WARNING: this is a lemon so there will be sexual content so you don't like then you shouldn't read this.

I walked into my house, the house I was raised in and shared so many memories in, then in the living room I  saw my mother and father sat there back turned to me, as I held the katana in my hands. " I see you sided with the village " I heard my father stern deep voice say, I froze and didn't really know what to say.

" Father.....mother " I said not mentally prepared for what's to come next, " it's okay itachi we know " my mother silky smooth voice said the same voice that sang me lullabies when I was little when I was scared or when I couldn't sleep.

" Itachi just promise us, you'd take care of sasuke " my father spoke, and I felt tears blur my vision and some fell down my cheeks. " Of course " I spoke trying my best to not sound scared.

" It's okay itachi our pain will end in an instant unlike yours " my mother spoke, and even more tears fell down my cheeks. I then took my already bloody katana and stabbed my own other through the chest in her heart, killing her instantly.

I pulled it out and she fell face first, " you truly are a gentle boy. Even though I philosopher differ, just know I am proud of you son " my father spoke and I stabbed him in the heart and I cried even more.

I woke up panting and looked around, and see I'm still in my room in the akatsuki base. I was sweating and my heart was beating fast as I tried to calm myself down.

" What the hell are you doing hn? " I look to the side and saw it was deidara. He looked tired I must of woken him up from all my toss and turning, as his room was next to mine.

" Ah sorry deidara I didn't mean to wake you, sorry " I said as I looked down at my laps,my bangs covering my face. I heard footsteps getting closer to me, and felt him right next to me.

" You okay uchiha hn? " I heard him speak, I wanted to say yes but even I know I wouldn't by that, but still I went with it. " Yeah, just a nightmare that's all. No worries, you should head back to sleep " I said trying to make him go away.

" You're not okay hn, and I'm not about to leave you like this yeah " I heard him say. Suddenly he pins me to my bed, and I see him looking down at me and his blue eyes clouded by something I can't recognized, was it lust?

" Dei- " but before I could continue he slambs his lips against mine, I was shocked but slowly I kissed him back as my eyes flutter closed. Soon his left hand pin my wrist against the bed, as his right hand moves down my chest and under my shirt.

He forces his tongue inside my mouth, and I feel him exploring my mouth and his tongue dosen't miss a spot. He pulls away a thin strain of Silvia connect us, and I look up at him, and he smirks again.

" Deidara.....what are you doing? " I asked panting trying to regain my breath. " I'm going to help you forget the pain yeah " he said and he slowly began to take off my shirt and throw it aside.

" Wait hold on deidara " I said as I tried to sit up, and he pushed me back onto my back. " Shh it's okay bebe un, just lay back and relax hn " he said as he looks into my eyes.

I layed there and looked into his eyes and couldn't help but get lost in them, he leans down and kisses me. I cupped his cheeks and kiss him back, his hands roam up and down my sides. I felt as his hand mouth left a bit of drool, but it didn't bother me.

His fingers hook them into my pants and boxers, and slowly he pulls down my pants and boxers. He throws them aside, he pulls away and looks me up and down, I blush feeling embarrassed.

I cover the lower half of my face and look away from him. He grabs my hand and leans close to me, and he smiles a little. " Hey don't look away hn , you look so beautiful yeah. But I think you'd look more beautiful if we did this un " he said as he pulls my hair out of it's usual low poneytail.

" Wow yeah, you look so breath taking hn " he said and my blush deepens. He leans close and began to kiss the side of my neck, I close my eyes and liked the feeling of his lips against my neck, placing small butterfly kisses on my neck.

Soon his kisses turn to bitting to sucking, I moan a little as he sucks on a spot that made me arch my back a bit. He sucks harder and I wrap my arms around his neck, his hands move down and spread my legs a bit and I felt his left hand mouth lick my entrance.  

It felt a bit weird but also felt good, I felt deidara push his hand closer. I felt the hand mouth tounge lick around my entrance and slip in a bit. I admit it felt a bit weird, but when I relaxed it felt good and deidara noticed.

Deidara noticed and I felt the tounge slip out and felt him slowly push two fingers in. I whined a bit since it's been a while since I had sex, he noticed and kissed me on my forehead.

" It's okay hn, relax yeah " I nodded and did my best to relax. He slowly moved the fingers in and out, I moaned as the pain slowly began to disappear and pleasure overtake it.

He stretched me out the best he could, he pulls his fingers out and I whined a bit, I Heard him chuckle. He began to undress himself, I looked at his body he wasn't too buff but also not too frail he was about right.

He spreads my legs wider he grabbed a bottle of lotion off my nightstand, it was the closest thing he can use as lube. Slowly he began to enter me, I tried my best not to moan out, since the other members were asleep.

Once he fully entered me he stayed still to let me adjust, he cupped my cheeks and leans in to kiss me. I arched my back a bit to deepnen the kiss, but he pulled away too soon.

He grabbed my hips and moves slowly, I bit my knuckles a bit to keep down my moans. But deidara didn't like that, he pulled my hand away and I looked at me.

" It's okay hn, let out those beautiful moans yeah. Who cares if the other hear un " he spoke in the most sweetest tone. He moved fast and I couldn't help but let out such lewd sounds from me.

It just felt so good, he wasn't like other men I've been with who only were in it for the sex, and were ruff and not passionate. Deidara was different his thrust were fast, but the feeling behind it I felt loved and even though he was going fast, I knew he was going slow to show his love.

I didn't want this moment to end, it just felt so right in every way. Soon he picks up the pace a bit, he hit a spot that made me yell out as it felt so good. He hits that spot fast and hard, I was beginning to see stars from how good it was.

Before I knew it I cumed and not long after he cumed inside of me. I was panting trying to get down my orgasm, he pulls out of me and lays besides me.

He pulls me close to him and wrap his arms around my slim waist. I look up at him, he ran a hand down from my head to my cheek and I smiled up at him.

I held the hand, " sleep itachi yeah, we have to wake up early tomorrow yeah " he said smiling down at me. I nodded and hugged him around the waist, and burned my head into his chest. I felt him pull the sheets over us and started to feel my eyes shut.

But before I closed my eyes I whispered something to him " I love you deidara ", I didn't hear anything in return and assumed he was asleep. But before I fell asleep I heard him say something, " I love you too itachi hn ".

It suprised me but I smiled and soon I didn't see as scared or lonely anymore, instead safe and happy in deidara's warm arms.

What do you guys think? A good start to this book? I haven't written a lemon or smut in first person, so tell me what you think alright I'm going to go, Remember request are open and I'll see you in the next chapter, bye!
~ pikatachi 🤗

04/15/2020

Word count: 1552

Requested by: @Rubybran