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(Lafayette perspective)
Washington and I just got done talking "okay Gilbert let me know if you need anything". Why does mon (my) general care for me so.
I don't know why but I don't think this is supposed to be my home, I'm not good enough. pourquoi dois-je être une taille d'espace (why must I be a waist of space). I must rest now, time is of the essence. But I'm not an importance to anyone.

(Time skip)

"Good morning Lafayette" oh gOsH he scared me. "O-oh mon general you surprised me" I quickly smile and lucky he believes it. Washington smiles back at me "how are you doing Gilbert you've seemed a little unfocused lately" oh non (no) he must be growing suspicious.
merde(the s word).
"desol Mon (sorry my ) general I don't essayer d'être un problème ou décevoir
(try to be a problem or disappoint)"
Washington gives me a confused look. I look down why, why must I be so difficult. "Sorry Mon general I must be such a confusing bother" I feel as if a tear is flowing down my face. Then I wisher to myself "non pourquoi dois-je être si stupide et inutile-"( no why must I be such a stupid useless-) Washington must have understood one of those words because he put a hand on my cheek and wiped away the tear rolling down it. "No Gilbert no don't say that " he starts to walk me to his headquarters. We arrive and he points me to a seat and starts up some tea. "Gilbert what has been upsetting you. What's wrong, you can tell me. You can tell me anything." I sigh then put my head in my hands. Guess he does know my smile is faux (fake) "I-I guess I've been feeling rather how you say different.
It's just I'm so different from everyone else. I non non non non (no no no ) even in France I was to different. I'm sorry, Je suis désolé (I'm sorry) " I feel more tears begin to race down my face, and I try to cover them up. Then Washington hugs me. It's not that I don't like the comfort it's just I don't deserve it. "Gilbert it's okay to be different. I don't know what I would do without you. You are so helpful this army would be no where without you. I love the way you are, and would be very sad if you felt you had to change that" I hug mon(my) general back and hug him tight. I can't control my emotions anymore so I sob into the generals neck. "Hey hey it's alright shh shh shh let it out I'm here son I'm here" I cry feeling a little better. "Thank you so so much. Nobody has tried to remind me in awhile. "he pats my back and says "if you ever need to talk to me don't be afraid to do so. " I nod my head and say "I will Merci beaucoup (thank you so much)"then I get back to work. Knowing I shouldn't change Washington would want me to be myself.

I know this story was not the best
But I had it finished and half of it got deleted
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