CHAPTER 4:- HURT
They join an event management company, where both have planned to make enough bank balance to build a company of their own in future. They are way too happy and satisfied by immensely enjoying their work and love life .. they are working together due to which everyone knows both are in a relationship however sidharth disliked one of their colleague's, abhijeet khanna spending time with shehnaaz.
He is possessive and protective towards his own people doesn't like abhijeet roaming around his love shehnaaz. It irks him, drives him insane, she's naive very innocent to understand his intension therefore wish to protect his babe sternly demanded her to ignore him.
One fine day, sidharth is busy in a meeting with his boss and it extends little due to which half time of lunch skipped. He completes meeting and quickly proceeded towards canteen to look for shehnaaz, who must be hungry, but what he saw enraged him, found her and abhijeet having lunch, they're too busy enjoying while sidharth is disheartened.
He is hurt cause they never had any meal without other exception if they're living in two different cities which happened once or twice. He feel cheated betrayed and disappointed. He couldn't handle their closeness, gritting his teeth, clenching jaws and boiling in rage proceeded towards their table, he aggressively banged and held his collar "how dare you ?" yelled.
His body trembling and dark orbs reflecting extreme temper and rage every body assembles, abhijeet didn't dare to speak while shehnaaz panicked, he doesn't care about anyone, his blood is boiling and eyes are burning "don't you know she is my girlfriend, saale tere himmat kaise huwe meri bande ke paas baithne ki ?" before sidharth blows a punch, she jumps in between as well as held his hand, gaining attention.
"Kya kar raha hai, chal mere saath !" she demanded, holding his hand.
"Haath chod, deemag mat sada" furiously, asked her to remove didn't gave into his demand instead dragged him outside.
"Tera deemag kharab hogaya hai, sabke saamne khud ka aur mera tamasha kyun bana raha hai ?" yelled, looking around to make sure no one is around.
"Main tamasha bana raha hoon ?" he sarcastically, cross questioned.
"Tu bana raha hai, bina baat ke us par chad gaya ... sabke samne scene create kardiya" she complaint.
"Yeah right, sahi hai matlab galati tune kare aur scene maine create kiya wah shehnaaz sahi hai ek kaam kar tu yahan kyun khade hai, andar jakar apne us abhijeet ko sambhal mere saath khade hone se tujhe beizzati feel hoge main sirf tamasha banata hoon, bilkul sahi kahan tune" he yelled.
"Bakwaas mat kar ... maine kab kaha beizzati mehsoos hote hai ... apne soch gande baatein mere muh mein mat daal" she replied.
"Tujhe mere upar bharosa nahi hai kya ?" she furrowed eyes brows.
"Tu jaante hai bharosa ki baat nahi hai" he cleared.
"Phir kyun possessive horaha hai ?" she asked, in confusion.
"Mera deemag sadta hai jab tujhse koi meethe meethe baatein karte hai kyun ke tu unke baataun mein ajate hai" she twisted lips.
"Main tujhe bewaqoof dekhte hoon" sounds offended.
"Tu bewaqoof hai !" she rolled eyes.
"Tu hadh se zayada possessive hai, control kar bohut over horaha hai, duniya ke samne acha nahin lagta sab andar kya soch rahe honge, ke sidharth pyaar toh karta hai shehnaaz se lekin bharosa bilkul nahi karta" she elaborated.
"You know what, just fuck off !" he scoffed.
"Sidharthhh" her voice expresses, disappointment.
"Fuck off shehnaaz !" yanking her hands away and walking inside leaving her broken and agitated.
"Iska deemag kharab hogaya, fazool mein gussa kare jaraha hai" she fumes in extreme aggression and resentment, his over possessiveness is getting on her nerves, why does he always need to over react and create drama, there needs to be a limit to everything.
Both are completing their work and ignoring eachother although she wanted to know if sidharth has eaten food or working hard in empty stomach. He has been so busy didn't even bother to drink coffee which she had prepared .. for her sidharth to consume and calm himself down.
"Khadus, itne bhi kya akad meri banaye huwe coffee bhi nahin pee raha" she twisted lips and got back to work.
After sometime, everyone started leaving therefore sidharth proceeded to her desk whose busy shutting down system. He didn't say anything, she also kept quiet further testing his patience and driving him insane "chal na hai ke nahin warna main jaraha hoon" she quickly followed him.
They silently drove towards apartment didn't discuss major reason of outburst after changing clothes shehnaaz made food. He laid on couch to watch news it badly affected her cause sidharth didn't open door nor apologises for showing attitude which is taking a tool on her brain.
"Meri taraf dekh bhi nahi raha saare attention news channels ko dairaha hai" it didn't settle well by shehnaaz who madly craves for his love and attention.
"Kutta, aaj subah se I love you bhi nahi bola"
"Gande wale kissie bhi nahi de"
"Zor se jhappi bhi nahi daale" she missed his warmth and affection.
"Itne yaad arahe hai toh baat kar laina faltu ka attitude kyun dekh rahe hai" that's when her innocent heart voiced out.
"Hayeee rabba, main kyun baat karun hamesha main manate hoon khud toh bass attitude dekh ata rehta hai, kehne ko mujhe chahta hai, sab jhoot kehta hai, drame karta hai, koi pyaar vyaar nahi bass hurt karta hai" by filling bowl gathering plates and spoons for setting table.
"Sidharth, khanna laga diya hai akar khale" informed.
"Sidharthhh" getting annoyed, he doesn't respond.
"Tujhe meri fikar karne ki zaroorat nahi, apna dekh" harshly, spoke.
She feels disheartened instead of replying back quietly had food cleaned her hands went to sleep ... tears were going to roll down ... she wipe them away getting uneasy and heart broken, no matter what his ignorance slash's heart like a sharp knife ripping her soul apart.
"Sidharth baat kar raha hai toh main sabko khush rakhunge, nahi kar raha bhaad mein jao duniya, bhaad mein jao sab, mujhe meri khushi chahiye"
"Lekin woh mujhse baat hi nahi kar raha 💔" she cried.
"Ab gusse mein hai kal baat karunge, mana lunge apne sidharth ko" she will apologise tomorrow and make him understand.
He is furious and disappointed, hardly ate food and kept inside refrigerator cannot eat anything when her love shehnaaz is upset, why doesn't she feel how protective and possessive he is for her ... makes his blood boil to view anybody roaming around her ... it was never about trust ... it's about, love protectiveness ... she is too naive and innocent to realise evil intentions.
He slept beside her kissing top of head and uttering "I LOVE U" in his fragile heart which solely beats for her ... his jaan ... his madness and love. Both r used to cuddling therefore protectively held and locked her between arms entangled their legs, feeling blessed.
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Next morning, she woke up in his protective embrace .. smiling quickly pecked his lips and headed towards bathroom. He doesn't sleep alone, erupting smile on her beautiful face, she is more than satisfied to witness their closeness, her dull face brightened up reflecting happiness.
After taking bath, she wore jeans and kurti applied lip balm and walks towards kitchen to prepare breakfast. He wokeup due to which hurriedly pulls out new set of clothes and placed them on bed. He doesn't react much .. knew his jaan would never stop doing his work even though both are having differences.
"Tune kal raat khanna ache se nahin khaya isliye aloo ke parathe banaye hain" setting dining table where he's sipping juice, pretending to ignore her "khaali pait juice kyun pee raha hai, maine itna sab banaya hai" she compliant.
Damn his attitude, she took a deep breath and decided to coax him or else he will continue to torture her with his silent behaviour hence apologised. When situation as such arises in any relationship we should learn to compromise, it will help to strength their bond since ego or attitude results into destruction.
"Maafi maangne se koi bada ya chota nahi hojata ... kisi ek ka jhukna laazme hai warna rishte toot kar bhikarne mein waqt nahi lagate" strongly believe in such meaningful teaching of her parents which needs to implemented.
Finally, shehnaaz thought to clarify his misunderstanding "mujhe idea nahin tha ke meeting itne jaldi khatum hojayegi abhijeet ne kaha tha extend karde phir bohut bol raha tha lunch saath karne ko isliye tere bina kar liya" his jaw clenched, how dare she hear somebody else over him, why didn't she wait ?
He is extremely disappointed !
He is agitated and frustrated !
He cannot tolerate his shehnaaz listening to others over him !
"Toh matlab .. tu uske sune wale hai ... if that bastard says I am free so u will wait or else join him for lunch ?" questions, in between munching food.
"Tujhe ho kya gaya hai, itna possessive hone ki zaroorat kya hai ?" she cannot understand why sidharth is creating scene instead of getting coax elaborating matter as if found her making out or cheating on him.
"Tu akele bhi karsakte thi na, why did you want him to accompany you .. kyun usne tujhe manaya ... uska intention kya tha ?" getting furious.
"Tu shor kyun kar raha normal tone mein baat karna !" she demanded.
"Meri marzi, tujhse matlab ?" standing up without completing breakfast.
"Bakwaas mat kar izzat se baat kar rahe hoon, bawaal kyun macha raha hai ?" holding his hand and pushing him to continue having breakfast.
"Kyunke main aisa hi hoon, ganda .. neech ... ghatiya .. bakwaas admi khush abhi tum side hatoge mujhe haath dhona hai" rudely, asked.
"Pehle nashta khatum kar phir chale jana dhone" she suggested.
"Abey yaar, nahi karna meri bhook marr gaye !" walking away, leaving her way too broken and frustrated.
"Hadh hai, sidharth kal se muh banaya huwa hai sirf lunch karne par itna over react kyun kar raha hai, kaunsa maine tujh par cheat kardiya ?" she yelled.
"Yeah right, pata hai kya shehnaaz .. tu mujhe samajh hi nahi sakte" he stood infront of mirror to set hair while she continued fighting "main kya, koi ladke tujhe nahi samajh sakte cause tu hadh se zayada dominating hai, your being hell possessive jiske wajah se suffocating feel hota hai, kaisa rishta hai jahan mujhe soch samajh kar ladkaun se baat karne padte hai, cause tujhe pasand nahi unka mere se baat ya phir time spend karna" she cried.
He is extremely hurt to know cause of him she is feeling breathless when his intensions have purely been to protect her "sahi hai joh karna hai karo main bass apne kaam se kaam rakhunga, neeche wait kar raha hoon, agar tum ko sahi lage ajana warna koi baat nahi, akele chala jaunga" he angrily, left.
"Fuck, hamare beech kuch theek hone ka naam kyun nahi lai raha ?" picked handbag and locked door "khadus dil toh nahi chah raha lekin uske bina na jaane ka mann bhi nahi karta" twisting lips, sat beside him.
"Is route mein traffic zayada hai dusre wale se chalte hain" she suggested.
"Tu fikar mat kar ... dekh lunga !" damn, his attitude and aggression both r boundless and limitless "maa ka phone aya, she wanted to speak to you tu phone nahi answer kar raha isliye pareshaan hain" informed, last night rita aunty kept calling his battery and mood was off .. didn't bother to check.
"Tu theek hona chahta bhi hai ke nahin ?" she asked getting irritated.
"Nahi hona chahta, ab tum doh minute chup baithoge .. drive kar raha hoon let me concentrate" she rolled eyes and cursed him for being unreasonable.
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