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I drew that 🤩😎

Thx for the request: Alex_IceCreamOwo
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sry I took so long I guess you could say I forgot about it eehh ehhh see what I did there

I don't know if this is trigger warning but : someone hurts themselves at one point

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I tried to make it angsty for you
Hope I added enough angst
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Enjoy
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An: this is going to be in mostly Washingdad's perspective
just because I don't know how to write like I'm someone who can't remember anything
(and I don't really feel like it so sry and plz be nice)
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(Washington perspective)
Hamilton and I are talking. Hamilton is hand holding on to the railing attached to the steps that went down. When I see something horrific, I tried to grab Alexander before it's too late he fell down the stairs at least 40 stairs. I call a doctor because at the bottom of the stairs he's asleep I prayed. "He's alive because he has a pulse but he passed out and is unconscious. the doctor told me he would wake up by the most tommorow. So I take him to the couch in my office and wait.
(Time skip next day evening)
He was supposed to wake up this morning. I get scared, but then his eyes flutter open. "Alexander" he looks at me with fear and confusion.
"I-who-I where am I" he still looks shooken "your safe Alexander your in my office" Hamilton goes pail "who-I- who are you" he must be joking.
"Ha ha Alexander your hilarious "I start to panic but I keep a neutral face as he then sits up straight "How do you know my name"?!?! Wait no this can't be real "It's me Alexander stop joking around. Your scaring me, son please"
Hamilton looks at me in confusion and anger. "I don't know who you are but I'm not your son, and I'm not joking about anything Mr."? My heart breaks a little. He doesn't remember me, he doesn't remember anything. "How much do you remember?" I'm so scared of how much he had forgotten. "I remember my name and a small bit of my family"
Hamilton looks down sadly
"I-I wish I still had my family" I feel so bad for Alexander, he can't remember anything but the loss of his family. "Were am I " Again Hamilton is confused. "You are in New York son"
Hamilton's face formes an irritated look. "Please do not call me son, sir"
I look into Alexander's eyes and say "do you know of a Lafayette? " I tried begging for anything to work then Hamilton thinks hard
"I have herd the name but don't know why." I look at him with a small bit of hope. "Why can't I remember anything, what did you do? Who even are you?" Hamilton starts to panic. "Alexander, please " he is still freaking out. "Hamilton listen, you fell down some stairs and stayed unconscious for at least a day. And I'm your boss"
That feels so bad to say knowing he probably won't remember any of this. I think of the best thing to say in this situation and I come up with "Alexander, just take it easy for a few days. You have a wife and kids, but they are up State so you can stay with me till you can remember where you live or until they come back." He looks at me with shock "i- okay..." Then I hear Hamilton mumble something under his breath. "Anything to stop thinking about Peter." I am guessing that Peter is one of his family members. "Who's that" I ask him. He looks at me like he had been startled "just family" I start to feel even worse about this, Hamilton just seems so lost, and he was acting over prideful but I know from experience he is trying to hide something at least how he acted recently and commonly when I knew him but I'm on new grounds I have to brace for impact.

(Time skip because I don't know what to write)

I show Alex to my house and bring him to a spare room. I leave Alexander then head to my room, and I began to weep. Out of all the times I've needed Martha I need her most right now but she isn't home she is down south with her siblings

(don't know if that ever happened but I'm writing this so I get to say what I want :)___ )

I need to talk to Martha apoptosis so much. I can't believe Alexander doesn't remember anything he doesn't remember me remember anything but the loss with family. Everything the trust I earned from him, his happy energy, him feeling safe it's all gone. I cry uncontrollably until I hear a loud thump. I start to panic thinking of all the bad things that could have happened. Every bad scenario is playing in my head. I see that Hamilton jumped down the railing. Why would he do that, no no no no. My mind frantically says. I then check for a pulse then I thank the heavens he's alive. By the looks of it he didn't fall he jumped, and a fall from the top of these steps could do a lot of damage
(That's a lot of damage )

I go to bring Hamilton back to the guest room he was staying in and this kid is light. I leave him in his bed and get ice. When I get back I see Alexander blinking ,I feel relief to see he is awake then I hear him say "Washington sir were am I" huh? Oh my goodness he actually said that I be son again, but upset at the fact down and guilt when I said "you fell down the stairs again" he looked as if he remembered that, so I decided to ask him. "Alexander"
I say trying to be as gentle as I can
"yes, what is it sir" I sigh hear I go
"what do you remember" he looks at the ground then looks at me than says "I remember the before I fell the first time and just before the second time and right now" I then feel a little upset so I ask "how did you fall the second time" Hamilton sighs then says "I-well the second time-the second time wasn't on purpose" I feel like I know where he is going with this "why" I say with concern lacing my voice.then I hear Hamilton say "it was too much, I knew you were important in my life, I felt it.but I-I I couldn't remember All I remembered was my family from Nieves-the their deaths " I hear Alexander take a big breath in and then continue "you said I had a wife and children. I forgot about Eliza, and the kids... I had forgotten about you sir...I knew if I didn't if I-I-I" Hamilton's voice died down. So I say "please son, I won't understand unless you tell me" Hamilton then looked down "I knew if I couldn't remember my- my meaning my motivation I probably didn't have it or deserve it. I figured I either survived or I didn't and there were no other thoughts to block that out of my head because I couldn't remember anything but
pain- so what would you or I would have lost if I was gone for good " a tear starts to roll down poor poor Alexander's. "Oh no no no son please, I would be terrible without you" my instincts kick in and I loose control of my body and I am glad it does, I wrapped my arms around Alexander and he doesn't refuse the contact. I feel him snuggle against me.  It makes me happy to know that he trusts me.
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I'm so glad you can remember me" I say to Hamilton and he responds with "me too it was so confusing before, but I can remember now and I'm so happy" he smiles up at me "I can't imagine how much worse my life would be if I still couldn't remember you" I then say to him "it would be too much for me son " I look down at Hamilton and he is fast asleep. I smile and I fall asleep as well
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Whew! That took forever 😂
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I hope y'all enjoyed it
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It took awhile because of school
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Summer should start soon so I'll try to write more
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Stay safe my homies