(M) [Vmin] Loss of Love
Summary :-
Jeon Taehyung and Park Jimin had been dating since the beginning of the university, it's only during the last semester when Jimin talked to his father about marrying Mr. Jeon's son not knowing Taehyung was Mr. Jeon's adopted son while his real son Jungkook was in the USA, studying. After finding out he was engaged to the wrong person, Jimin tried to find Taehyung to fix the misunderstanding only to hear Taehyung wanted him to marry Jungkook instead.
• Break up one short
• College/University AU
• Smut warning ‼️
• No happy ending
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Third Person's P.O.V :-
"Taehyung!" Jimin called out as he ran after Taehyung, who was fixated on avoiding him at any cost,"Taehyung!" He called out again as all the other occupants, passing through the hallway of the university dorm, glanced at them, whispering among themselves.
Jimin followed him, skipping over multiple steps of the stairs, climbing flight after flight, till they reached the floor where Taehyung's room was situated at and finally heaved a sigh of relief as he watched the other jarring the key in the lock in frustration, trying his best to unlock the old rusty lock of his room.
Jimin stood up properly as he watched Taehyung lose his calm over an old door lock with sad eyes, clearly the other had planned on slamming the door shut on his face and not associating with him further. It made Jimin's heart hurt.
Taehyung did not want to be with him. He had been ignoring him for weeks, it drove Jimin crazy. Even now, despite of calling out his name multiple times, Taehyung hadn't looked at his way once.
Jimin gritted his teeth and took rushed steps towards Taehyung. Taehyung looked up in alarm at the loud steps echoing through the empty floor and within moments found himself slammed against the wall beside the door.
"Jimin, stop." Taehyung immediately demanded as he struggled and tried to push Jimin away from himself.
"Why, Taehyung?" Jimin asked as he hugged him tightly, refusing to let go,"What have I done? Why are you avoiding me?" He asked in a vulnerable tone as his grip kept on getting tighter around Taehyung's frame.
"You're engaged to my brother, that's what you've done!" Taehyung yelled and kept on struggling inside Jimin's hold.
"It wasn't me!" Jimin protested,"I wanted you! I always wanted you, Jeon Taehyung! I wanted to spend my life with you not with your brother!" Jimin exclaimed with knitted brows and observed how Taehyung stopped struggling inside his hold.
"I told dad that I wanted to get married to Mr. Jeon's son, how was I supposed to know that you had a brother!" Jimin whispered again in a sad voice as he caressed Taehyung's cheek while the other faced away from him.
"Jungkook is a really nice guy..." Taehyung whispered feeling a little guilty,"He'll be able to keep you happy, Jimin" He softly added, still facing away.
"BUT I DON'T WANT HIM, TAEHYUNG! DON'T YOU GET IT?! HOW CAN YOU BE SO OKAY WITH THIS?! DON'T YOU LOVE ME?!" Jimin yelled on the brink of losing his mind.
"I do!" Taehyung confessed with clenched eyes,"I do, alright?! But..." He slowly opened his eyes and looked back at Jimin,"But I love my brother more and he likes you..." Taehyung whispered in misery.
Jimin's pupils started to shake due to disbelieve,"Are you seriously doing this to me, Taehyung...?" He whispered out, stunned to his core.
Taehyung looked down,"I'm sorry, Jimin...I'm really sorry...please marry my brother, he really likes you" He uttered with a heavy heart.
"You think my life is a joke, Taehyung?" Jimin asked with a bitter laugh,"Am I a joke to you?" He asked and waited for a response with a clenched jaw,"ANSWER ME, AM I A JOKE TO YOU?!" He yelled out as he violently shook his guilty hostage.
Taehyung bit his lips as his bangs covered his eyes.
"Taehyung!" Jimin continued to shake him till they were dulled down to only soft shoves,"Tae-Taehyung sa-say something..." Jimin begged as tears brimmed in his eyes.
"It was." Taehyung whispered.
"What was that?" Jimin's eyes widen as his movements came to a stop.
Taehyung looked up at him with cold void eyes that pierced through his soul,"It was all a joke to me, Jimin, I'm a rich arrogant playboy remember? This is what I do for entertainment, it was a bet to make you fall for me" Taehyung stated with a cold voice.
"Wha-what...?" Jimin whispered out shakily, unable to make sense of what he was hearing.
"Yeah, I've won the bet but to think you'd go to such extreme measures as to marry me is unbelievable, Park Jimin, I was about to reject your proposal when Jungkook stepped in" He said and pushed Jimin back who stumbled back a little, still processing his words.
"You should be grateful to him that he took a liking to you" He said and glared at Jimin,"Now that you've heard the entire truth, go away, I have other things to do" He ended with a clipped voice and stepped towards his door.
"Do you seriously think that pathetic acting will get you anywhere, Taehyung?" Jimin asked,"Are you seriously thinking that I'll believe your lie?" He questioned, walking towards Taehyung again.
"Think whatever you want to think, I can't waste anymore time on you" He said and started to twist the lock again which opened this time with a sudden click. Just as Taehyung was about to step inside, Jimin grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him back to his previous spot.
"Don't make me angry, Taehyung, I don't want to hurt you" Jimin warned and trapped him on the wall again,"You've been ignoring me for 2 weeks, I've been so lonely and desperate to just see you and now that I finally have you within my arms you're saying this bullshit, just stop!" He begged as he rubbed his nose against Taehyung's heated neck, tears slipping past his eyes.
Taehyung looked at the other wall in sorrow as he felt his shirt getting wet. He could not let it keep on going, he needed to put an end to it before it hurt them more,"Jimin sto-"
"Don't, don't say anything, I just want to be with you, please" Jimin pleaded putting his index finger over Taehyung's lips, trying to keep the other from sprewing out anymore painful words.
"But Jungkook is now your fian-muff!" Taehyung's words got cut off midway as Jimin kissed him with all his might. Taehyung clenched his eyes shut and struggled within the restricting hold.
When Jimin leaned away from him, his lips were red and swollen as he panted,"I don't care, Taehyung! It has always been you! My everything starts with you and ends with you!" He gasped out as he rested his forehead against Taehyung's, breathing desperately.
"Please Jimin, Jungkook doesn't deserve this, you're a good guy please be happy with him" Taehyung begged,"Forget about me" He whispered as a last resort.
"Forget about you?" Jimin asked as his face started to become stoic and his grip got tighter,"Never." He said in a harsh tone.
Taehyung stared at him with teary eyes,"Please don't make this hard for me..." He pleaded.
"You made it hard for yourself, Taehyung" Jimin whispered and brushed some hair behind Taehyung's ear,"Because I'm not giving you up, I love you and that's why I'll marry you" Jimin uttered in a firm voice and tightly grabbed Taehyung's wrist, dragging him away.
"Whe-where are we go-going?" Taehyung asked out nervously as he saw Jimin pulling him towards the stairs.
"We're going to meet our parents and clear up this misunderstanding right now!" Jimin said in a determined tone as he pulled him along.
"Pl-please, Ji-Jimin, don't do this" Taehyung begged while Jimin just pulled him along through the hallway without answering. Taehyung's heart sank.
"JIMIN I SAID NO!" He yelled yanking his hand back and sniffing. Jimin looked back at him with equally teary eyes, showing how hurt he was at Taehyung's rejection.
"I can't do this to him, h-he, Jungkook likes you, he really does" Taehyung whimpered,"He's been telling me how much he likes you ever since he saw your picture, I can't ruin it for him, I really can't!" He gritted with clenched eyes.
"And what about me, Taehyung?" Jimin asked as he watched Taehyung's guiltridden form,"I don't matter?" He asked again as his voice broke.
Taehyung gulped the lump in his throat,"H-He's really nice, you'll fall for him within instance! I swe-swear! Please! Don't cancel this marriage, I beg you!" He pleaded.
Jimin grimaced,"You talk as if you know my feelings better than me" He whispered bitterly and clicked his tongue, looking away,"Alright, sleep with me then" He asked instead as he looked at Taehyung with contempt.
"Wha-what?" Taehyung asked, unable to believe his ears, his eyes glistening with new tears.
Jimin raised his eyebrows, feigning astonishment as if he didn't know why Taehyung was shocked,"What? You are telling me to marry your brother and assuring me that I'll fall for him so you're clearly breaking up with me right now, let me hold you one last time before we part" He said in a nonchalant tone, as if he didn't have silent tears running past his cheeks.
Taehyung's pupils started to shake,"Yo-you can't be serious..!" He accused in shock.
Jimin clenched his fists till they turned white,"Oh so you can be serious when you tell me to forget about us and marry your brother but I can't be serious when I say I want to sleep with my boyfriend with whom I still haven't broken up with?!" He yelled as he hastily stepped forward and shoved Taehyung back in anger.
"I've been avoiding you for weeks! We have already broken up! In fact, we had broken up the moment you found out you were engaged to Jungkook!" Taehyung yelled as he shoved Jimin back in return.
"I FOUND OUT TODAY!!" Jimin screamed as he fisted Taehyung's collar, his anger melting away into sadness as his lips wobbled,"All this time I-I thought you were busy! I sent you so many texts asking you to meet after Dad told me Mr. Jeon had agreed for marriage, I wanted to see you, kiss you, tell the entire world you'd be my husband one day only for you to ignore me for weeks!" He sobbed as he let go and hastily wiped away his tears.
"It's only today that Dad said Jungkook would return from the USA and I'd get to visit the Jeons soon when I realized, Taehyung!" He cried,"Why would I be so desperate to seek you out today if I had found out weeks ago?" He asked, his face flushed from crying.
Taehyung just stood there, feeling sorry for Jimin,"I'm sorry for not reaching out.." He trailed off as he looked down on the floor.
Jimin wiped away his tears and sniffled,"I don't want your apology, Taehyung, just come with me so that we can clear up the misunderstanding about this proposal and get engaged with each other instead" He requested, genuinely having no idea how much more he could take.
Taehyung looked down at the floor and shook his head in denial, stunning Jimin.
"Tae-Taehyung...?" Jimin asked, his gut twisting in unspeakable ways.
"I-if we do this..." Taehyung began, droplets of tears tickling down his chin,"If we sle-sleep to-together now...the-then do you promise that you'll forget about us and keep my brother happy...?" Taehyung asked out anxiously as he slowly looked up.
Jimin felt like killing himself,"Ho-how can you ev-even say that...?" He asked, feeling nauseous.
"Please, Jimin, h-he's been through a lot, I need to make sure he's happy, everyone in the house is excited about this marriage, I can't ruin it, I just can't! I'm sorry I ignored you, I'll do anything to repent for it but we need to break up and after getting married to Jungkook, please pretend like you never knew me!" Taehyung grabbed Jimin shirt and fisted it in desperation.
"What if I don't agree..? What if I keep wanna be with you after this marriage? What if I wanna touch you? What if I wanna kiss you? What if I wanna be with you?" Jimin asked as he held Taehyung's waist,"What if I'm still in love with you after getting married to your brother, Taehyung?" He pulled him closer and hugged him tightly,"What will I do then? I can't do it!" Jimin whispered and clenched his eyes shut, hoping Taehyung would understand his struggles.
"Then I'll go away"
Jimin's eyes widened as he leaned back and stared at Taehyung in shock,"What?!" He shouted.
Taehyung had a lost expression on his face as he looked at the floor. His lifeless eyes finally glanced up and met with Jimin's shocked ones,"If you do that then I'll go away and never come back" He whispered in an exhausted manner.
Tears rolled down Jimin's cheeks,"You're so heartless, Taehyung, this is so cruel, I hate you, I hate you so much" Jimin whispered and pushed Taehyung back. Jimin fell down on his knees and covered his face as he cried at the loss of his love.
Taehyung slowly crouched down before him and tenderly touched Jimin's shoulder,"Let's go inside my dorm Jimin, it's be our last day together" Taehyung coaxed as he took one of Jimin's hand in his own and slowly stood up while a devastated Jimin followed his lead.
Jimin stepped inside the room and looked around at the place he used to crash at, all semester around, that one single place held so many memories of them together being happy that it made Jimin breathless.
Taehyung had only finished locking the door when Jimin turned around and spoke up.
"It's still not too late, Taehyung, please reconsider! We can still fix it! I promise, I'll be with you through it all, I'll talk to Jungkook myself, it'll be alright, please!" He whimpered as he bit down on his lips.
Taehyung came closer and cupped his face as he shook his head,"shu-shush, don't cry, it's our la-last time together let's just be happy, let's e-end on a bright note, hmm?" Taehyung hiccupped as he smiled through the pain and wiped away some of Jimin's tears.
"I don't want us to end, Taehyung, please don't be so cruel to me..!" Jimin cried as he tightly clutched Taehyung's shirt, afraid he'd disappear if he let go.
"If you ever loved me, you'd marry Jungkook and forget about us, it's the only thing I ask of you" Taehyung whispered as he slowly leaned in for a chaste kiss, while Jimin soaked in the affection to momentarily heal his broken heart.
"You're asking for too much..!" Jimin whispered with quivering breath while Taehyung smiled sadly and brushed his hair back, away from his face.
"But you'll do it for me right? It's my only wish" Taehyung softly mumbled as he gently kissed the corners of Jimin's eyes, kissing away his tears,"When you'll step outside that door, we'll be strangers, as if we had never met, so for the little time we have remaining at our disposal, I want to hold you close to me and I want to love you" He whispered as he kissed Jimin's forehead and walked past him to get up on the bed.
Jimin felt his legs were glued to the floor. He didn't want to turn around, if he did, the process would start, the beginning of their ending.
"Jimin" Taehyung called from the bed and Jimin trembled as he slowly turned around to see a shirtless Taehyung sitting on the bed, waiting for him.
Jimin sniffed a bit as he walked towards the bed, pulling the shirt over his head as he approached Taehyung,"I won't forgive you, I'll resent you forever" He whispered in a broken manner.
Taehyung watched his boyfriend sit down on the bed and reached out to cup his face,"I deserve all of your resentment" He whispered and kissed Jimin deeply on the lips while the other just savoured the moment.
Soon Jimin found himself pulling Taehyung closer, a sort of desperation working within him as he deluded himself into thinking if he held Taehyung long enough he might start reconsidering.
The kisses started to become more and more urgent as wandering hands worked their ways into getting each and every fabric off of each other.
Sloppy sounds of kisses and gasps were heard as they both entangled their limbs with each other, both trying to pull the other closer than it was humanly possible.
"Ca-can I?" Jimin asked out in Taehyung ear just before he was about to enter his lover. Taehyung nodded vigorously as he wrapped his legs around Jimin's waist, encouraging him.
Jimin slowly pushed himself in and felt Taehyung arch up underneath him as he dug his nails into Jimin's back.
"It hurting, I should have prepared you-" Jimin panicking and was about to get up but Taehyung held him down.
"It's not hurting, keeping going, I want it" Taehyung reassured as he messaged Jimin's scalp, urging him to continue.
Jimin kissed Taehyung's temple and started to move while Taehyung moaned in his embrace.
Taehyung started to move his hips to match Jimin's pace and gasped in surpise when Jimin suddenly picked him up and started thrusting inside of him against the wall, hitting his prostate dead on.
"Jimin! Ri-right there! Augh-!" Taehyung grunted out as he fisted a handful of Jimin's hair and pulled him in for a kiss.
They both kissed each other breathless as they rode out their climaxes and fell back down on the bed, with now Taehyung pinning Jimin down on the bed.
"Tell me this was not the last time" Jimin said in a hurry as he panted. Taehyung smiled from where he was resting on Jimin's chest and planted a kiss there.
"Of course not, I want to be held by you until you can't hold me anymore" He mumbled against Jimin's chest as he blew raspberries against it.
Jimin looked up at the ceiling in misery,"You know that's not what I was talking about" He whispered.
Taehyung reached out and made Jimin look at him,"Only focus on me, please?" He asked with a sympathetic yet innocent smile.
Jimin's eyes started to sting as he remembered that Taehyung's smiles were the sole reason he fell for him. He quickly wiped away his tears and rolled them over so that now he was caging Taehyung.
"My focus is always on you" He whispered as he lifted one of Taehyung's leg up on his shoulder and started to finger Taehyung's leaky entrance.
Taehyung tightly gripped the sheets and bit down on it, lewd noises were the only sounds he was hearing as Jimin fingered his overstimulated entrance.
"Taehyung, look at me please" Jimin requested in a sad tone as he leaned down to kiss him again.
Taehyung welcomed Jimin within his arms as he kissed him all over his face to rewrite his sadness. He trailed down a path full of open mouthed kisses till his reached Jimin's collarbone and planted a soft kiss on Jimin shoulder when he felt Jimin aligning himself on his entrance again.
"I love you, Taehyung" Jimin whispered as he held Taehyung close to himself and slowly started to go in.
"I love you too" Taehyung whispered in urgency as he started to rut up against Jimin's body and felt the familiar sensation of being full again. He mewled when Jimin started hitting his prostrate head on and bit down on Jimin's elegant milky shoulder, bruising it.
Jimin firmly held him by the waist and decided to go faster jerking a series of obscene sounds out of Taehyung.
Jimin felt Taehyung pulling him closer and leaving hikeys on his neck while he drove both of them to the brink of insanity, looking for their releases.
Taehyung grunted in Jimin's ear, tightening his legs around Jimin's waist while Jimin felt droplets of cum rolling down his abdomen. Jimin leaned back and kissed Taehyung when he felt the load going down and gasped. He opened his eyes and observed how Taehyung had his eyes closed shut and lips red, strained with saliva while he desperately panted for oxygen. His insides clenching and unclenching around Jimin's member.
Jimin held him close and nuzzled his face in Taehyung's neck, not wanting to let go. Taehyung hugged him back and kissed the top of his head while his one hand came up to softly message Jimin's scalp.
"Please reconsider" Jimin sniffed from where he had his face buried in Taehyung's neck.
Taehyung didn't answer. Jimin felt like dying. There was no way to convince Taehyung, it really was the end for them.
They slept in each other's arms for a few hours, both exhausted from the activities.
When Jimin opened his eyes again Taehyung was no longer in the bed with him, he sat up in alarm and instantly deflated when he heard the sounds of the shower running. He slowly got down from the bed, dragging the blanket with him to cover himself and stepped towards the bathroom door which was left unlocked.
Taehyung leaned against the shower stall with one hand while his back faced Jimin, the stream of water running down his smooth back. Taehyung was unaware of Jimin's eyes on him while his other hand was busy spreading his own cheeks to get as much of the semen out as possible.
Jimin let go of the blanket and walked towards the shower where his boyfriend stood, clearly hot and bothered as he tried to clean himself.
"Need help?" Jimin asked softly and Taehyung jerked up at the sudden presence behind him. He snapped his head back and spotted Jimin standing behind him, getting wet under the stream as well.
"You woke up?" Taehyung asked as he rubbed his clean wet hand over Jimin's face, wiping away the dried tear marks from his cheeks.
"I thought you left me" Jimin whispered as he stepped in closer and caged Taehyung in a corner of the shower,"Only to find you here, playing with yourself" He whispered as he sensually rubbed his face against Taehyung's.
Taehyung blushed at the words and peered out to gaze into Jimin's lidded eyes,"I wasn't playing with myself but now that you're here, I might be open to it" He whispered as his hands slid down to grasp Jimin's wrist and led it towards his ass,"You came a lot inside me, when I woke up it was slipping out" He whispered and leaned in to suck on Jimin's lower lip.
Jimin drew in a wobbly breath and kissed Taehyung against the shower stall. Taehyung was never that provocative, he never initiated it on his own so now when he was finally hinting it, it truly made Jimin believe this was really the end. Taehyung wanted to be with him for as long as possible because from the next day they would have to act like strangers.
Jimin didn't want to. He wanted to keep on seeing Taehyung, wanted to keep on being his boyfriend, wanted to break off the engagement but he knew Taehyung was serious when he said he'd go away if Jimin didn't keep his words. Nothing would hurt more than Taehyung disappearing from his life.
If he married Taehyung's brother, at least he'd still get to see him everyday.
He kissed each and every inch of Taehyung's skin before he held Taehyung up and screwed him against the shower wall. But it wasn't enough, he knew he'd regret it the moment they parted. He wanted to make the most out of their limited time together.
Taehyung hadn't even made it two steps out of the shower when he found himself tackled down on the bathroom floor while Jimin kissed his hips and proceeded to go down on him. Taehyung's hands found their ways into Jimin's wet luscious hair as he arched up against the tiles floor.
Just when Taehyung was about to reach his orgasm Jimin retreated. Taehyung almost cried at the loss of touch and desperately clawed at Jimin to grant him his release.
Jimin just shook his head and picked him up while Taehyung cried, he was painfully hard. Jimin made him stand in front of the mirror and asked him to grab the sink. Taehyung had no idea what Jimin was trying to do until he looked up at the mirror and saw Jimin watching him through it.
Blood started to rush up to Taehyung's cheeks as he understood what was happening. He slowly grabbed the sink as he was asked and felt Jimin press up against his back. His one hand dedicated itself to jerking him off while the other hand played with his nipples.
Taehyung's knees started to shake as he let himself flow in the sensation. It was getting too much, just outer stimulation was not cutting it anymore, he wanted to feel Jimin inside of him again.
"Ji-Jimin, inside ple-please!' Taehyung moaned out as he opened his eyes and saw Jimin observing through the mirror. Taehyung bit his lips and reached back to grab Jimin's dick, finding it equally hard.
Taehyung gasped and turned back around," It looks painful!" He whispered out in panic and pushed Jimin down on the floor. Taehyung got down on his knees and leaned in to take it in his mouth while one of his hands pumped it from the base, he coated it with his saliva and crawled closer so that now his hips hovered right above it.
Taehyung grabbed Jimin shoulder and looked down at him,"You wanted to see me right?" He asked as he slowly lowered himself down and squirmed at the sensation of being full again.
Taehyung threw his head back and started to bounce in Jimin's laps as he looked for his release that was denied to him earlier.
Jimin just sat back and observed his beautiful boyfriend pleasuring himself on his lap and whispering out broken prayers of mercy. He wanted their relationship to last forever, he just couldn't believe it was their ending. It was unfair.
Taehyung called out his name when he came and soon Jimin found his own climax as they both hugged each other tightly and gasped for air.
"I-I want to take you somewhere..!" Jimin breathed out as he tightly embraced Taehyung.
That's how they found themselves in front of the amusement where they had gone for their first date. Taehyung looked up at the majestic entrance as many memories flashed before his eyes. Their starting point was going to be their ending point as well.
"Let's go" Jimin whispered and smiled a little as he led Taehyung inside.
It went just like their first date, they rode their favorite rides, played shooting games where Taehyung won a big teddy bear for winning the first place, ate their favorite street foods and finally got on the ferries wheel.
The sun had set and the evening was painting the sky in pinks and purples. Taehyung looked away from the beautiful sky and stared at Jimin who just smiled looking at him.
"Thank you for this" Taehyung whispered in a grateful voice.
Jimin shook his head and put his hand over Taehyung's hand,"Thank you for being in my life, I will cherish these memories forever" He whispered as his nose started to sting and his eyes got teary.
It was the end. It was time for them to part with each other.
Taehyung's sniffed and leaned closer to leave a gentle kiss on Jimin's lips,"Me too" He whispered and started to laugh at the situation, having no idea what else to do.
They both remained in each other's embrace till the ride came to an end.
The ride back home was silent, both of their hearts heavy as the ending loomed closer.
Jimin walked Taehyung back to his dorm room, just like he had done on their first date. Both of them stood there on the doorframe, no one making a single move out of fear.
After what felt like ages Jimin finally surrendered to the impending doom and lowered his head,"Goodbye, Taehyung" He whispered, clenching his fists tightly in his pockets.
Tears ran down Taehyung face as he flashed a grateful smile.
"Goodbye, Jimin"
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