It keeps raining on my head,
no one seems to understand me,
I speak to the wind,
I recite my dirtiest curses,
and I cry with my hands on my chest,
trying not to let my heart come out in a sigh,

Are you there?
there wasn't enough reason,
you're gone again,
you're getting better and better at it,
as everyone has done at some point in life;
I've got good news for you,
this time it didn't hurt,

or maybe it did,

the truth is I miss you,
I mean it,
when the sun rises showing its most beautiful colors,
and when it sets,
and disappears into the horizon,
just like you,
an ephemeral placebo,
just like the cigarettes you smoke,

I think of you,
as much as I know you do,
I won't deny it to you,
but I say no when they ask,
I'll say I've seen you once or twice,
that you're happy just like me,
in our separate ways,

Are you there?
I can almost hear your laughter again,
I'm getting old,
my plans are different than they were when I was sixteen,
but my skin remembers,
my thighs burn,
my neck,
my back,
my whole body bent towards a memory,

do you still remember me?
how you played with my fingers,
and hugged my body to yours,
I know you still want it,
as do I,
confess it to the moon.