I Can't Decide.
(the chapter we've all been waiting for 😏)

It was a team building exercise, and you hated every single bit of it.

Sure it was useful and good for the people actually forming Voltron but why you had to tag along? You had no idea.

You guys went to a jungley-swampy planet so you got out your jean shorts and put on your (F/C) shirt that said: I Just Can't in big white letters with the Nike sign under it but upside down.. You had on your boots and your (H/L) hair put up to keep it out of your face while you walked around with the boys and Pidge.

"Good luck Paladins! I will contact you in 2 Varga's!" Allura said from your Altean watch that she had given you. Then her image shut off and you groaned.

"Two Varga's are roughly two hours." Pidge said swatting away a fly as she glared at the nature surrounding her.

"Well I think this is great!" Lance hooked his left arm around your right one "We get to hike, spend special time together... Have bonding moments." Lance wiggled his eyebrows at you but before you could respond with a sarcastic remark Keith hooked his right arm around your left and answered for you.

"Too bad your tiny little brain doesn't have the capacity to remember bonding moments."

Lance stuck out his bottom lip and squinted at Keith as Keith glared back his teeth grit like a lion. You just stood there between them watching closely hoping they wouldn't try to attack one another with you in the middle.

"Boys." Shiro warned holding his bayard tightly probably feeling a little stressed. Both the boys groaned grumbling things under their breath towards each other that you couldn't understand because they were doing it at the same time confusing you.

"What does she want us to do here again?" You asked and Pidge sighed. "Allura wants us to hike and 'take care of' whatever comes in the way of our path." Pidge used quotation marks with take care of before turning away as Hunk's stomach grumbled.

"Uh, I'm getting a little hungry so can we hurry this up?" Hunk said patting his stomach before his growled startling him slightly making you chuckle at how cute he was.

"I agree with Hunk-"
"You're hungry?"
"What? No, we should get going."

"Follow me." Shiro said before turning and heading towards the clearest area of the jungle Hunk and Pidge following close behind.

"Let's go!" You said before starting to walk but neither of the boys let your arms go. You groaned in annoyance. "If either of you would like to keep your head luscious hair I suggest that you let me go so I may keep up and nOT GET LOST!??" You exclaimed the last part and the boys both slowly let go of you.

You sighed and began to walk on letting your face turn pink once they couldn't see you. Two hot guys not wanting to let you go. Made your insides tingly.

You walked with Pidge, Hunk and Shiro for a while before you started Walking with Lance as Keith started to talk with Shiro.

"So, whatcha mean by bonding moments?" You elbowed Lance's arm and he turned a light shade of pink before regaining his cocky expression.

"Oh, whatever the pretty lady wants it to mean." He grabbed your hand and gave it a gently kiss before looking up into your eyes with this extremely sexy look. His deep blue eyes seemed to be shimmering like the sunlight coming through the foliage. Your ears turned red and your hand that he kissed felt hot. Lance winked and you couldn't take it anymore.

"I-I'm gonna go to Hunk for a moment." You nodded before jerking away and running to Hunk and jumping on his back and screaming into his clothes as he raised an eyebrow in suspicion. "You ok back there (Y/N)?" Hunk asked and you shook your head while you mumbled you were fine. Two contradicting signs.

Later you found yourself walking beside Keith who was sweating and focusing on following Shiro.

"Is this boring to you or is it just me? Like there's nothing to fight and nothing to do besides walk." You huffed and Keith chuckled smiling lightly.

"Not much of a nature person are you?" He asked looking at you ad you shook your head no. "I prefer indoors." You said and Keith nodded looking back up at Shiro.

Suddenly Keith stopped and made you stop also. "What about keeping up with Shi-"

Keith just squatted down in front of you his back facing you. He looked back at you and you raised an eyebrow at him. "Get on, I can see you're getting tired. This is a team building exercise right?"

You shrugged your shoulder's whatever then you got on his back and he put his hands on your legs after you wrapped them around his waist. He stood and you gasped. You were much taller and you felt like you had control.

"Onward my faithful steed!" You exclaimed pointing forward making Lance look over at you guys. You both laughed.

"Don't you mean stud?" Keith laughed again and you blushed before seeing Lance flair his nostrils.

"Who said you could carry this pretty lady?" Lance said and Keith raised an eyebrow at Lance. "She said I could?"

"Technically I never said it but it was implied."

"Same thing."

"Not exactly."

Lance moved over and pushed Keith a bit before grabbing your hips and picking you up and setting you on his shoulders.

"Hey I had her first!" Keith exclaimed and Lance smirked "Oh yeah? What you gonna do about it mullet head?" Lance stuck out is tongue at him and Keith growled.

They began to fight over who would carry you and who was more comfortable to sit or lay on. Which was kinda weird in your opinion.

"BOYS!" Shiro yelled and they both froze.

"I'm tired of your fighting." Shiro walked over and picked you up putting you on his back and giving you a piggy back ride. "Daddy!" You exclaimed making Pidge snort before chuckling at your guys's inside joke of Shiro acting like the team's Dad.

"W-what?" Lance stuttered and Keith choked turning red not understanding the joke but thinking it was something different. That's why it was so funny. Plus Shiro had no idea what the joke was about or what it meant so he just rolled with it. Thank goodness he was in space for so long.

Hunk was just too innocent to realize it so...

You giggled as you guys walked on, you getting a ride.

~~

Towards the end of the hike crazy monsters hopped out and began attacking the group. And no matter how much Shiro loved everyone he was willing to throw you to the ground for you safety. Which let to you bruising you face and scratching your arm.

Everyone pulled out their weapons and you got up before doing so also. You carried a dagger because that's all Allura had. So you had to deal with it.

"(Y/N)! Get back!" Keith exclaimed and you rolled your eyes before running forward. "What are you doing!?" Lance yelled at you.

This animal looked like an old dinosaur which were extinct on earth now.

"HYYYYYAHH!" You screamed before cutting at the beast chopping off one of it's arms making it yell out in pain before glaring down at you. It lashed out with it's other hand scratching down your chest knocking your dagger out of your hand in the process.

You screamed and fell back onto the ground panting as blood began to stain your shirt. You glared up at the animal. "THAT WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SHIRTS!!"

"Get her out of here!" Shiro yelled and Lance hung his bayard on his belt before running over and picking you up and running you to safety behind a lot of trees next to a gave that was covered in ivy.

He leaned you up against the ivy covered wall making you groan as you held your chest tightly blood staining your arms.

"I-I need to look at it and see how to fix it." Lance said taking out his healing pack from the Altean ship. It was super cool. It healed every scratch and sickness within a few minutes.

You pulled your arms away and pulled up your shirt your bra still in tact just your stomach that was bleeding.

Lance took out the medicine and gently applied it to your cuts. Coran had been teaching Lance how to heal with the stuff so that if anyone was severely injured he'd be able to help. Coran was planning on teaching everyone.

"Thank's Lance." You said groggily and he smiled before leaning in and kissing your lips leaving you stunned and blushing red. "Don't scare me like that again."

You smiled at him just before someone screamed his name.

Then Keith came running in. "Go, I can wrap it up. I've been listening to your lessons with Coran. I can't take much more fighting." Keith insisted and Lance nodded before looking at you like you had just shared a secret. You nodded before Lance left grabbing his bayard from his belt.

"Wow that looks bad." Keith said and you chuckled "He's even put the stuff on already so it must've been worse." Keith said and you nodded.

Keith wiped sweat off his face with his bloody hand just swearing blood on his cheek before he turned and grabbed the wrap from the little box.

He put the edge of it on your stomach before putting his hand on your back and bringing you forward to lean on him so he could wrap it around your waist.

"You'll be better soon." He whispered in your ear and you smiled through the pain. "Thanks"

After Keith was done he pulled away and leaned down kissing your bandage. "My special touch." He says and you smiled looking down at him leaning on the cave wall again.

Keith pulls away before starring at you a moment before slowly leaning in and kissing you gently.

Keith panted lightly from the excitement as you sat there all red.

Suddenly it was quiet and your watch came to life. "Paladins! Your team building exercise is over! Coran's come in a ship to pick you up to bring you back to the castle." Then it shut off making you sigh.

"You look tired, we'll have someone carry you since Lance and I fight a lot." Keith winked and you smiled before closing your eyes.

~~

It ended up being Hunk since Shiro had killed the monster and he was tired. So you got to be carried princess style by Hunk to the ship. It was nice and he was warm.

You healed pretty quickly as everyone came to check in on you, Lance and Keith the most.

Lance would keep you entertained by telling you crazy stories of his family back on earth. And Keith kept you happy by cracking jokes and being salty about Zarkon.

But when you were alone you always thought about the two men who you had crushes on had kissed you. The only reason you had a crush on two people was because you thought that neither of them would ever like you. But apparently that wasn't true.

Just thinking of it made you all tingly inside.

~~

You got better really quick, you were on the training deck training with the gladiator almost effortlessly and you ate your regular portion of food. You slept like you usually did. Everything was back.

~~

You were walking to the training deck when you heard Keith and Lane arguing.

"She loves me!"

"You know that's a lie! Have you seen the way she looks at me!?"

"She kissed me!" Keith screamed before Lance retaliated.

"She kissed me too, whatcha gonna do about it!?"

You watched from the door your eyes wide hoping they didn't know you were there.

"She kissed you??" Keith asked but yelled at the same time.

"I could ask you the same thing." Lance said crossing his arms Keith putting his hands on his hips.

They got grit their teeth glaring at each other. Keith growled and Lance balled his fists until his knuckles were white.

"I'm gonna kick your butt." Keith said and Lance scoffed. "Not before I destroy you." Lance said and they butt heads.

Then Keith made a swing Lance getting punched in the gut. Lance groaned before punching Keith in the jaw sending Keith stumbling back.

Keith growled and jumped at Lance going to choke him as Lance went to choke Keith also.

You couldn't take it anymore. You didn't want them to kill each other over you!

You jumped out of your hiding spot. "BOYS! ENOUGH!"

They both pulled away and looked at you them both panting.

"This is stupid! Fighting over me!" You exclaimed and they glared at each other.

"You shouldn't try killing one another over some girl." You looked down.

You felt warm breath fall on your face making you look up and see lance's beautiful sea blue eyes. "You are not some girl. You are the girl worth dying for." Lance said his hands on the wall behind you.

Then he leaned in and kissed you your eyes widening as Keith watched Lance kiss you. You tried to resist but his soft lips had you weak. You moaned lightly into his mouth making him smirk against you and pull away you both panting.

Keith glared before pushing Lance off of you and putting his blade of Marmora of against his neck.

Lance just smirked at Keith who's anger was hotter than 500 furnaces combined.

"Boys stop! We can figure this out!"

Keith pushed Lance down before turning and slamming you against the wall smashing his lips to yours in the process. You instantly molded to him wrapping your arms around his neck as he kissed you.

He pulled away before looking back at Lance as if he had just claimed you.

You glared and pushed Keith off.

"Let me think!" You exclaimed before stomping off leaving the boys both dumbfounded.

~~

You later went to Keith's dorm knocking lightly before hearing a soft come in. You drew in a deep breath before entering making Keith sit up in surprise his eyes widening since it was later at night.

"(Y-Y/N)." He said looking at you his chest bare making you turn pink as you did your best to ignore it.

You went over and sat on his bed beside him before just starring at the floor. You sighed before turning to him and starring into his grayish-purpleish eyes which made the butterflies in your stomach start to flutter around.

You began to lean in towards him making him stutter his cheeks turning red, "(Y/N)-" You cut him off with a passionate kiss on his lips that began slowly warming your insides up starting from your hips and moving throughout all your limbs.

Keith kissed you back putting his hands in your hair as you held his face. Just before things heated up more you pulled away leaving you both flustered and red as you both panted you watching Keith's chest go up and down quickly from his uneven fast breaths.

"My room." You said out of breath and his eyes widened. "Not tonight." You said knowing what he was thinking. "Come at 11, all the lights will be off tomorrow. I'll be waiting for you in the corner." You said and Keith nodded.

"What if someone sees me go into your room so late at night?" He asked and you smiled laying a gently kiss to his lips again. "You'll take care of it." You said and he blushed as you rubbed his cheek with your thumb. He nodded and you smiled before getting up and leaving his room. "Goodnight Keith."
"Goodnight (Y/N)."
...
"Promise me you'll tell no one about this."

He looked at you and nodded.
"I promise."

You nodded in thanks and waved goodnight before leaving his room and heading to Lances room.

You knocked lightly before you heard sleepy footsteps walk up to the door it opening slowly. When Lance saw who it was his eyes widened "(Y-Y/N), I wasn't expecting you at all." He chuckled nervously as he kicked aside something on the floor so you couldn't see it.

"Good." You said and he raised and eyebrow. You grabbed his collar and pushed him inside his room closing the door behind you pressing the button to do so. You slammed his back against the wall making him gasp at the thud before you crashed your lips onto his own making his face turn beet red.

You smirked as you kissed him his hands finding their way to your hips, very slowly. You pulled away and swatted his hand away from your chest. "Watch where you're putting those things." You commanded and he nodded before you grabbed his face and kissed him again hungrily him kissing you back in perfect rhythm.

You backed up and he followed you keeping your connection between your lips as you backed towards his bed where you fell onto your bum violently jerking away from him.

You both panted for a minute and as he leaned down to kiss you again you placed your foot on his chest keeping him back from you.

"My room, tomorrow night." You huffed out in between pants your pulse slowly calming down. Lance looked at you and nodded quickly as he put his hands on your one leg. "A little before 11, wait in the corner for me. And keep all the lights off." You took your foot away from his chest letting him lean on his own feet again. You stood and put a finger under his chin, "Understood?" You asked and he nodded making you smile.

"Goodnight Lance." You whispered as Lance sat on his bed. "G-goodnight (Y/N)." He said and you smiled your cheeks turning red as you closed the door.

Once it was closed all your emotions seemed to come back. You just made out with Lance like an animal!!! What were you thinking!?!?!??? You grabbed your head with both of your hands and ran back to your room before screaming into your pillow.

~~

The next day whenever you were alone in the hall with one of them they'd wink (Lance) Or blush intensely (Keith). You were pretty flustered either way. You just knew once they knew you had set them up they'd wait patiently for you to come to them or they'd argue until you came.

Either way you'd be coming to them in the end.

~~

Keith pined you down to the floor before he roughly slammed his lips against yours as you felt fingers lightly tugging at your sweatpants making you pull away looking down (past Keith who had crawled over you) to see Lance who smirked up at you once he saw you looking.

He slid up one leg of your stretchy pants before laying a gently kiss to your knee sending shivers up your spine. "I'll do my job up here while you take care of down there Lance." Keith said hinting at Lance to stop taking up so much of your attention from himself. Lance nodded before sucking at your leg a smirk forming on his lips, "Better on my end, more sensitive down here." Lance remarked making you turn red as he winked. Keith grinned down at you. "Guess, I'll just have to work extra hard up here." He kissed at your neck tugging your earlobe between his teeth. "Good thing I have plenty of endurance." He whispered in your ear so only you could hear making you shiver hot shocks going through your body from his words. Keith leaned in closing the gap between your lips your eyes wide in anticipation of the unknown.

You sat up panting on the couch from your nap as Shiro stepped in your face so red it was burning. "What's up with you?" He asked and you looked at him before chuckling nervously. "Oh, j-just a dream." You smiled innocently and Shiro nodded. "What about?" He asked and you froze your mind going straight to.

Having a possible threesome with the two hottest guys on this ship.

You turned red all over at the thought as you screamed inwardly at the bad thought your mind had come up with and taunted you with.

you stood up from your seat on the couch. "U-uh nothing! It was just about... flowers or something!" You smiled sheepishly before running to your room and taking a cold shower. Shiro shaking his head at your silliness not knowing what was really going on.

~~

Keith combed his hair and washed his face doing his best not to turn red from thoughts running through his mind of (Y/N). She was so beautiful. He had no idea why she wanted to meet so late at night. Maybe she wanted to talk? Or spar? Or have you all to herself-

Keith slapped his arm for thinking that. He needed to respect (Y/N). No matter what happened. What she wanted was what was best.

Keith sighed and looked at himself in the mirror once again before opening hid door and sticking out his head to check if anyone was out in the hall before stepping out and closing the door behind him. Then he sprinted to (Y/N)'s room opening the door quickly and slipping inside leaning against the door once it closed. Keith panted not from the run but from expectation.

He controlled his breath and walked towards the darkest corner where he saw the outline of (Y/N). He chuckled lightly before grabbing her face and smashing his lips against her own. She instantly responded my placing her hands on his shoulders before playing with his hair. Keith moaned into her lips before sticking his knee up in between her legs emitting a gasp from her lips making Keith chuckle.

Keith could feel her smirking against his lips as her hands slowly trailed down to his chest where they froze. (Y/N) kinda paused acting a bit confused, but Keith was in so deep he just kissed her through it before she pulled away and kissed his neck before leaving a mark making Keith groan through his teeth.

He kissed her again before moving down to her neck and leaving his own mark on her skin as his own, since she had just claimed him after all. She arched her back against him and he smirked, as he was doing so, suddenly the lights came on.

~~

You hurried to your room being a little late. You hoped they weren't tearing one another apart as you ran to your room. Right when you got to your door you stopped and caught your breath from too much exercise. running from the kitchen to your room.

You fixed your hair and opened the door, the sounds you heard were a little different from what you were expecting. You shut the door and turned the light on making you gasp and cover your mouth your face suddenly turning red at the sight.

You saw Keith open his eyes and Lance look over Keith's shoulder to you before his eyes started widening seeing that it wasn't you that was kissing him.

Keith quickly pulled away now that the light was on before looking to see making his eyes widen. Keith gulped and turning to Lance who's hands were placed on Keith's chest Keith's hands on Lance's shoulders.

"W-wha- h-how- L-Lance!?" Keith said not moving "I-I thought you were (Y/N)!" Lance exclaimed and Keith nodded in agreement. "Me too."

Then you looked at Lance's hands that were still on Keith's chest making you turn red and cross your arms. "Wow, nice Lance." You said sarcastically gesturing to where his hands were him assuming Keith was you.

Lance looked before blushing and pulling away from Keith as Keith pulled away himself.

Lance instantly started wiping off his tongue when you noticed the mark on his neck. "Y-you gave hiM A HICKIE!?" You exclaimed and Keith chuckled awkwardly before you saw he had one also.

You squeaked. "If I didn't know you guys both liked me I'd assume you were in love!" You exclaimed and they both turned red.

"You're the one who set us up!" Lance exclaimed before asking if anyone had any bleach.

"True, but I wasn't expecting you guys to expect to make out with me!!!"

"You came in my room and kissed me!" They both exclaimed at the same time before looking at each other and growling.

"I would totally beat you up right now if I hadn't just shared spit with you." Keith said and Lance glared at him.

"GUys!" You whispered harshly and they turned away from one another crossing their arms and looking at you. You inhaled and let out a long breath before stepping closer.

"I know I look bad right now but I really wanted to talk." You said before wiping sweat from your forehead from nervousness. "I-I really like you both... B-but that's my problem. I can't decide."

You looked down and stood there in silence for a moment.. But before either of them could speak up you finished.

"So, I decided that I won't devote myself to anyone." You smiled. "I'm young, I'm free, and besides. I don't think I'm really ready." You chuckled nervously as you looked at the floor. You rubbed the back of your neck waiting for a response from them.

"Though I'm disappointed, you must do what's best for you." Lance said and Keith nodded. "I may lo-" Lance cleared his throat and Keith groaned. "We may love you, but if you need space then we'll leave you be."

"Plus, there's lots of space everywhere!" Lance added making you chuckle.

"Yeah!" You smiled happily. "Friends?" You offered your hands to shake theirs. Keith took your right hand and Lance took your left. "I'm good with it." Keith said. "I'm cool, as long as I can still do this." Lance leaned down and kissed your hand sending you a wink afterwards with his signature sexy smirk.

You giggled. "Deal."

You all shook hands before all of you hugged each other.

"I can't believe we're having a threesome right now." Lance teased referencing the hug you guys were all sharing.

You eyes shot open and your face turned the color of mars.... Red.

You pulled away quicker than ever, you fake yawned, "Oh I'm so tired. I'm sure we have a bunch of work tomorrow. So uh, see you tomorrow!" You pushed them out of your room as they protested and questioned. "What-" "Hey wait-" You slammed the door on them before sliding down it to the floor before you head Lance's breath begin to pick up through the door. "I-I have a mark on my neck because of you. My first one too." Lance said and you heard Keith groan. "I'm not that happy about that either. You marked me too ya know."

Then there was a small silence before Lance panted, "K-K-KEITH!!!! YOU WERE MY FIRST HICK-" "SHUT UP!" Keith hushed them before they walked off.

You sat there a minute before thinking of what Lance said again... A threesome...

You jumped on your bed and screamed into your pillow Lance having reminded you of your dream earlier.

~~

The next morning you helped apply make-up to the boy's necks so they could hide there marks that they were so ashamed of. But they seemed to get along better after the experience. At least they could tolerate each other now.

Lance still flirted with you like the usual but just less intense, Keith sent you smiles that he usually only saved for Shiro and the two of them protected you in battle. So yeah, it was basically like you had to very handsome body guards... And life guards when you went to the pool..

<~~>

I forgot to add something funny in the last chapter because it was so late and I cant think straight at night lol.

It was supposed to be Lance saying "HA! I always knew Keith was a pussy!" LOLOL.

Cause Keith was a lion... Get it.. haha.

FYI I don't ship klance I just thought this'd be funny. So no klance didn't get together in the end. They still both like you.

ALSO, I had a very strange dream about Hunk but now he's my fav character because of it. I mean, if I dreamed about him it must be a sign right???

So in this dream Hunk and I were like friends with benefits, (bare with me, I know it was strange in my head also.) Like we slept together. But then one day were were making out in a park and he pulled away and was like "Sazzy, I don't think I love you." and my heart was broken. But then he ended up falling for me so yeah.

Lol, Hunk is so innocent he'd never do any of that stuff I just wrote lol. BUT he did in my dream. So yeah.. He's my new fav character. ;)

That's all folks, thanks for reading the chapter! Adios!