and saw Aiden, who is my best friend. I smiled. "Hey" I met him on the job he works with me. We kinda just clicked when we first met.

FlashBack

"Alright if your gonna be working for me you gotta know your co-workers and like them because I don't want any bar fights, it ruins business" Mr.Wellington spoke sternly. I nodded staying quiet he seems quite mean if you ask me, puffing his cigars and all.

"Alright this is a bartender Julie" she had hazel eyes and beautiful brown hair, I waved at Julie. "It's Jessica" she scoffed. "Whatever this is Justin" I extended my hand out but she rolled her eyes and walked away.

So I will not be talking to her.

Mr.Wellington rolled his eyes. "Don't worry about her" a man approached us. "I'm Aiden" he flashed his pearly whites. "Justin" I smiled softly. "Aiden , Justy over here is gonna be working- Hey! You can't have sex on the table!" Wellington jogged to the young couple who's clothes were already off.

I laughed a bit. "Don't mind Jessica over there she's here because she sleeps with Wellington" my eyes widened. Jessica was a very attractive girl it weird how she sleeps with Wellington who isn't attractive.

"Yeah I can't believe it either" he chuckled "Well since your new around he why don't I show you the Ropes... Or would you-" I cut him off. "No! How about you show me?" I pressed my lips together.

"Alright why not Justy"

FlashBack Over

"Justin!" Aiden yelled snapping me back into reality. "Huh yeah?" He pointed to a girl who's shirt was to tight on her and she obviously wasn't wearing a bra so her nipples were showing, and her spray tan was dripping off her skin

Ew

"Hi, what would you like?" I tried being nice. "Hm how bout some of you" she her finger on my chest. "Uh God no" I glared at Aiden who was laughing. 'Help me' I mouthed to him. He nodded.

"Hey! Why are you touching my man!?" He walked over to us with his Hand on his hip and his arm up strutting.

Oh god

"What?" The woman stared at us confused. "That's right he's gay than means he takes it from the booty" he smacked my butt.

Oh my god

"Oh" she licked her lips "You guys do threesomes?" She bit her lip. "Leave" I walked away embarrassed, blushing so red I thought my cheeks were on fire. I stepped out the bar.

It's time for my break.

I was walking with my head down until I bumped into someone or something. I looked up and saw Jason. "O-Oh I'm sorry" and before he got a chance to speak I ran into the bathroom.

I ran into a stall and took a deep breath.

Woah

His chest is so hard, he must have rock-hard abs under those clothes. And-

"Diana I was so embarrassed!, oh my gawd he was gay Diana!" I heard heels click and that's when I knew I ran into the women's bathroom.

I face palmed. "Oh wow Bianca that must have been awful!" I need to get outta her.

"Ugh, every time I find a cute guy he's either gay, or was a woman" I bit my lip so I couldn't laugh. "Awe I'm sorry you don't have a boo yet"

"Shut up your only saying that because you have Malik" The other girl scoffed. "At least I can keep a man longer than you!" I saw a necklace fall.

Help me!

"Oh no you didn't I got that on sale!" Then I heard an oomph sound and saw the two girls on the floor.

That's it, I opened the stall door and ran out the bathroom back to the bar. I looked around and already saw Mr.McCann taking shots. He had on a black leather shirt with a gold chain around his neck.

Sexy

I have to stop thinking about him like that, I mean with looks like that he must not be single, and he's probably not gay.
"Justin where did you go? Wellington was looking for you I had to cover for you" my eyes widened.

"I'm sorry babe" I rolled my eyes making him laugh. "It got her off of you didn't it" he laughed. I rolled my eyes. "Hold on I'm gonna see what that walking cigarette wants" I went to Mr.Wellingtons office and surprise surprise he was smoking.

"I heard you were looking for me sir?" I questioned. "Yes, you know Mr.McCann right?" I nodded. "Well his driver isn't here today so I need you to drive him home" I looked down at the paperwork on his desk.

"Me?" He rolled his eyes. "Yes you, didn't I make that clear" I put my hands up in defense. "At 12 your put him in the car and drive him home" he slid me a piece of paper "That's his address" I nodded and walked out his office.

I'm driving Jason McCann Home.

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10:45

"Your driving Jason home?" Aiden smirked a little. "Yeah" I blushed. "Hm" he put his finger on his chin. "Wow Justy is gonna get him some dic-" I cut him off. "Aiden!" I blushed, looking at Jason.

"Alright I'm sorry" I rolled my eyes. "I mean when was the last time you got a girl's kitty?" I cocked an eyebrow. "Yesterday Night" I gasped.

"That Mariana girl?" He nodded. "Oh my god, are you guys going out?" I raised my eyebrows. "Um well I want-" he stopped himself. "I thinks she's just in it for the sex" he looked down.

I frowned. "Hold on I gotta customer" he walked to the young man. I looked at Jason every time he took a shot he just sat there and looks down. He just stares down at his shot glass or just at his lap.

What is he thinking about?

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12:00

I looked at my watch and saw the time, I have to drive Jason home now. I pressed my lips together and looked at Jason who was surprisingly not drunk.

"Aiden" I tapped him. "Yes Justy" I glared at him. "I'm going to drop of Mr.Mccann, but get this his not drunk just a little tipsy" Aiden's eyes widened.

"I haven't seen that since the first couple of times he came and that was 3 years ago" Wow. Aiden is older just by 4 years but we're still best friends obviously.

I walked over to Jason. I took a deep breath, before speaking. "Um J- Mr.McCann I'm supposed to take you home" he nodded trying to get up but almost fell and grabbed me. He was on top of my chest. "Oh I'm s-sorry" he rasped dusting my chest. I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Let's go then" he started walking out. "Yeah let's go" I cleared my throat.

Wow
This is the first chapter of wasted.
I'm really excited to write this book, a i hope you enjoy it
ILYSM
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