Torment...

She hates the feeling of them being apart
One moment it's all okay
But the next she's drowning in the dark
It hurts so much to know that he's away

She wishes nothing more to be by
his side
If only things could go back to they were
It's slowly killing her from the inside
Memories clear as glass without a single blur

Without him, she's incomplete
For once in a long time she felt happy
Now creating a rhythm of a lonely heartbeat
Her voice no longer sweet but raspy

Tired of feeling fine
No longer is it fun so cut the act
How much more time?
Whatever happened to their pact?

Things becoming too much
Feeling okay and then staying away from everyone
Flinching at anyone's touch
She sometimes wishes to forget and run

It doesn't matter what she needs
As long as he was okay then the sun would shine
Come back is all she pleads
He would make all the stars at night align

Made sure she was alright
Always wanted to protect her
He would stay up talking to her at night
Pain has now though become her silencer

It was all gone in a moment
She doesn't know if she can withstand this torment

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