It's 6am and your dude hasn't slept yet. F u n. Anyways, idk where this chapter is going but Imma write it.
I wrote that note several months ago what was I doing.
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Izuku's POV

Dabi knows who Todoroki is? How? "How do you know who he is, Dabi?" I ask, wanting to know. He chuckled softly at the question. "That would be because he is my little brother."

At that statement, my jaw drops completely. Excuse me, what? Why was I not informed. "Wait, what? And you have the same dad as him right?" He asked, confused. How could Endeavour's child become a villain?

Dabi nodded in reply. I just sighed and got up. I grabbed Toga's phone and deleted the photo. "It wasn't a date. I'm leaving now." I said and put the phone back in her hand. I walked back to my room.

I locked my door and got on my bed. Of course Dabi is Todoroki's brother. At least Dabi doesn't think it is that big of a deal. I'll have to ask Dabi about Todoroki at some point.

I got ready to sleep. Taking a shower, brushing my teeth, all that stuff. I shut off my lamp and yawned. I grabbed my phone to plug it up when I saw a text.

Todoroki❤💙: I had fun hanging out today. I'll see you tomorrow, sleep well Midoriya.

I smiled at the message. Texting back a reply of 'I did as well, sleep well.' I plugged in my phone and laid down. I shut my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

I woke up early the following morning and got up. I texted Todoroki a quick good morning text before getting ready quick. I stood in front of a mirror. I finally picked up on how to tie a tie, although it looked a little weird.

I sighed and put my bag over my shoulder. I checked my phone and smiled softly at the text on the screen.

Todoroki❤💙: Good morning Midoriya, see you at school.

I shut off my phone and put it in the pocket of my pants. I walked to the bar area and grabbed a granola bar and water from behind the bar since nobody was in there at the moment.

I did wake up early this time. Oh well, less annoyingness to deal with. I walked out and started heading to school, eating my granola bar and water on the way there.

Once I arrived, I went to class 1-A and took my previously claimed seat. I pulled out one of those notebooks I used to right about heroes in and looked through it. I was so foolish. Where were heroes when I was being tortured? Where was All Might?

I could almost laugh at my past self. I only have hope in Todoroki anymore. He deserves to be a 'hero'. I know he tried to save me, he didn't have to. He was the one to find me anyways.

I was so foolish back then. Oh well, I know the truth now, so that is all that matters. Maybe heroes can redeem themselves. We'll see, but I highly doubt it.

You never know of course. Maybe the did look for me after all. I was hidden in a villain hideout after all, must be hard to find, right? I can't go back jow anyways. If I betrayed the league they'd kill me.

Plus, I killed two people, of course they deserved it, but I still killed them. Nothing could ever be the same. Not my mental state, my thoughts. I would probably feel guilt if I tried to be a hero.

Plus, being a villain is kind of fun. I only want to hurt those who are wrong, but I'd still kill them. Kind of like deadpool, yeah. Gets kidnapped and tortured and kills people for justice.

He grinned to himself at the though of it. My train of thought was broken when the red and white haired boy walked in the class. I waved at him and he waved back. Being near him made me happy truthfully, more than I have been since before the incident truthfully.

I want to find out more about the reserved boy, his past. Dabi should know. I've never heard about Endeavour having a child name Dabi though. Maybe that's just his alias. I've never bothered asking since that's how he was introduced to me.

On that note, I wonder how many of those in the league just go by aliases, they are a strange bunch after all. I shrugged a bit and snapped back to reality. I keep finding myself soacing out strangely.

I'm sure it's nothing.

Slowly the loud rest of the class started to pour in and class started. As always, the learning portion was boring, but the 'hero training' was fun. I got to spar people, easily winning obviously.

Today went by quite quickly actually. I still kept getting lost on random trains of thought though. At the end of the day I waltzed to the dual haired male's desk. He glanced up at me.

"Would like to maybe hangout or have a little study date together tomorrow?" I asked softly, looking at him. I wasn't really nervous. He simply nodded, a little 'sure' slipping from his mouth.

I decided to walk with him to his home to keep him company, which he didn't seem to mind. We talked quietlt the whole way, occasionally sharing a laugh despite his emotionless facade.

We made it to his home and shared a hug before he entered and I made my way back to the bar. I had a very tiny smile across my face as I walked back, a skip to my step.

I entered, the place being quite vacant. I went to my room and changed to a black shirt and shorts. I really needed to speak with Dabi about Shouto. It was only around 7pm though

Dabi was likely to be out truthfully. He was an attractive guy in his early to mid 20's, what could you expect even from a villain. He himself wasn't very well knowm yet. I sighed and made a microwave dinner as I waited for him to return.

Eventually, around 11, Dabi returned to the bar wearing his standard whute shitt and tattered long jacket. I made my way to the door to meet him there, needing answers. "Hey Dabi, whenever you can, can you come to my room for a moment?" I asked softly.

Dabi was one of the only people I enjoyed the company of anymore, so it wasn't too odd truthfully. To the question, Dabi simply nodded, making his way back to his own room to shower quickly.

I made my way back to my room and sighed a bit. The league isn't what you'd think around eachother dynamically. Kurogiri acts like a tired dad, Shigaraki is the spoiled crybaby who throws a fit when they don't get their way, Toga is the cousin that nobody really likes, and Dabi is the cool older brother.

I chuckled at the thought and sat cross legged on my bed, texting the still away Shouto. Eventually Dabi walked in and I put down my phone. He was now wearing more comfortable set of clothes.

He closed the door behind him, leaning against the door frame. "What's up kid?" He asked and crossed his arms. "Well..last night you said you were Shouto's brother..I was kind of hoping you could answer some stuff.." I murmured after sighing.

Dabi chuckled softly at my words. "I'll tell you what I can. I can't say much, since I left there when I was 15." He said, so I nodded in understanding.

《Warning, this part could be triggering for readers sensitive to abuse, as things are described quite vividly》

"Why is Shouto so distant and emotionless?" I asked quietly. Dabi had moved to sit on the bed, assuming this wouldn't be a short conversation.

"Well, when he developed his quirk, he was seperated from us. He wasn't socialized with anybody but our father. I assume Enji tried to teach him the same he tried to teach me, that emotions make you weak." Dabi said. I almost felt bad for making him think of suppressed bad memories.

"Did he try to make you his successor like he's doing to Shouto?" I asked softly, Dabi simply nodding to the question. I already felt bad for them both.

"Has Endeavour ever laid a hand on Shouto?" I asked, a bit scared for the answer I would receive. "Yes, he has. His sense of training isn't really training. I know he punched the poor kid when he was small. I haven't seen Shouto in years. I don't know if he still does." Dabi said.

I didn't know what to say. I'm going to kill Endeavour. How is that excuse for a person a hero? I will get Shouto out of the situation, I swear I will.

I thanked Dabi, him leaving after another short conversation. I wouldn't be able to sleep well tonight, I know it. The idea of Todoroki getting hurt makes me sick. I will see an end to his pain.

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Word count- 1545
I got motivated, don't expect this to become the normal.
Is it 4am? Yes
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