um,

what am i doing?

what i want to do?

what did i do?

what will i do?

i dont know.

life, its, you know, suck.

god must hate me, and you, too. (cause you read my shitty book)

'cause, you know, when you look at someone and think they deserve better than your pathetic ass.

i know it suck.

mine suck, too.

i wanna die, someday.

maybe tomorrow.

but my sis dont want me to go, she said that if i gone, then

my dead,
her fault.

oh, and i dont want she to blame herself like that, so i havent done it, yet.

fuck me and my life, just, can someone come and kick this stupid feelings the fuck out of me?

im sad, for nothing. i feel depressed, for nothing. and i want to die, for nothing. life just being difficult to me.

ok fuck my mistake, im using english to shut my brain up. so dont complain about the grammar.

and if you dont understand or unhappy? go away or learn it. you need it.

you know, i cant swear in vietnamese so i usually do it with english, and its feel good, really. like, fuck it, shit, i dont give a fuck, and something like oh fuck you goddamn it, kill me already.

ya know, i hate me too, so if i fuck up, its my fault.

oh, its time for the online class.

im getting out of here.