11: Head Messed Up
"Wait so you're going today?! Right now!?! BITCH!"
Jungkook is in the middle of scrunching up his long waves of raven hair with gel and shoving it aside to reveal one side of his undercut, glaring through the mirror to see Yoongi practically jumping all over the living room like a damn fairy on drugs.
Why did Jungkook bother telling him about this?
Maybe he expected something different, a different reaction.
Maybe the hope that Yoongi will realize that this is all a bad idea in the first place, maybe be persuaded to change his mind and go after Jimin himself instead of having Jungkook his wingman.
How wrong Jungkook was.
"YOU'RE GOING TO EAT DINNER WITH JIMIN?! AND WATCH A MOVIE!?! BITCH!!! YOU'RE GETTING SO CLOSE!"
In annoyance Jungkook rolls his eyes, putting on his piercings, "Never heard of Netflix and chill? Wanna come in and eat ramyeon? Come on," Jungkook scoffs, "He's probably aiming for sex."
"And! Even better-"
"Yoongi."
"Look, Jimin may not seem like all that, but he is pretty good-"
"Don't finish that sentence please."
"I'm just saying he's more tender hearted after sex, that can be your chance!" Yoongi whines, watching as Jungkook shoves the black t-shirt inside his baggy jeans, "He loves to cook so you better compliment his food!"
"You act as though I care," Jungkook retorts and turns to him, finally ready after spraying on cologne, "Remember, I'm doing this for you, not for me."
Yoongi's smile brightens, practically throwing himself in Jungkook's arms, squealing, "I'm going to be with Jimin and you're going to be with Taehyung and we can go on double dates-"
Jungkook cringes to this immediately, easing Yoongi back, "Okay anything but that, but word of advice about Jimin," He says, making Yoongi listen like a lost puppy, "Don't make it so obvious that you're into him. He got a whole bunch of guys after his ass, you'll just be another number if you act so lovesick around him."
Yoongi sinks in the words, as though he was suddenly struck by reality or something, before he finally smiles and nods eagerly, "Hell yeah, I can act like that too!" He says excitedly, just as Jungkook moves past him while ruffling with his own hair so it can add more volume, "Wait, you coming back tonight, right?"
"Not sure," Jungkook says, shoving his boots on while stuffing the ends of his jeans inside it, "I think I might sleep over Taehyung's place."
"Oh.... Well, not trying to get all in your private life or anything like that but... You guys have not.... You know." Jungkook looks at him, while Yoongi teasingly smiles, "You know.... I mean if I were you and if Taehyung was Jimin, I don't know.... I would find it hard to resist not trying something."
Even if he didn't want to, Jungkook's cheeks still flushed to the... Idea of that. Yes, even after they've broken up, there's moments where they.... You know... Are either about to kiss or sometimes while holding each other at night they get discomfort due to certain urges striking them at random times, but they can control themselves pretty well.
They don't cross that line.
Even though Jungkook wouldn't mind it at all if they did.
Well, in the past.
Not now.
He's a taken man after all.
So, he clears his throat and goes to the door, backpack in hand with some of his homework and extra clothes - even though he got a shit ton of them at Taehyung's place, "I'm out, see you tomorrow."
"Don't change the topic on me Jeon! Be glad I put some condoms in your backpack-"
Jungkook slams the door shut behind him before Yoongi could even finish what he was about to say.
Thanks Yoongi.
Way to make Jungkook get all fucked up to the thoughts of sex before going to Jimin's place.
Hopefully this walk will ease it down, eventually.
Hopefully.
Well, it's just Jimin's place he's going to for a dinner and movie.
Not like Jimin can tempt Jungkook enough to be swayed sexually towards him.
Even if he tried.
Since Jungkook knows how to resist things pretty well, and that's thanks to his self-control.
Now on terms of Jimin though, he's been a little odd.
What else isn't new by this point.
Today Jimin started acting a little.... More expressive. He sent Jungkook a long fucking novel of a good morning message earlier today, Jungkook not really wasting his time reading it over just skimmed over it and responded with a simple 'Aw you're so sweet'.
Jimin called him out on that bullshit, in his loving affectionate boyfriend type of way.
Jungkook was quick to apologize and did end up reading the entire message with a proper response back.
You can already imagine the scowl on his face amidst reading that message, even cringing a few times.
It was a cute text, probably would've had Yoongi squealing if he was the one receiving it.
Listen, Jungkook can be affectionate, but cute messages about some sentimentality or emotional shit like that isn't his things. He prefers showing his affection in person than through text.
Jimin was just being way too mushy.
Ew.
Anyways, throughout the whole day they would send each other texts whenever they got out of class or had a free period, mainly Jimin having dominance over the conversation as he expresses how his day is or his eagerness to practice already.
Jungkook on the other hand just responded back casually, sending hearts here and there, but nothing too big of a deal. The two met up for lunch again, surprisingly having a more casual conversation with each other than the previous times that they got together. Jimin seemed more comfortable around him, being a bit too bubbly and happier than usual. Jungkook would just listen to him and go along with it, occasional demonstrate some physical affection with holding hands or rubbing his brunette hair.
It's hard not to touch him, since Jungkook must admit, Jimin can act cute sometimes.
They talked about their game tomorrow and made a plan to go out for dinner afterwards, not something big or extravagant, just a small hang out before the weekend.
Jimin seemed pleased by it, especially since it was Jungkook who suggested it first.
Breezing through the day, they had practice and Jungkook came back home to get dressed up to go to Jimin's place. Jimin already texted him that his roommates are out and to let him know when he's outside.
To be completely honest, Jungkook doesn't know at all what to expect from this.
Should he buy into it and believe they're really only going to have dinner and watch a movie? Or expect that Jimin would try to pull something and that they won't end up just watching a movie?
Not like the idea of getting sexually intimate with Jimin absolutely repulses Jungkook's nerves, but he just prefers not reaching that far into things yet. Jimin did say the Sunday before he changes a color they would go to that length, which is this Sunday coming us, but would he try something in between those times?
Are they even sexually attracted to each other? Is there even tension between them -
Actually.....
Jungkook can't say shit about that because he very well knows the answer to that after the last time they kissed.
Shit, Jungkook doesn't even know why he's going into such deep spirals about this.
See, Yoongi got into his fucking head!
Jungkook groans to himself, kicking a pebble in front of him as he walks alongside the sidewalk, watching as it skips a few feet ahead in a lonely space away from the others. This dwelling into his thoughts alone, tormenting his damn paranoia, fortunately didn't last long for Jungkook because his phone suddenly started buzzing in his pocket.
Please don't let it be Yoongi - fuck he won't be able to tolerate another earful of whatever nonsense he has to say again.
Ugh.
When Jungkook takes his phone out, mentally preparing himself, his heart did a little skip instead just like the pebble when he saw the name blaring his screen.
Thank God.
Taehyung.
More relaxed, Jungkook answers without wasting a heartbeat, "Sup."
"Hey! I just wanted to double check with you if you were still coming over later?"
Jungkook hums, looking around the sunset atmosphere around him, "Yeah, just going over Jimin's place first."
"Oh," The tone in Taehyung's voice dropped, Jungkook's wasn't oblivious of it, "That's nice, is he making you dinner?"
"Yeah, how do you know that?"
"Kinda did the same thing with me before we fucked for the first time."
Jungkook halts in his steps, processing in his head what he just heard but was having a real hard time digesting it because it caught him completely by surprised.
And for some reason.... He was somehow quicker to respond back instead of dismissing it, "Why would you say something like that?"
"Because it's the truth."
"And completely unnecessary," Jungkook tried not to sound bitter by saying that, "There was just no need for you to make that commentary."
A low sigh echoes the other line, just as Jungkook continues walking after his moment of stopping in his place, "Right, sorry. Still not a fan of the fact that you two are.... Something."
"Well, that's something you're going to have to get used to," Jungkook is crossing the street now, entering into Jimin's neighborhood, getting there quicker than expected, "What about things with Seokjin? How did the date go?"
"Went well, he wasn't as arrogant as expected."
"I see," Jungkook hums back, not really knowing what else to say.
For some reason he just didn't feel comfortable talking anymore.
The previous paranoia is worse now, and it doesn't help that Taehyung is now in that equation to it as well.
He absolutely hates it.
He hates thinking of them being intimate.
Or just that backfire in general.
Everything about this entire conversation, Jungkook hates it.
"Yeah, it was actually-"
"Hey Tae, I gotta go. I'm arriving to Jimin place, I'll see you later."
Jungkook didn't even wait for Taehyung to respond and only hanged up, letting out a heavy puff of air just as he looks up to Jimin's apartment complex a few feet ahead of him.
So, it wasn't exactly a lie.
But either way, he just doesn't want to anyone right now.
He doesn't want to think about Taehyung, Yoongi, or anything related to Jimin's past relationships or his tendencies or whatever the case may be.
All he wants to focus on is this somewhat relationship.
Just Jimin and how he is with him, that's it.
Just like how Jimin wanted things to go, no past or future relationships talk.
No one else in that equation.
Just for a few hours.
So, taking a few deep breathes, Jungkook approaches the main doors and opens it. Thankfully Jungkook didn't have to travel up so many stairs before entering the hallway with various of apartment doors and stopping in front of a familiar numbered door.
Since Jungkook walks Jimin from practice every day, he practically knows his way here by heart.
Except what lies inside.
The last time he was in here was when Jimin introduced him to the colors deal, and never again since then.
Until now.
Quickly Jungkook texts Jimin that he's here before knocking on the door, feeling this slight bit of nerves no matter how badly he tried to tell himself that it's just Jimin - the boy who literally blushes just by how Jungkook would stare at him alone while he listened to him talk.
Dammit, just why does Yoongi and Taehyung have to be connected to Jimin somehow?
What if they do end up having sex?
But it's too soon for that.
Jungkook likes taking things a bit slow, and if they rush into it then it's just giving into Jimin what he wants without really touching his heart.
Sex is sex, either lust or love.
And Jungkook has to make it love, not lust.
To make it so believable to the point he himself believes it too - That's the risky part.
Shit, how will he even reject him if he does suggest sex-
The front door opens, snapping Jungkook from his hectic mind and letting his eyes advert to -
All the air escaped his lungs.
Jimin is standing there, a careless smile on his soft and fresh face, wearing only a black pair of Calvin Klien boxers and a towel draped around his shoulders while he rubs one end of it to his damped brunette hair - obviously fresh from a shower.
Ah shit....
A thick gulp slides down Jungkook's throat, especially when he noticed the twinkle that Jimin has a belly button piercing of a diamond. His physic is definitely deceiving because with clothes on he just looks frail, thin and lanky.
But clearly the sports he has done has shaped him up to be fit, toned and slim of only muscle.
And even curvy.
"Hey! Come in! I just got out of the shower-"
"We're in a relationship, right?"
Jimin blinks confused for a second with a wary smile, "Uh... Yeah? Why-"
Jungkook steps into the apartment and closes the door behind him, taking his shoes off before turning to Jimin - grabbing either end of the towel and yanks him forward, slamming their lips together.
Or so that how things went in Jungkook's head.
His hormonal response that is.
What really happened was:
"Hello, are you ignoring me again?"
Jungkook snaps out of it, facing a very stubborn looking Jimin now with arms crossed over his chest. It didn't process to Jungkook just how hard he was staring at the ground, his mind clearly elsewhere imaging a whole different scenario, so no wonder Jimin took it as him avoiding him yet again.
At least he wasn't staring directly at him and feeding into Jimin's ego.
"I-I'm sorry," Jungkook clears his throat, " Got a lot of shit in my head."
Jimin's sharp edges of his features softens upon hearing this, slowly twitching a smile before moving aside, "Come in, make yourself at home."
Gathering as much of his composure as possible, Jungkook slowly nods and steps inside with Jimin closing the door behind him before stepping farther inside while still rubbing his hair with the towel.
In the midst of Jungkook removing his shoes, somewhere in his gut felt as though it was stomped brutally when Jimin turned his back towards him to probably head to change into proper clothes.
Revealing a large tattoo of a Phoenix bird trailing from the end of his spine up to his shoulder blades.
The bird is sideways, inked in black and white, seeming as though it's moving and flying, trailed by fire on the wings and tail in such delicate yet precise designs.
Staring at it long and hard, Jungkook was at loss of words, feeling the skin on his cheeks burn when Jimin turns his head sideways to cast Jungkook a sweet smile as he continues walking.
At that moment Jungkook knew....
He just knew.
It's been less than five minutes and Jungkook already felt as though he will start to slip from everything he prepped himself up before he got here.
Slip for the temptation.
From resisting.
And he doesn't know whether to like that idea or not.
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A/N:
Well, this little date ish now should be nice....
I hope...
Ha.... Yeah!
I PURPLE YOU!! <33
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