So... hey. *waves*

I got tagged in this by both @SkyeTheWarrior and @MoleCherry, and I want to say something before I begin.

I don't like this tag, and for that reason I will not be tagging anybody in this. Every single human being has flaws, and this is a very unfair, maybe even a very hurtful tag. This tag might make some people fall into depression, because they could start thinking how flawed they are and things like that.

Really, who created this?

So please, don't continue this. I just want everyone to be aware that this supposedly harmless, fun tag can actually hurt some people. You know what I'm saying?

Now I got that out of the way, let's begin. *shakes pom-poms*

1. I have nystagmus.

If you do not know what nystagmus is, it's a very rare condition that makes your eyes twitch and move without your free will. People are constantly asking me what's up with my eyes, and I was just so sick of it this year, and started hating it. I don't even know when it's happening, for God's sake! When I first met my classmates, I bet money they thought I was some escaped lunatic.

2. I have bipolar disorder.

This thing is deep, isn't it? Well, bipolar disorder is when you have very extreme moods that can change very fast. One time, this girl in my science class was wearing a shirt that said 'I'm feeling very bipolar today' and I overhead her asking her friend what bipolar disorder was. Man, I was so tempted to tell her I had it, but I kept my mouth shut. That's not a thing you really brag about in science, is it? XD

3. My personality.

I literally don't have any friends at my school because I'm too shy to talk to someone, and everyone at my school behaves like an animal. I'm seriously the only person who knows how to act like I have two brain cells to rub together, and apparently that makes me 'uncool.'

Well, they do say ignorance is bliss.

 I also love books and love to read, and that isn't really popular, either.

4. My writing skills.

NOTHING EVER SEEMS RIGHT!!!! Nothing ever seems interesting or original or anything! Nothing ever seems to run smoothly, nothing ever seems worth reading, and everything just feels like it should be scrapped.

People are reading my old, bad stories, like Smoking Hearts and stuff like that.

I am going to be seriously insulted if my nine-year-old stories are better than my new ones.

Either that, or I'm going to push myself harder.

5. Being too nice.

I always want to be nice to people, especially at my cray-cray school, but they abuse that privilege. Today (also in my science class) we had a substitute, and we were watching a video about the Earth. The thing is, though, half the people were talking and shouting, and I couldn't hear that much.

But this is your average class, so I didn't care too much.

But the dude sitting next to me... he was the worst.

He was yelling and shouting and talking to his friend, and I seriously wanted to body-slam him and break his spine.

Now, I could've done the nice thing and asked him to be quiet, but I was way too shy to say ANYTHING. So he kept squealing on like a pubescent squirrel and I couldn't do anything about it, all because I was way too nice and I was way too shy.

*flaps hands* Be grateful you aren't me.

6. Being scared of death.

Yep. This is a weird one.

Now, I'm not really scared of dying or of death itself. What I'm actually scared of is the eternity part of it.

If you believe in reincarnation, it may be a little less serious for you. I believe in reincarnation, but still, the cycle lasts for eternity, forever and ever. It never ends, and that scares me.

I won't go into too much detail, since I don't want to spread this around.

7. Not wanting to express my opinions.

Every marking period, one of my teachers passes around this opinion thing, asking whether you like the class and the teacher's methods and stuff.

I freeze up.

I want to keep my opinions to myself, because I don't know how you'll react to them! I don't want to hurt anybody or degrade someone, because we all have flaws, and nobody will be perfect to everyone. My opinions are my business, and you know what, if I feel comfortable sharing them, I will.

My opinions are really strong, so if someone disagrees with me, I would treat that as if you called my baby ugly.

Okay, maaaaybe I'm over-exaggerating at this point.

But I do have really strong opinions.

8. My smile.

It's like someone stretching my face out. I don't like it, and that's why I hide my smile. Boom. Explanation.

9. My hair.

I love my hair, but it's really what the people make of it that ticks me off. I love the color, the length, everything, but just... *seethes quietly*

My hair is wait-length right now, no joke, and I hate it when everybody COMMENTS about it. I avoid putting it up at all costs, because that's me, and this is the top question about my hair:

"Why don't you do anything with it?"

And straight out,

"Why don't you put it up?"

Bro, it's my hair. I can do WHATEVER I WANT with it, and if that includes not putting it up, then I WON'T PUT IT FUDGING UP. I like it how it is, and I'm not gonna dye it rainbow just because you want me to do something with it.

Also, another story! Yay! *claps*

So this person was commenting about how long my hair was, blah, blah, blah, and this girl's reply, exact words, were:

"Yeah, it's long, but it would have been cool if I was, like, five."

My reaction = picture above.

Really? REALLY? Again, I can do whatever I want with my hair. You can shut your mouth about it?

10. My fingers and legs.

They're so pudgy! I want thin fingers so bad!

Are there any exercises to make your fingers thinner?

I'm not so bothered about my legs, but I don't want them showing. I hate wearing shorts because of this. I don't care if I have strong calves, I just want to be a stick figure!

So yay... end of tag. *throws streamers everywhere*

I'll admit firsthand, I don't love myself all that much, but all these things make me up of who I am, and I'm stuck with it, so it's all good.

You already know I'm not tagging anyone, so bye!!!! *waves*