I'm not supposed to be here,
but my unruly feet,
my weak hands,
and my loyal heart like a dog,
brought me to crawl..
to fall into the jaws of my doom,
with your smile as my entrance,
and a confession on the tip of my pencil,

I can't believe I'm doing this,
the flame of the only candle that lights the room dances,
as my heart did at the sight of you,
back and forth with the comings and goings of my breath,
I should have said something else?,
I don't know,
words are never enough,

I always end up where it all began,
I don't need to search to find,
you chase me,
in consciousness and reality,
physical and mental,
attracted like magnets,
my little finger never lets go of yours,

though now and then your heart is already far away from mine,
I only come to lay my swords at your feet,
as your most loyal opponent,
in this constant struggle between our destiny and our own decisions,

our hearts know it,
but our minds?
I know that at some point in the day I appear there,
among your best kept secrets,
like a distant memory,
a brand of dna that no longer exists in your system,

what a tragedy,
a total disgrace,
you have planted an indecent smile on my face,
a forbidden thought,
all the alarms have gone off.