He slides down the wall laughing to himself as his friend looks at him worriedly. "Sometimes you know, I forget how people care that I even exist. All I've been thinking about are the negativity and possible ways to kill myself when, I blindly go around thinking I'm nothing to this world. But, you know." He looks at his friend sitting beside him against the wall. "You're one of the people that make me feel loved. You've made me think that I'm something than just a useless puppet to this world. Thank you bud." He adds hugging the other boy tears pouring out of his eyes. "Thank you so much." Everything was silent except for the crying boy's sobs. His friend was right beside him cooing sweet nothings into his ears, rubbing circles on his back. "It's okay bud. Cry it all out. Where we are right now, nothing could change you for who you are. Cheer up." With that his friend pulls away from the hug to look at his face smiling the genuine smile he always wore.

everyday is a smol day,, i'd like to thank my (classmate) friend for cheering me up. i get scared around our other classmates, because yeah. i'm a whiny baby as i said. i can't stand up for my own self for shit. and it's hard for me to be like that. i get bullied around and i only have a small group of friends, so half of the time really, my emotions tend to take over myself. i tweeted 2 days ago that my classmates make me confused and it makes me want to die. my friend replied an ouch. so, it was the time to tell her that, some people make me want to die and that she actually makes me want to live my life more. it's clinch i know. -b a r f s- but,, anyways yeah, that's my story, she sent me a chain mail of messages in twitter telling me to cheer up and all that jazz. so, i'd just like to say, thank you to her. she made my day no matter how much i feel shit everyday. just thinking about my life makes me guilty for other people that they're friends with me, but they say that i'm a blessing to them. so, thank you for that. really. 

i'm sorry for the small blabber, i can't contain myself. -c r i e s- anyways, that's about it for me.