When I saw Nont after six months of my hiatus. I though I fought my anxiety, but I was wrong. He managed to ruin my life for the second time. I was so damn afraid that I wished, everything would collapse upon me.

The moment you visited me a month before I came back in the industry. I was so, so happy to see you again, but worried at the same time that Nont might come running at you. I was getting better that time and almost recovered myself when I saw your face. I'm really, really in love with you, Krist Perawat.

If only I could turn back time, I'll fight together with you.

If only I could turn back time, I'll be forever beside you.

You don't know how much I regretted not telling you and trusting you. When we broke up, my life was empty. All I could think is you and our undying love which was stained by me, not opening up to you.

I thought to myself, where did it go wrong?

Well, I was totally fucked up, even before we met. I didn't try so hard to be the better version of me and in the end, I lose you... as much as I lose myself, too.

Promise after a broken promise, but this time is different. When things are getting harder, I will be there to tell you. When things are out of reach, I will reach your hand and ask for help. And when things are making me mad, I will never hesitate to crawl and find my comfort, even in the darkest version of me.

All I want to say is, I will never neglect you and let you stay in the dark.

I promise to be each other's light to depend on.

I promise to share the future I'm planning with you.

I promise to run to you when things didn't go as what I expected.

I promise to make you cry out of happiness.

I love you, Krist Perawat.

Let's start anew?

Love,
Singto Prachaya