He went to freshen up came back to witness shehnaaz completely numb .. her body doesn't even bother to recognise his presence, which badly terrified him unable to endure knelt down to meet her dark intense orbs reflecting dullness paleness and dreadful expression as soon as he held her hand for attention. 

"Don't touch me !" she furiously, jerked him away. 

"Meri baat sunn .." before sidharth could justify his action, shehnaaz asked him  to shut his mouth none of his baseless reasons will justify his inhuman actions.

"Nahi sune tere baat .. mazak bana kar rakh diya hai hamare rishte ka bharosa chod tune sabke samne beizzati kare meri ... duniya kya sochege ke shehnaaz ka sidharth pyaar karne ke daawe karta hai lekin bharosa bilkul bhi nahi karta"

"You don't want me to react when someone dares to hold your hand agar aisa haina toh tu bohut bade galat fehmi mein hai" he cleared.

"Tera deemag kharab hai, woh mera haath pakad ke pyaar wale baatein nahin kar raha tha balke maafi maang raha tha kyunke uske wajah se hamare beech issues chal rahe hain, bichara khud ko blame kar raha tha, tune bina pata kiye usko janwaraun ki tarhan mara, how could you stoop down so low ?" she yells at him for being inhumane and extremely over possessive. 

"Bakwaas mat kar shehnaaz, uska intension kya tha, tujhe kaise pata aur agar itna apologetic tha kyun tere haath pakad ke maafi maang raha tha ?"snorted. 

"Yaar tere problem pata kya hai main na chup hojate hoon isliye tu free hojata hai lekin ab aur nahi, main thak gaye hoon sidharth, pareshaan hogaye hoon I have been very understanding lekin ab tera zayada horaha hai" she sighed. 

"I can't tolerate your violent nature and over possessiveness !" she told. 

"Tu kya chahte hai ?" finally, uttered gaining a little strength although his poor heart anxiously pounds getting scared of her decision. 

"I don't want to continue this relationship !" she whispers, her voice chocked, couldn't speak more felt tongue tied. 

His heart miserably broke ... 

How easily she is ending their relationship, didn't they promise to live forever together even if entire world or destiny conspiracies against them ? 

Were those namesake promises ? 

His breath stuck ... 

His mind blocked ... 

His body became dead ... 

His souls ripped apart ... 

Tears of unbearable pain trickle down unable to endure quietly went towards another room and laid on bed. He doesn't react much, his soul was crying, his breath was stuck, his heart lost reason to beat, how could she decide to break up when they were equally involved. 

He is too shattered to fight 💔

He is too broken to mourn 😭

He is too shocked to react 🥺

Tonight, they slept apart in different rooms away from each other's warmth as well as love and protection. 

He feels cold, she feels alone. 

He feels unloved, she feels broken. 

He feels abandoned, she feels empty. 

They are equally lonely, broken and fallen apart. 

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Days passed, none of them spoke quietly did their work and came back home she continued keeping his clothes on bed although slept in different rooms. It is her responsibility which she will continue on basis of friendship. He doesn't speak much somewhere deep down feels disappointed, on understanding his reaction was not acceptable though still dislikes abhijeet.

He over reacted due to stress and immense workload look like possessiveness protectiveness results into over possessiveness. In this one week, she became friends with abhijeet sidharth doesn't like their closeness, yet couldn't voice it out hence decided to talk and apologise. 

"Tujhse kuch baat karne hai" he said, biting inner lining of his mouth, she was preparing evening tea for them. 

"Bol, kya kehna hai main sunn rahe hoon" she replied.

"Tu pehle chai bana le phir balcony mein baat karte hain" she nodded. 

She gave him tea and biscuits instead of sitting beside him, quietly leans her back against wall upsetting more "kya tu ab mere paas baithna bhi pasandh nahi karte kya ?" his voice reflecting, dejection. 

"Tu galat samajh raha hai" she whispered. 

"Theek hai, main galat hoon shehnaaz" he voiced out. 

"Kya baat karne hai, sidharth ?" asked in confusion. 

"I am sorry meri jaan pata nahi kyun us raat maine itna over react kyun kiya maybe work load ki wajah se hogaya ... I am soo sorry, mera bacha ... I have realised my mistake ... I missed you so much babe" hugging shehnaaz, both felt their hearts beat, she couldn't stop herself from holding him, kissed her head as well as cheeks "I am sorry, mera bacha" he apologised. 

"It's okay, sidharth please calm down" told rubbing his back. 

"Nahi yaar, maine tujhe hurt kiya na upar se itne bure baatein ke ... ladaye ki tujhe rulaya ... I deserve to be punished meri jaan ... koi bhi sazah daide but breakup mat kar ... can we patch up again ?" asked, gently cupping face. 

He madly wants to kiss her lips and worship her body, it's been so long since they last made love or even had quick make out session. He desires to touch her body, kiss her insides and make her cum innumerable times. 

"I don't want us to patch up 💔😭" she whispered, unable to meet his heart breaking expressions,  felt like someone poured hot lava and burnt him into ashes, did she just reject him ? 

"Kyun ?" that's all his body managed to utter while his watery eyes depicting unsaid pain, anxiousness and earth shattering dreams. 

"Bol na .. meri jaan ?" sidharth requested, holding her hand. 

"I don't want us to continue, tera hadh se zayada possessive nature tolerate nahi hota mujhe ghutan mehsoos hote hai" she told, getting emotional. 

"I am sorry na, galati hogaye please don't give up on us" he pleaded. 

"I promise, phir kabhi embarras nahi karunga ... kabhi ladaye nahi karunga tujhe mana bhi nahi karunga ... jiske saath baat karne hai kar I won't create scene please hamare rishte ko todne ki baat mat kar, you know how much I love you babe ... jaan hai tu mere" fondly, kissed her head. 

"Please sidharthhh, mat kar nahi chahiye tera pyaar cause main aur abhijeet ek dusre ki company bohut enjoy karte hain ... we have started dating bohut jald abhijeet will make it official" she replied, distancing herself from him. 

"What the fuck, did you say ?" furiously, grabbing her hand pulls shehnaaz in to confront while she was heading back in room to avoid his hurtful gaze. 

"Kya kar raha hai sidharth, mujhe dard horaha hai" she whimpered. 

"Yeah right, dard sirf tujhe hota hai main toh jaise insaan nahi 💔"he taunted. 

"Kya bakwaas kar rahe hai, tera deemag kharab hai, how can you do this to me  hum dono saath haina, tu mujhse pyaar karte hai, bachpan ke pyaar ko bhoola kar us chomu ko kaise pasandh kar sakte hai" yelled, tightly gripping her hand. 

"Tujhse matlab haath chod sidharth takleef horahe hai" she demanded. 

"Tu mere saath hote huwe usko kaise date kar sakte hai ?" asked in harsh tone.

"Tu shayed bhool raha hai ke hamara breakup hogaya which means I have the freedom to move on and look for someone else" she cleared, his eyes shouted on her for being a cheater ... a betrayer .. a player piercing needles in her poor heart. He cannot believe she gave up on them ... their togetherness ... what a horrible joke she must be kidding. 

"Tu mazak kar rahe haina babe, why don't you confess how much you love me end this baseless argument na sweetheart" he cupped her face, with hope she yanks his hand away, walking over his shattered dreams. 

"I don't ... love you, hamare beech us raat sab kuch khatum hogaya tha meri marzi ab jisko bhi date karun isliye please back off ... nahi karte tujhse pyaar khush, abhijeet bohut acha ladka hai, mera khayal rakhta hai, tere tarhan na over possessive nahi hota, mujhe par yakeen bhi karta hai, which makes him an ideal life partner lage samajh, ab side ho, mujhe khanna banana hai" 

"I am sorry meri jaan, yakeen ka baat nahin hai tujhe lekar infact apne family ko lekar bhi main hadh se zayada protective hoon. I don't like sharing what's mine aur phir tu toh meri mohabbat haina darling, I am hell possessive from childhood you have been mine sweetheart, tu bhi toh haina mujhe lekar but aaj kal mera over the board nikal raha hai due to that bastard I just can't see him around you darling, tujhe samajh kyun nahi ata ?" he screamed. 

He feels like punching his hand or breaking his head, a lot of frustration has been getting into his nerves yet learning to be patient "dekh please mat kar meri jaan tujhe pata hai I can't tolerate anybody roaming around you, mere hote huwe kaise kisi aur ko date karegi ?" she sighed. 

"Meri marzi, tere property thode hoon jisko khareed rakha hai, main na tere under ab nahi rehne wale jaise dil karega waise karunge, usko date karunge tere aankhaun ke samne, lage samajh" uttered, in challenging tone.  

"Ab mere peeche mat ana, tere se fazool baatein karne ke ilawa mere paas kuch bohut important kaam bhi hain" she said while marching inside.

Naaz proceeded to kitchen for preparing dinner followed by a very irritated  sidharth "kyun deemag kharab kar raha hai ?" asks, keeping hand on waist. 

"Tu baat khatum kiye bina chale aye !" he reasoned. 

"Baat karne ko kuch bhi nahi" getting back to work. 

"Tujhe pata kya, chahe jitna jhoot bol le mujhe pata hai tere dil mein aaj bhi sirf mera naam hai, tere saans par bhi sirf mera haq hai, us chomu ke awqat nahi tujhe chahne ki kyunke tu sirf meri hai, sirf aur sirf sidharth shukla ki" 

"I won't give up on us, tu koshish kar durr jaane ke aur main karunga wapis tera dil jeetne ki ... tujhe jeetne ke" he huskily whispers, by hugging kissing inside crook of her neck from behind, she trembled. 

"Fuck shehnaaz, you smell heavenly meri jaan" she blushed. 

"I badly wanna love you right here against this fucking slab !" talking dirtier that she feels almost wet between her inner thighs.

"I am damn sure, you must be dripping for me" pushed him by gaining back her senses and plastering unaffected expressions, little did she know, it had not gone unnoticed by him. 

"Dafah ho, maine kaam karna hai faltu ki distraction mat kar gande baatein karke hayeee sidharthhh tujhe sharam nahi na ate" she pouted. 

"Kaunse naye baat hai, humne sirf baat nahi experience bhi kya hai" wink at her by shamelessly pecking her lips even after breakup how cheap of him. 

"Hayeee rabba, besharam paapi insaan nikal yahan se late horaha hai" she beats him with a pan "pagal hai kya ghaadi, lag raha hai" he lied. 

"Tu phir jaata kyun nahi hai ?" she almost cried, getting annoyed. 

"Chal theek hai, pehle bol maaf kiya ?" he demanded. 

"Fuck you, sidharthhh !" she yelled. 

"Oh babe I am desperately ready 🤣" she fumed. 

"Theek hai, maate jaraha hoon, aankhein mat dekha" leaves, biting her cheek.

"Kutta" she spat, cutting tomatoes. 

"I love you sweetheart" she unknowingly, smiled. 

"Sahi hai, hass rahe hai ex boyfriend ke confession par aur besharam dusraun ko bula rahe hai babe tera scene kya hai ?" that's when she threw chappals on him poor babe ran towards hall to watch news. 

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