Always - Gavin James

memories (1:28 am) ...

It's hard her to believe that today marks the day
One of the most important days of her life so far
Two months being made today
A wish made at night on a beautiful star

Everything has changed since that day
Hurts runs throughout her entirely knowing he's not here
She didn't think that at this time he'd be away
Ever since his depart her mind has been far from clear

Thankful for the cold, giving her something else to focus on
The more she thinks about it the more it becomes real
Hopes it's just one of those relationship cons
Despite it, she doesn't regret how he - still - makes her feel

For a while now, she has been staying up late
Thinking over and over what she could've done
She wonders if he thinks this is all worth the wait?
She hopes he knows that for her, he is the only one

Lately, things haven't been sunshines and rainbows
If anything it's been nothing but deafening thunder and rainstorms
Becoming too much so she closes her window
Without a doubt their love has taken a weird form

Again his absence is lingering in the air
More noticeable than ever
Geez, why did this have to be so unfair?
All she wants is for this to be better

More than ever does she want him back
She never imagined things would turn out like this
Since the beginning, their love has been under attack
Makes it harder when there is more than one person for her to miss

Never has she felt what she felt that day
In her mind, "Nothing else mattered but you and me"
For once things felt more than okay
For now all she has is what he left behind...the memories

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