Adashi getting closer- yes. Also I have a question at the end.

Shiro went back home with Kosmo, where Adam was waiting for them. 

Adam was by now really comfortable with being alone at Shiro's place. At first it was awkward, but it's normal now. What he didn't get used to, is missing body parts. That is the weirdest things for him.

"Do you know where they went?" Adam was sitting on the couch, well like always, he can't do much still

"Nope" he sits down next to Adam "But he said it will be special"

"If they won't make it official soon, I think I will do it for them"

Shiro chuckles "You would do that" 

"Yeah, I've done a lot of things, I fear nothing" 

Shiro frowns, remembering the past. He knows he shouldn't think about the past, and he doesn't want to, he is actually over it, but it still hurts somewhere deep down "Even breaking up an engagement" he whispers

Adam sighs "Takashi we talked about this"

"I know, I know, it just came to my mind. You didn't want me to go and stuff" 

"And stuff" Adam repeats "You were already sick and decided to go to the Kerberos mission, I was scared to lose you- Takashi I didn't want to break things up, I just didn't want to lose you. After I broke up the engagement, and I got told you most probably died, I didn't stop loving you. I- This whole situation is shit"

They stayed silent for a while.

Shiro knew, Adam was sorry. He knew, Adam didn't want that. But nonetheless, it hurts.

"I'm really sorry, Takashi" 

"I know" shit they are going back, everything they built up after Adam came, is it really now going to waste? 

"Listen Takashi, I don't want to ruin us again, really not. I know it looks like that because of the shit I've done, but I was scared, fear took over. But now I'm trying to fix this, us" the word 'us' made Shiro feel strange, a good strange though "you know I still love you, right? Not as strong as I used to, but I do"

Of course Shiro did too, but he was also scared, and it's understandable.

Adam takes Shiro's hand in his and looks him in the eyes, Kosmo still sits somewhere on the side being the adorable space wolf he is "Takashi I-" he really doesn't know how to start this "I want us to start over, not as strangers or friends" he takes a second to think about what he is going to say 

"But?"

Adam broke eye contact, it made it more uneasy "But as us together" he says slowly, scared he will destroy something with his words

"As us together?"

Adam nods, about to cry, the tears are already bottling up "I-"

Shiro comes closer to Adam wiping that one single tear away that was rolling down his face "Hey, don't cry" he says with a soft voice

"It's a single tear, so it's not crying" Adam forces a smile

Shiro cups Adam's face with one hand and Adam leans in his touch and now smiles truly. There is just something about Shiro's touch that makes him soft

"Adam" he hums in response "I love you too"

Adam sits up, leaving Shiro's touch "Really?"

Shiro nods "Really" Adam didn't know how to continue the conversation and Shiro noticed "I want us to start over too, as" he knew Adam was scared to say that word "Boyfriends" 

"I swear to god Takashi, you will make me a crying mess" he falls onto Shiro's chest and Shiro wraps his arms around Adam, and so they stayed for a while

"I know I always bring up shit memories and then it seems like I don't want something, probably, but I'm just an idiot" 

"Yeah you are" Adam smiles in Shiro's chest "You've always done dumb stuff" 

Shiro could feel the mile forming on Adams face, and it made him really, really, really happy. Knowing Adam is happy, he couldn't ask for more.

He thinks, losing a person you love, is the most terrifying thing in the whole universe. He knows how it is. First his parents, then Adam. It is really destroying one person. He has been silent about it, keeping his pain a secret, but on the other side, he was trying to accept it, accept the pain, or accept reality? Or just his thought.

But now, now he can be happy. He has a new family, that built up through the time, and he has Adam back.

Still, somewhere deep down inside of him, he is scared that one of them, or even all of them, will disappear, and never come back. Without the people he met, he is no one, at least for himself.

In others people eyes, he is strong and doesn't fear anything. He is a hero for everyone, a leader, a fearless leader. But he is scared, really scared. 

Somehow, still, he isn't Shiro if he wasn't scared.

And Adam? Adam is also scared to lose his family. But the thing is, Shiro was the only family he had back in time, before Kerberos. After the mission, there wasn't someone really special.

He tried to find someone new for him, but the same thought came back every time "It's not Takashi". 

Sure, you can find new love, but it didn't work out for Adam. He knew he needed Shiro. He prayed to whoever controlled the universe, maybe even fate. And like a miracle, Shiro was back. The love of his life. The one he wanted to spend forever, until they die.

Now they both found each other again. They want to love each other like they did before, no, they want to love each other even more, if that's even possible. If it's not, they will make it possible.

"Takashi" they both were lying on the couch arms in arms, or arm in arm?

"Mhm" Shiro was playing around with Adam's hair

"Can you promise me something?" he looks up at Shiro

"What is it?"

"Promise me to never leave me again, okay?" that was probably the only thing that feared Adam now, the love of his life leaving him again

"Adam, I promise you to never leave you" he says very clear. Adam turns around again and plays around with Shiro's hand "I wouldn't dare" Shiro whispers at a final.

Maybe now, after a long time, Shiro has finally found peace.

So I was thinking to write one or two last chapters for the story. Summing up everyone's life, plus the Adashi wedding. How's that?