Hoseok opened his eyes because of the soft material that he was laying on, and once his eyes adjusted to the light, he felt his heart grew heavy.

He was in her room, he smelled her scent that lingered around. The one he could never have and will always just treat him as a friend. He can't help but let his tears roll down once again.

He was looking nowhere in particular when she came inside. Once she saw his sad face her own face quickly morphed into something he can't distinguish. She ran to his side and started questioning him.

"Hobi, why are you crying? Who made you cry? Did they rob you? Did someone hurt you? Answer me!" She bombarded him with questions.

He looked at her blankly, "Yeah someone crushed my heart."

As she heard him her eyes softened and hugged him. "Shush, it's okay, I'm here now."

"Yes I know, you were always here but at the same time far away from me. You were always unreachable." He spoke as tears stream down more.

She was a little bit puzzled so she broke from the hug and shown him a confused expression. "What are you talking about Hobi?"

"Y/N what am I to you?" He asked the question that has been on his mind for years.

"What do you mean?" She got more confused.

Once again Hoseok asked her and this time he got a little pissed at her cluelessness. "Just answer the damn question Y/N!"

She got startled because it was the first time Hoseok raised his voice at her. "You're m-my best friend."

"Nothing more? Even the slightest possibility?" He pleaded once more.

"I don't know what you're talking about but I'm assuming it's the alcohol kicking in. Let's talk in the morning Hobi." Y/N felt like it was useless talking to him since he was intoxicated with alcohol now.

But before she could move Hoseok grabbed her arms and pinned her down the bed.

Y/N was startled but didn't move. She only looked at her friend that was battling his emotions as of the moment. "Y/N I'm sorry but I can't stand it anymore. I've been your friend for years, and you've never spared a glance at me. It hurts seeing you getting hurt and it hurts even more when you smile because of somebody else." As he said every word his tears also fell down wetting Y/N's cheeks while looking at him.

"I love you Miss Y/N Wu." He said before deeply kissing her. It was the first time he kissed her lips and it was euphoric. He only imagined it in his mind but now that it was happening he can't contain his happiness.

Y/N, on the other hand, was still stunned. She never imagined in her wildest dreams that her best friend would like her. He saw all her flaws, he saw all her imperfections and her messed up life. She thought that he stayed by her side just because of pity.

She never thought this could happen because Hoseok deserved so much more. He was her sunshine, her hope. He deserved a pure soul, a soul just like his, and in her opinion, it definitely wasn't her.

Hoseok let her hands go and she placed it in front, as she was about to push his chest. But once again he held her hands and said: "Please Y/N let me express how much I loved you."

As he spoke those sweet words he let his hands travel her body. He kissed her deeply while his hand traveled through her sides making her gasp. He took it as an opportunity to slid his tongue inside her mouth and explore her more. She hummed once he cupped her face. He broke the kiss and stared down at her.

"Y/N I know I'm drunk, and you might consider this nonsense, but no. I've been loving you ever since. Even before he came and broke you. I'm sorry if it took long for me to build the courage to speak my feelings for you. But I can't take it anymore." He then nuzzled his head between her collarbone before he spoke again.

"But let me love you tonight. I'll show you how much I care about you, how much I treasure you." Then he left butterfly kisses between her collarbone.

He then pulled her to his lap and removed her blouse. His hand grazed over her skin giving her goosebumps. Once the wind touched her body she gasped, while he proceeded on removing her bra. When he saw her body he can't help but smile. She, on the other hand, felt conscious so she covered her chest with her hands.

"No, don't cover it. You're beautiful." He told her while looking in her eyes. His eyes reflected his emotions towards her, which made her feel warm. It was full of love and adoration.

Y/N can't help but relax under his touch. It was like she was the most beautiful creature in the world. He made her feel special. A feeling which she never felt in a while.

Hoseok continued to remove all their clothing until both of them were naked. He whispered sweet murmurs in her ear making her fully surrender in his arms.

He laid her in the bed and gazed at her one more time, before he filled her body with kisses. From her face to her neck down to her breasts.

He sucked on them slowly, savoring every bit of her. Then he proceeded on leaving butterfly kisses on her stomach until he reached her pussy.

Once he reached it she automatically closed her legs. She felt shy all of a sudden. Hoseok noticed and saw the red tint that painted her cheeks, so he went back up and looked her in the eyes.

"Why are you shy sunshine?" He asked while smiling at her.

She bit nervously before answering, "I just.. I don't know."

He chuckled before taking her face by her chin, "Whatever happens I'll remember this by tomorrow. You don't know how happy I am right now. I love you Y/N." Then he kissed her sweetly.

He trailed wet kisses until he got back to his original position while she gradually let her legs relax and covered her face. Hoseok, on the other hand, licked her pussy which earned a soft moan from her.

He continued giving her long licks as her moans got louder by the second. Once he saw her dripping wet he enclosed his mouth around her entrance and drank her juices. Y/N, on the other hand, removed her hands on her face while her eyes were closed. She then grabbed the sheets then purred in ecstasy.

"Mhmm. Hobi ahh!"

After drinking her juices Hoseok positioned himself between her. He slowly entered himself while she opened her eyes widely. He was huge, she was shocked to know that her best friend had it in him. She quickly looked and caught Hoseok staring at her.

Once he saw her, he smiled brightly and neared his face. "I love you so much Y/N." Then he pushed himself inside her more. He muffled her moans by kissing her.

It all felt surreal. The emotions, the moment it all felt good. It felt like bliss.

He made love to her long and sweetly. He took every opportunity to know everything about her. Every inch he made sure to mark as his. He felt like it might disappear any moment so he made it a point to remember everything.

How she reacts, what rhythm she likes. How expressive she is. Because he felt that at any moment it might be gone.

But the night went on and they enjoyed each other's warmth. He released his seeds inside her repeatedly, until both of their body grew tired. They slept naked and hugged each other.

He sighed contentedly and kissed the top of her head while she was laying on his arms.

"I love you Y/N."

"I love you too Hobi."

Hoseok's heart skipped a beat. He didn't know but the way she spoke those words felt different. Unlike the last time, this time it felt as if she's assuring him of her feelings.

Is it true?

Or is it just his imagination?

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The sun shone through the purple silk curtains. While the tangled bodies were enclosed with each other. But one of them was sensitive to light so the illumination woke her up.

Y/N sat on the bed but was quickly dragged by the male that was hugging her. To her side was her best friend until last night, Hoseok.

Once she saw his sleeping figure a smile escaped her lips. Remembering the events, her cheeks quickly flashed a bright shade of pink. It's been too long since she made love.

It wasn't simple sex, but love. They made love and it was good, it was euphoric. But her daydreaming was short-lived when she remembered the consequences of their action.

It might affect their friendship. But what if he asked for more? What if he asked for a relationship? Will she be able to give it to him?

Her life was complicated. Having sex with strangers was her job, so is having sex with a client considered as cheating?

As she was thinking she carefully slid off the sheets and glanced at the sleeping figure once more, before heading to the kitchen to make toast and hot choco. She grabbed her hair out of frustration, because of the mess that they unintentionally created.

Yes in all honesty, when she got home she was a little bit frustrated with what Seokjin did. He riled her up. After the intense make out and foreplay, he didn't continue to the main course.

She felt sexually frustrated that's why her last resort last night was to take a long hot shower and play with her 'Rotating Jack Rabbit' but that all changed because of a certain call.

It was also like a wake-up call for her and her friend's feelings. That's why it also ended up in her giving in. It wasn't that she regretted it. It just felt awkward after. What if he doesn't remember any of the events last night? Or if ever he remembered, what will happen now?

As she was dwelling on the events, a hand wrapped around her hips and she felt a hard chest behind her back.

"Morning sunshine." Hoseok huskily said.

Even his voice was tempting. Y/N bit her lip while shaking her mind with all the nasty thoughts that came.

Hoseok chuckled once he saw her tensed state. "Don't worry sunshine I won't eat you. I was just gonna ask how's your sleep?"

"I-It's fine, I guess?" She stuttered.

He pursed his lips at her answer but reached the cupboard to get a mug for both of them. He was just in his sweatpants

"Why aren't you wearing a shirt?" Y/N asked.

"Why would I? Don't you like the view?" Hoseok teased while handing her the mug.

"I never knew you were a tease." She remarked while pouring their hot chocolate.

He took the mug and noticed the drink. "Chocolate? When did we have chocolate?"

"Since I saw that abs of yours." She slyly answered while taking a bite of the fresh toast.

"Wow, I didn't know you've been keeping food from me. Am I that bad?" He asked while pursing his lips.

"Silly, I just bought it." She told him while shaking her head.

"Uh-huh, yeah right! Based on the container it's gonna expire soon." He said as he inspects the writings on the container.

"Hobi!" She faked a hurt expression and approached him to get the plastic.

Once she came near she tried to grab the container as he raised it more so she couldn't get it. Then he wrapped his arm around her and left the container to his side while pulling her closer to him.

"I can wake up like this everyday Y/N, I love you." He spoke while he put a strand of hair behind her ear.

After speaking those sweet words he pulled her into a hug and kissed her sweetly.

"Y/N.. Will you be my girlfriend?" Hoseok asked as he stared into her eyes. His brown orbs reflect her, and his beautiful soul. The eyes that held so much light and hope in it.

Y/N was taken aback, she didn't expect him to ask her so soon. As she was hesitant to answer he quickly noticed and pulled her by the kitchen sink.

"Why? Is it because of your boyfriend? He is your boyfriend right? I knew it. I was late again just like before." He rambled as his eyes start to get glassy. Y/N felt confused and puzzled at the same time, so she asks him what he was talking about.

"B-Boyfriend? Who? What do you mean Hobi?" She asked as her eyebrows met in confusion.

"Last night, the man in the car. The one you kissed. The man who made you smile." He smiled bitterly as he relive the painful memory.

"Hobi, no it wasn't what you think it was!" Y/N answered, she didn't expect him to witness it.

"No, it's okay Y/N. I knew I shouldn't have asked. If he could make you happy. Then I'm happy too, excuse me, I'll get my clothes and let's have breakfast before going to Auntie okay?" Hoseok told her as he let her go and went back to the room.

Y/N was left dumbfounded. This is what she was afraid of. Hoseok shouldn't have seen it and now they're going to the hospital.

Hospital...

But Seokjin might be at the hospital? Hoseok can't afford to see him. He might recognize the doctor and that would only complicate things.

While he was in her bedroom she took the chance to message her handler, since she doesn't know the doctor's mobile number.

Y/N: Momma are you awake?

Y/N: Bitch you awake?

Momma X: Damn girl! What's your problem? Was he that bad and you're still frustrated?

Y/N: No!! Oh my god, it's not that. I need RJ's number.

Momma X: Ohh.. I see, you want some dick?

Y/N: Ohh STFU NO! That's not it! He's my mom's doctor and my best friend saw us kissing! I can't afford another encounter.

Momma X: Gurl that's messed up. Do you mean your 'snack bestie'? That's bad!

Y/N: I know right! That's why I need his number. To know if he'll be there so we can avoid him.

Momma X: Okay I understand, here's his digits (+#####-###-####)

Y/N: Thanks! I owe you one.

Momma X: You're welcome. Now I'll get back to sleep.

Once Hoseok went out, they had breakfast in complete silence. No one uttered a word and the awkward silence dragged until the way to the hospital. On their way, she decided to text Seokjin.

Y/N: Hello? Is this Dr. Kim Seokjin?

Seokjin: Who's this? How di you get my number?

Y/N: Relax, it's Y/N.

Seokjin: Oh hey princess! What is it? Do you miss me already?

Y/N: Jin this is important. Are you in the hospital?

Seokjin: Yes! Is there any problem? Is this about your mom? I haven't received any notice yet.

Y/N: No it's not about that. Somebody saw us. And it's not good.

Seokjin: Why? Who was it? Your boyfriend?

Y/N fell silent. Was Hoseok her boyfriend? She wanted him to be, but at the same time, she was afraid that he may not accept her. Her emotions were everywhere that's for sure. She pondered for a few minutes before answering.

Y/N: No, but it was my best friend and I don't know what to explain. Can you please do me a favor? Let's not hopefully cross paths in the hospital. Pretty please?

Seokjin, on the other hand, let a smile escape his lips. He was happy for a moment and it was strange but quickly got confused as to why was her request was to not meet him. But being the understanding person that he is, he decided not to press her more.

Maybe some other time. Since now he got her number. He might as well make the most of it and talk to her more often.

Seokjin: Sure princess, I understand. But you have to do make it up to me okay?

Y/N: Yes, I promise.

After he agreed, she didn't hesitate to give out her word. After all what could possibly happen?

(A/N: I just hope you guys appreciate it as much as I do. I know it's not hardcore smut but I can't help it. I need to make the emotions first. As much as possible I want this story to be realistic and relatable. So... I'm sorry I'm not sorry. Anyhow, I love you guys. Take care Wash hands regularly okay? Love lots. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜)