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A Day Before Manik's Birthday

Manik's POV

I got up on my usual time. But one unusual thing happened and I picked up my phone from side and checked it. No missed call or message from Nandini. Why? Was she okay? Or maybe she is angry. I talked to her rudely na yesterday. About Music thing. But what to do? She needs to understand that Music needs to get out of my life. But will I be able to accept that ever in my life. Usko to bol diya ke thik ho jaunga, but kya me sach me thik ho paunga?

I put aside all my thoughts and called her, she didn't pick it up, I again called. But no response. Is she that angry on me? Oh My God.!! I sent her a message saying "please call me when you are awake."

I get up from bed and looked in my room. now one wall was having sketches display and beside that there were her books. I smiled looking at it. She did it all alone without me. I felt guilty, so guilty. But I am still trying to understand this business thing. Oh God my whole life is just messed up right now. I walk ahead and stood just in front of her sketched display and touched it lightly. Just one word came from my mind seeing that and that was "WOW".

She is damn good in sketching thing. So beautiful it is looking. I walked ahead and stood in front of her books display. I took out one book from it and flipped pages. "I can't read it; I mean how she read it?" that was the question ran in to my mind. I smiled remembering our first talk at her place, where she said that she will read the book and at the end she will tell me the whole story. I placed the book on the shelf again and looked around.

This room is now just not my room, it's ours. I glanced at the photo frame which was placed on the right side of bed side table. Me and her on our engagement day. I smiled and picked it up. I looked at her, she was looking so beautiful, so serene.

Now I can't wait to make her mine, to mark her mine forever. I want to irritate her when she reads her boring book. I want to make her angry, I want to manofy her when she is angry. I want to make her blush, just for me. I want to hold her in my arms at night and want to wake up just beside her in morning. I want to make love to her at every night. I just want her in my life forever.

I placed the frame back on its place and turned to go to washroom, when I saw Raj Chachu's guitar leaning under her books display. I quickly went there and took it up.

Shit, if Dad would see it he will be so angry. Nandini..!!! tum nahi samjogi. I sighed and touched the guitar, all the memories of Raj Chachu making me learn music came to my mind. A lone tear escaped from my eye. How much I try, but I can't forget Music ever in my life. I tuned it and placed my fingers on strings and started playing it softly. My heart cried. After so many days I am touching this.

"Music, you want Music Manik" my heart said.

"no Manik, you can't fall weak. Dad, he will be hurt" my mind said.

"what about you Manik? Nandini is right? Where your happiness lies?" my heart snapped

"Family-this is where your happiness lies Manik"

"but Manik.."

Before it could say anything I snapped "STOP"

I opened my eyes and put the guitar in the lost corner of my room. Music needs to get out of my life. Yes. That's it.

I glanced at the wall clock, it was showing 8 am. I went to washroom and got freshen up asap. And went downstairs. I roamed around but didn't found her. It was so unusual. Since we came back from farmhouse, not a single day she came late at my house. But today its almost 9 in the morning still she is not here. I sat on the dining table and checked my phone. But she didn't still read the message which I sent her when I got up. I sighed deeply.

Mom came and asked me: what happened beta? Tired?

I saw everyone sitting on the table, I didn't noticed anyone before, of course I was lost in my phone. Duh..!

I replied: good morning everyone.

All smiled I tried calling Nandini, I am not getting good vibes. She didn't miss any chance to come here. Then what happened today.

Mom again asked: kise call kar rahe ho subah subah?

I glanced at her still on the phone: wo Mom, Nandini. I don't know she isn't picking up my call. And she is not here today. So just calling her.

Suddenly Mom said: are she is not well.

I widened my eyes, when did that happened. And she didn't tell me anything about it.

I again shot a question to mom: what happened to her? Kal tak to thik thi. I mean subah tak to thik hi thi. Phir kya ho gaya? Aur aapne mujhe bataya kyun nahi?

This time Mukti Bhabhi jumped in: are tu raat ko late aaya tha aur abhi mil raha he. Aur waise bhi hame laga usne tujhe bataya hi hoga na.

I again called her and replied to Bhabhi: no. pata nahi call hi pick nahi kar rahi mere. Aur message to dekh bhi nahi rahi. I hope thik ho.

Suddenly Dad spoke: tu agar usase milne jana chahta he to tu ho aa.

I looked at Dad in disbelief, he put a hand on my hand and smiled.

I smiled back and said: no its okay. Me call pe hi baat kar lunga. Waise I am done with the breakfast. Bye. See you in night.

With this I left for the office. I am calling her constantly but she is not picking up. I don't know what happened to her.

Narrator's POV

Mukti got a call and she stood up from the dining table and went to living room to talk.

Mukti: hello?

Nandini: Bhabhi wo to call hi kiye jaa rahe he. Kya karu?

Mukti laughed: pata he. Abhi dining table pe dekha maine. He was so restless.

Nandini spoke sadly: I don't think this is good plan. Matlab wo dar jayenge. Me ek baari unse baat kar leti hu.

Mukti warned her: no. it's a surprise Nandini, come on. Aur jab use pata chalega to wo bahot khush hoga trust me.

Nandini: wo to thik he, par uske liye unhe avoid karna. Doesn't make any sense.

Mukti sighed: ohoo, pyari devraniji. Thoda use tadpao to sahi. Phir dekho.

Nandini sighed: thik he. Unhone breakfast kiya?

Mukti smiled: ha kiya. Aur ab tu bhi kha le. Thik he. Me baad me baat karti hu.

Nandini put the phone down and looked at the screen which was having his and her photo.

"I miss you" that was the only words came out from her mouth.

Manik's POV

It was almost 12 in the noon, still there is no news from Nandini. I mean what the hell, first of all she isn't even receiving my calls, she isn't replying to my messages. What to do? And upar se ye boring sa work. GRRR... I so hate this. I slammed the file on the table and asked Soha to go to her table as she was doing some work in my cabin. I needed alone time. I rested my head on the chair and leaned on it. I again dialled her number. This time with hope that she might pick up. But all went in vein the ring is ringing, she isn't picking up. I was about to cut the call, when suddenly call was connected.

"Hello?" I sighed in relief when I heard her voice. It gives me peace.

"what hello? Are you mad. Subah se call kiye ja raha hu and here you are not picking up? Kya kahan ho? Kya kar rahi ho? Mom ne bataya tumhari tabiyat thik nahi he? Nandini aisa kaise chalega tumne mujhe batya bhi nahi. And because of this stupid work I can't even come there. Aur tum..."

Suddenly I realised she wasn't saying anything.

"kya? Ghunghi ho gayi ho kya? Bol kyun nahi rahi ho kuch?" I was angry on her behaviour. Like seriously. Aisa bhi koi karta he kya.

"aap kuch bolne doge to bolungi na" she spoke in the most innocent and cute voice. I melted just there. I just wanted to go to her and take her in my embrace. Tight that no one could snatch her from me.

"I was worried Nandini" I sighed and said sadly.

"I am sorry" she said in her extra sugary tone which makes me smile.

"its okay. But you are not well kya? You didn't say anything to me yesterday. And tum ghar bhi nahi aayi aaj. Itni kharab he kya tabiyat? Doctor ke pass jana he? Ek kam karta hu, jaldi se kaam khatam karke hum..."

"Manik.. I am okay. You breath please" she cut me in between. I sighed and she continued.

"I am fine. Ha wo thoda headache he. Kal tum bahot late se aaye the na ghar aur me so gayi thi tab tak. Isiliye bata nahi payi. Aur aaj me bas abhi uthi hu."

"what? Abhi? Are you mad, its 12 in noon Baby" this girl is mad. No actually weird. Jaha tak me janta hu, Nandini Murthy is early Morning person, phir aaj ye late latif wala thing is not giving me good vibes.

"ha wo, medicine thi na raat ko to shayad uski wajah se"

I got a little suspicious now.

"Nandini, kuch chhupa rahi ho kya?"

"no.. no.. what do you mean by that. No me kuch nahi chhupa rahi"

Ahh... this girl has completely lost it.

"okay, calm down. Calm down. Aur waise bhi 12 baje tak soti rahogi to head ache hoga hi na"

"very funny Manik"

"okay. You rest. Davai lelo. Me sham ko aata hu tumse milne. Okay"

"okay. Tumne khana khaya?"

See, here she is not well and she is asking me whether I ate or not. I should be the one who should ask this no?

"ha kha liya. Aur tum bhi kha lo. Don't worry okay. And take care of my girl. Wo kya haina she is very delicate just like doll. So."

"ohhoo... doll and all ha. Thik he Mr. Malhotra. Pura khayal rakhungi aur kuch"

"ha"

"kya?"

"I Love You"

I can feel her blush. Even I am blushing. God what is happening.

"I Love You too. Don't worry I am okay"

"yeah"

"chalo you do your work. I'll see you. Bye"

"bye"

I put the phone down and took the frame from the side table, which was having her and mine photo. I smiled brightly. She is just perfect for me. I am falling all over again for her.

I came back to home almost at 9. I went to Nandini's place around 6 pm in the evening after completing my work. She was looking all okay. Pata nai why I got so worried hearing that she isn't well. We sat and talk about the whole day. We finally decided our bedroom colour too. Luckily this time with both of us agreement. Phew. This girl is crazy like seriously. A day before she told me that she likes violet colour, but I dint knew that she meant all the shades and hues of violet. God.

Dark Purple, Purple, Magenta, Lavender, Orchid and many more. How does they do it I mean kaise? Kaise yaad rehte he itne sare colours? Phew.. but finally we decided. And she had a big smile on her face. That's all what matter nahi? I was coming back to home before dinner, but Chachi Amms insisted me to have dinner there. So I agreed for it and yes I have to look that Nandini eat well. In this three months I knew that she has a very bad habit of not completing her meal. So I stayed there for dinner. After dinner biding good bye to everyone I came to home.

I saw Mom and Dad were discussing something in living room, when entered they stopped. I went to there and wished them good evening and settled myself there.

I asked: kya baate ho rahi he?

Mom and Dad looked at each other and then Mom spoke: nothing important. Tu bata Nandini thik he na?

I sighed and placed my head in Mom's lap: yes. She is fine. Balki bilkul thik he.

She was caressing my hair now.

Dad suddenly asked: wo, zyada tabiyat kharab nahi haina uski? Doctor ko dikhaya?

I looked at Dad, he cares for her, I know.

I sat up on the sofa and replied: ha wo thik he Dad, nahi zyada kharab nahi he tabiyat. Davai khila ke aaya hu. Don't worry.

Dad gave me a faint smile. I stood up and bid them bye. As I was so tired. I just need to crash on the bed.

I came to room and changed in my night clothes and threw myself on the bed.

TRING TRING TRING...

What the hell? Who is calling me at this time. Isn't it half night?

TRING TRING TRING..

Stop calling will you. Please let me sleep. I am having so good dream. Me and Nandini, we together at some very beautiful place.

TRING TRING TRING..

God..!! I took the Mobile from the side of my bed. I saw the caller ID, I was in deep sleep so I couldn't read it clearly, so I just picked it up.

"Hello" definitely in very sleepy tone.

"MANIK..." a scream came running to my ear, I almost pushed my phone a little away from my ear. But wait. This is Nandini's scream, why she is screaming? What the hell is happening today?

"Nandini, why are you screaming?"

"MANIK" another scream, now I am tensed, she doesn't do this crazy stuff. Don't tell me it's her mood swings of some stupid PMs.

"Nandini, what happened? Why are you screaming baby?"

I heard her crying, what the hell? Why on earth she is crying.

"Baby? What happened? Why are you crying. Nandini please batao mujhe"

"Manik..." this time her voice was smooth, but she was sobbing.

"ha kya hua? Batao?"

"Manik, please mujhe bachalo. Me yaha pata nahi kaha hu? It's so dark here, I can't see anything, please, please"

What the hell she is talking, Dark? She is supposed to be at her home right?

"Baby where are you?"

"I don't know, dam it, I bloody don't know, please Manik save me"

I heard her sobbing again, I opened the GPS app in my phone. Thanx to technology, I have put a GPS chip in her and mine phone so that we can both track each other easily. I saw that she was not at her home. It was some kind of jungle. Which is a little away from the city. But what she is doing there? And how?

"Manik, are you listening me? Its dark Manik please come to me please"

"yes I am coming you be there, don't panic okay, I am reaching in 10. Be there Nandini. Listen to me carefully, hide yourself somewhere and be on the line"

"tum jaldi aao please" she was sobbing, I was about to say something, when her phone got disconnected. Shit shit, this shouldn't be happening. I took my car keys from side table and directly went out to the parking area. I pulled out my car as soon as possible.

I saw the time; it was showing 11:40. How on earth she reached there? And why? Koi use uthake to nahi le nahi gaya na? but aise kaise koi uthake leke jayega? Aur leke gaya to use call thodi na karne dega. God Manik what are you thinking? Here your Nandini is in trouble and you are thinking how she reach there, must be something right? You need to reach her ASAP. She isn't safe there. You need to be with her. One scratch on her and you will not be able to forgive yourself, so buck up.

I pulled the gear on the max and ran my car to the full speed.

I reached there in some 15 minutes. Though the distance was quite much but I reached as fast as possible. I came out of the car and looked at the watch it was showing 11:55. Oh God..!!! Nandini where are you?

I turned and saw some light was coming from my ride side, I followed it and went inside. I was coming close to the light. I can feel it.

I screamed her name: Nandini...

But no response. I went more in and again tried calling her. But there was no response. I kept calling her name while moving inside the jungle.

(Imgine This, But Dont Imagine Sand Under, Imagine Grass)

Suddenly I saw there were candle all around me. Trees were decorated with different kind of lamps. Star strings which were shining brightly were hanging from the tree's branches making the atmosphere very romantic. A smile appeared on my lips. But why all of this?

I turned and looked around to find my girl, but she was nowhere to be seen. I again called her name.

"Nandini, where are you?"

Suddenly I heard her voice: Happy Birthday Manik.

(Nandini's Dress From Front)

I turned to her, shit how can I forget it's my birthday. I looked at her, she was looking ethereal in her black thigh length. Her hairs tied in a messy bun, wearing minimal make up, showing her natural beauty. The dress was short and she was looking HOT.! Yes, I won't deny she was looking extremely sexy and hot. I glanced at her top to bottom, she was shivering from my intense gaze, I could feel her blush.

I was still gawking at her, but suddenly she called me.

"Manik.!"

I shook my head and walked towards her, caressed her chubby cheeks and whispered: Thank You.

She smiled and hugged me tight. I folded my arms around her back. Shit..!!

(Nandini's Dress From Back)

she was wearing backless dress. I looked down and saw there was only one bow which was holding her dress from upper part. It was completely naked till her tiny little waist. God..! this girl is my death. She is making everything out of my control. I hugged her tighter pushing her in to my body completely.

After sometime, she broke the hug, unwillingly I too broke the hug and looked deep in to her eyes.

I spoke: you are looking beautiful.

She blushed and looked down and went a little back, I frowned on her move. But her next move made me froze at my place.

She kneeled down in front of me, I was about to say something, when she shhed me.

She looked at me and said: Manik, today is your birthday. You know I wanted to give you something which you never forget. Manik, you are very special to me. Tumhare aane se pehle I was good Manik, I was okay, but when you came in my life, my life became worthy. Pyar, Ishq, Love, ye sab nahi janti thi me, but you made me feel all these feelings. Our journey has been so eventful. I still remember our first meeting.

I smiled remembering our moments.

She continued: I still remember our first fight.

She looked deep into my eyes: Manik, you know, when I saw you with Soha, I didn't like it. At that time, I also didn't know why I behaved that way. But I have my answer today. Yes, Manik Malhotra I can't share you with anyone else. You are Mine and I am Yours forever and ever.

I felt so proud at that moment. Oh Nandini, you don't know how much I love you.

She then forwarded her hand to me: So Manik Malhotra, on your birthday I want to give you my heart, myself. Will you marry me?

I was shocked, she is proposing for marriage. Which was already happening after 3 months. But it should me who should ask for marriage proposal nahi?

She broke my thoughts and called me again: Manik?

I came out of my thought and thought to tease her, I folded my hands near my chest: and if I deny then?

Her face instantly became pale; the smile vanishes just in a second. Oh No No. Please.

I made her stand up and held her shoulders: Nandini. Look at me.

She looked up at me and saw a lone tear in her eye. I quickly wiped it.

I spoke: I have already committed to someone. She is very special to me. I can't marry any other girl then her. She is perfect for me for my family. I want to marry her, I want to make her mine, I want to have lots of kids with her. I want to grow old with her. And she is you Nandini. Yes, I will marry you and only you. No one can stop me from doing that.

She smiled brightly and hugged me instantly.

I heard her saying: I Love You Manik, I Love You so much.

I held her close to me and replied: I Love You too. And thank you for all of this.

Suddenly I remembered she scared the hell out of me, before calling here. I broke the hug and looked at her

I asked: how did you came here? And it's good that you planned so much for me, but it's not safe Nandini. I mean it's far from city. And upar se its half night and you were alone. I was so scared and...

She placed her fingers on my lips: you are here na to protect me. Phir.

I smiled and kissed her fingers which were still on my lips. She blushed and instantly took the fingers back, but I was not in a mood to leave her soon, so I held her same wrist and pulled her closer, and placed my another hand on her waist, let me clear her Bare Waist.

Desire rose in me, feeling her so close to me, so without saying anything I just crashed my lips on her harshly and kissed her like a mad man, who was just waiting for his food to come. She was struggling in my hold; I was still holding her from her waist. I held her both arms and twisted it behind her back. Right now I just want to kiss her, nothing else, her hands were disturbing me, so I had to do it. I was still kissing her, biting, sucking her lips. She was just standing there surrendering herself to me. This is what I like the most. Yes, I was dominating that kiss, but I needed it. And she is mine I can do it right? I have that right.

I could feel she was getting out of breath, even I am. So after some time I broke the kiss, but no completely, I pecked her lips some more time, before moving back. I left her hands.

She opened her eyes and smiled.

I smiled back: it was awesome.

She blushed and turned. Now I saw her complete bare back. She was tempting. First of all that kiss made me desire for her and now her bare back, Oh God.! Please don't do this to me or else I will not be able to control myself. She started walking towards a big tree, which was decorated with lots of light.

I understood, I have to follow her, so I quietly followed her. She stood under the tree. I stood beside her.

Tree

There was a table which was covered with white cloth and above it there was a big rectangular box which was covered with gift wrapping paper.

Guitar Case

I looked at her with confused eyes. She looked back at me.

She asked: what? Gift he.

I smiled fakely: dekh raha he. But it is big. I mean isme lash wash to nahi haina I mean it's so big.

She slapped my arm and yelled my name out of irritation. I chuckled and she gestured me to open it. I nodded and opened it. I saw it was some lather box. I looked at her, she gave me a nod and I slowly opened it. I was guessing it right. It was a guitar. A simple guitar with something engraved on it. I took out the guitar out and placed my fingers on the engraved words.

"MaNan" that was the word was engraved on it. I looked at her confusingly.

She smiled and replied: Manik ka "Ma" and Nandini ka "Nan" "MaNan" forever.

I laughed a little and said accidentally: so childish.

I turned to her and she was glaring me, Shit..!! she heard me.

I covered my mistake by saying: I mean so sweet. It's so cute.

I saw her smile, ahhh.. I can die for her smile. I again caressed the guitar.

I asked: but Nandini, I have Guitar..

She held my hand: Manik. I know you have it. But you don't own it. Its Raj Chachu's guitar. Manik me chahti ho ki music ko tum ek happy memory ki tarah yad karo, naki painful memory ki tarah. And Raj Chachu's guitar makes you sad. So this guitar. This guitar will make you remember me, remember us. So abse jab bhi tum mujhe miss karo na to just play it. And you will feel me close to you. Aur waise bhi kabhi kabhi me ruth jaungi aur mere mayke chali jaungi to tumhe mujhe manana padega na? to tab bhi tum isi play kar sakte ho.

She said proudly, I chuckled and said: kisne kaha me tumhe manane aaunga.

She said sadly: tum nahi aaoge?

I smiled at her innocence: nahi, tum khud aaogi. Because you can't stay away from me.

She glared at me and snapped back: as if you can.

I laughed and put the guitar on side and held her: me kahi jane hi nahi dunga tumhe. Hame lade bhi to bhi tumhe mere pas hi rehna padega.

She pulled my hands off her and said: we will see. Now it's time for another surprise.

I widened my eyes: another surprise? Aur kitne surprise he?

She sighed: Manik. Please. It's your birthday.

I smiled: yeah yeah it's my birthday.

She clapped her hands excitedly and said: yeah so, turn around and close your hands.

I asked: what? Why?

She pouted: please. It's a surprise.

I sighed and said coldly: don't pout, I know how to stop you miss Murthy.

She stopped pouting and said: fine. Stay there and no cheating okay.

I turned and show my thumps up to her.

After some time, I heart a guitar tune, with her humming. I was mesmerised by her voice. It was so peaceful. I turned myself and saw her sitting on a bar chair, holding guitar in her hands and playing it. Her voice is so peaceful; I never knew she sung so good. I could feel love in her lyrics. I smiled seeing her. She was gesturing me to come near her. I went near her stood in front of her.

Kis tarah se shukar tera ab ada karu main
Kis tarah se shukar tera ab ada karu main
Iss mohabbat ka harjana kis tarah bharu main
Khaamosh reh kar bhi keh gaye
Dariya sa dil tak beh gaye
Tum par ho raha hai poora aitbaar

She stood up and looked deep in my eyes, and smiled. I too smiled. She circled around me playing the guitar tune all this while, I was just looking at her with amazed expression. This girl can never stop surprising me. She can do anything to make me smile.

Tum hi ho hifaazat meri suno
Ye kaha hai rooh ne
Kis tarah se shukra tera ab ada karu main

I was engrossed in my own thoughts, when she started singing song again and asked me through her eyes "what". I shook my head and gestured her that she was singing really good.

Ishq ka bas naam liya
Maine samjha nahi tha isey
Tune sikhaaya ki ye hai ibaadat
Rooh ki bhaasha hai yeh

She started grooving a little, while singing, suddenly she turned herself, so now I was facing her back, finally I gave a light peck on her bare back hearing the lyrics.

Teri badolat paayi woh daulat
Jo mili na mujhko kahin

She moved ahead, now I could feel her voice becoming a little dull, yeas I could feel she was almost on verge of crying. She turned and I was right she was crying silently. I saw some tears coming out of her eyes, I took the guitar and started playing it.

Jazbaat hadd se badhne lage
Dene lage sadaa tujhe
Har pal hai zaroori ab tera deedar
Kis tarah se shukr tera ab ada karu main
Iss mohabbat ka harjana kis tarah bharu main

She opened her eyes, seeing me playing it. I started singing. I meant all the words of the song. I bowed down on the word "shukriya".

Aisa kabhi dekha nahi
Na kabhi bhi kahin suna
Dene wala sab dekar bhi keh raha hai shukriya

I started expressing myself to her through the song. I went close to her and stood in front of her. She smiled and I too smiled while singing the song.

Tune hi toh samjha mujhe
Jo na keh saka main, suna tumhe
Ehsaan ye tera na bhalunga sadaa

I placed the guitar on side and held her hands in my hands and bowed down in front of her, surrendering myself to her. I am her now. completely.

Kis tarah se shukr tera ab ada karu main
Iss mohabbat ka harjana kis tarah bharu main

Finally, I ended the song and she made me look at her. She was crying, I was crying. We both were crying. Why? We don't know. I just want to stop this moment forever. How I wish to be with her forever and ever, just like this. We looked into each other's eyes and she hugged me tightly. She was sobbing in my hold.

So to lighten up the mood I said: waise Nandini, you have a very good voice. You should try singing.

She smiled and broke the hug: did you liked it? I thought it was a little clumsy.

I teased her by saying: ha wo to he.

She punched me in to my stomach playfully: Manik.

I laughed and held her hand and entwined our finger: waise, ye kisne sikhaya?

She smiled: wo, parso Bhabhi ne sikhaya. Aur kal pura dina maine ispe practise kiya.

I said: ohhoo.. so isiliye kal aap ghar nahi aayi thi and wo bimari ka natak.

She made a face: me to aana chahti thi, par Bhabhi ne bola tumhe thoda tadpaneko, aur...

She bites her tongue, realising what she said.

I smirked: for what?

She blushed and looked down, I made her look at me and asked again this time a little whispering: for what Nandini?

She closed her eyes and said whispering: there's another surprise.

I confusingly asked: what? Abhi bhi kuch baki he.

She opened her eyes and looked at me shyly, and dragged me with her. With went a little inside. We stopped at a place.

It was beautiful, a little hut which was covered with bright white colour sheet, and cushions inside. Around it there were little little candles which were making it look exotic. I looked at her and she looked at me. I was confused but I could guess, why this?

I turned to her and asked: and why this?

She looked at me and blushed instantly and said hesitantly: woo... wo I wanted to gift you..

She looked at me and stopped, I asked her through eyes "what?"

She said nothing so I asked again: gift me what?

She again blushed and turned, I understood and pressed my lips together. I went just behind her and said huskily in her ears: let's go in.

She gaped and turned to me, I smiled and extended my hand towards her, she accepted it and we went inside.

I just loved the setting, it was so cosy and romantic. I could feel the awkwardness between us. She was breathing heavily feeling me near her. I leaned close to her ear, she was still breathing heavily, actually a little more. I tucked her hair behind her ear which was coming in front of my eyes, blocking her view.

I blew some hot air to her ear and she moved a little. I smirked seeing my effect on her.

I whispered huskily in to her ear: this is so beautiful Nandini. And you are way too beautiful.

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She turned to me looking deep into my eye, I could feel the desire rising in our body. It was midnight, we were alone in a jungle, away from the city's hustle bustle, and not forgetting her. She was looking hot and making me lose my control.

She placed her hand on my face and leaned close to me. I too leaned close to her and we pressed our lips together on to each other. This time there was no dominance, there was no urgency. It was a pure kiss. Showing how much we love each other. And how much we want each other.

Without breaking the kiss, I made her lay down on to cushions, which was too soft. I came on top of her resting my hands on either side of her. We kissed kissed and just kissed each other. We broke apart feeling breathless. I stared in to her eyes. She was too looking straight in to my eyes.

I couldn't control long and I again pressed my lips on to her, this time with little dominance. I held her hands and pinned them above her head, I was kissing her lower lip and she was kissing my upper lip. I thrust my tongue inside her mouth and sucked her tongue. I just love the taste of her mouth. It's so refreshing. She was struggling to hold me because her hands were pinned by me. She was moaning in to my mouth. I could feel her moaning.

She broke the kiss for a little and groaned "please leave my hands please"

I again pressed my lips on her, this time she placed my hands in my thick hair. She caressed my hairs and pulled me close to her. I could feel her chest rising up and down just below me. Oh Lord, the feeling is so tempting. I could feel her soft bosoms under my hard well-built chest. A sudden urge came in my mind to feel them, I broke the kiss and looked deep in to her eye. She blinked her eyes twice, and I understood she won't mind.

I placed my one hand on her bosom and I deep my face in her neck. As soon as I touched her chest with my hand, she grasps and a moan came from her mouth "Manik..." it was so light, it was a whisper. I kissed her neck dropping wet kisses on her neck. I pressed my hand on her breast, feeling softness under my rough palm. I looked at her, she was just holding her moans, closing her eyes.

I complimented her going near to her ear: you are so beautiful and so soft Baby.

My voice was more husky and shaky, because of the proximity of course. First time we were so close. I wanted her. I can't control more. This is the best gift one could ever have. I thanked her mentally and again deep my head in her neck. She placed her hands in my hair and pulled me close to her. We both were pooled in the passion. I raised my head and again kissed her on her lips. Still pressing her one bosom.

We both were still in our clothes, so I got up from her a little and unbuttoned my white shirt which was a little wet now because of sweat. I pulled out my shirt and throw it somewhere, mean while she was checking me out. She was looking at me with wide eyes. I know she is ogling at me. And she has all rights to do that. I again leaned to her and pecked her lips for few times, she giggled.

I looked in to her eyes and asked: liked what you see? Huh?

She blushed and looked away, I frowned. This is our moment; she isn't supposed to look away. I angrily made her look at me.

She looked at me with amazed expression, I caressed her ear lobe and said huskily: don't look away from me. Not today.

She stared at me some time.

I continued: this is so special for me Nandini. We are so close for the first time. I want to make it special. And for that you have to look at me, deep in to my eyes.

She smiled and closed her eyes again. I leaned and take her lobe in my mouth and sucked it. She placed her hands on my bare back and scratched it a little.

I groaned: I want you to look in to my eyes, when I kiss you. When I worship you. And...

I bite her ear lobe and she moaned loudly "Manik.. please"

I again looked in to her eyes said huskily: and when I make love to you. Will you do that for me?

Her eyes still close, her hands still on my back, digging her nails in it. She nodded in yes.

I kissed her cheek and said: open your eyes Nandini, please.

She opened her eyes instantly and I smiled to her. She too smiled back.

I pecked her lips and said grinning: I Love You.

She giggled and replied to me by pecking my lips: I Love You too.

I smiled and again kissed her senselessly. Placing my hand on her cheek. Unexpectedly I don't know what got in to her she turned herself on me.

Now I was on bottom, and she was on top. I was naked from upside but she was still dressed fully. She started kissing me on my lips. Giving me no time to respond. I like her this way more. I smiled in to kiss. But she was making it lose for me. She entwined our hands and pinned them on either side of me.

Wild Nandini is fun. I wanted to touch her, but she was not letting me do it. She was just sucking my lips like her favourite candy. I groaned in the kiss and broke the kiss abruptly.

I spoke hurriedly: please let me touch you.

She looked deep in to eyes and left my hands, I held her waist and pulled her close to me. I kissed her neck and bite her there, she hissed in pain. But then I sucked it to sooth the pain. I can feel hardness in to my lowers, just an inch above she was sitting. I could also feel her abdomen on my stomach. By the time I think she could also feel me. She arched back giving me more access to her neck.

"manik... Please.." her hoarse voice was making me more hard.

I looked at her and pecked her lips and asked huskily: what please? Do you want something?

She looked at me and blushed and moved away from me. She lied down on her stomach just beside me. I can see her bare back. I know it's her first time. But it's my first time too. She must be nervous. I smiled and entwined our hands. And placed soft wet kisses on her bare back. I placed my one hand on her bow of the dress and moved back a little.

I asked leaning to her ear: May I?

She inhaled deep breath and did nothing. I took it as a yes and opened her bow. Her milky white skin is so glowing. The candles and moonlight was making her look more exotic and glamorous. I place my mouth on her bare back and started kissing her like a mad man. I dropped some wet kissed, and bite at some places too. But then to sooth the pain I sucked it. Meanwhile she was just moaning my name. I pulled her sleeves from both the sides a little and made her shoulders bare. I dropped kisses there and slightly turned her to me. I looked at her, she placed her hands on my back. I again leaned and kissed her on her lips.

I broke the kiss feeling her breathless and said: your skin is so soft Nandini. I feel myself so lucky to have you. You are mine. Only mine.

A sudden possessiveness came to my mind. I can't see her with anyone else. No. that thought only made me go so crazy. I swear if I see anyone touching her or near her I will kill him.

I again demanded: did you heard me? You are mine. Only mine. Say it.

She opened her eyes, looking all confused, I know you are confused, but just say it. I want to hear it from you that you are mine.

She is still confused I deep my head just below her bosoms and kissed her there above the fabric: say it Nandini.

She groaned high and said: yes, all yours Manik. All yours...

I smiled and I pulled her dress a little below. Her hands were now free from the sleeves, but the fabric was still successfully hiding her soft assets from my desirable eyes. I saw her eyes closed tightly. I looked at her serene face. A sudden thought came to my mind. Was she actually ready for it? Or she is just doing to make me happy?

I looked at her top to bottom, her hands were tightly holding the fabric of her dress near her chest, while her eyes tightly close. Shit.!! She is not ready yet. She is just doing it for me. God this girl. I can wait. I was so much in to the passion that I didn't noticed her anxiety and started everything. I closed my eyes tightly and cursed myself for losing myself.

I was on top of her, resting my hands on both the side of her.

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I opened my eyes and looked at her and called her name as a prayer: Nandini...

She quickly opened her eyes and looked at me. I was a little away from her, she got confused seeing me like that.

She asked me: what?

I smiled and placed my hand on her cheek: Baby, we can't do it. Not today

She looked at me with disbelief and shook her head: Manik, did I do something that you didn't like? Tell me. I am sorry. Wo this is my first time so. Mujhe kuch samj nahi aa raha he. But I promise i...

I place my lips on her lips to make her shut from talking. I just want her to listen me once.

I broke the kiss and she was looking at me like I am an alien.

So I spoke: kya? Aise kya dekh rahi ho?

She blinked her eyes.

I laughed and continued: Nandini, remember, I promised to make our every first beautiful.

She again spoke in middle: so Manik isn't it beautiful, I mean you me...

I place my finger on her lips and she instantly got shut: shh.. just listen to me okay.

She smiled and nodded.

I again continued: this is special Nandini. And I would love to do that. You don't know how I am controlling myself. But I think you are still not ready, which is absolutely fine. I can understand it's your first time, and mine too. But I am a guy and you are a girl. you must be nervous. Don't do it because I want to do it. I want to make it special for me, for you for us. I can wait till you are not ready. I guess on our first night maybe you will feel confident. Hmm?

She spoke: but Manik, I know you need it. I am ready I promise, it's just it's all new to me and..

I smiled and said: yes, I need it. I am a man Nandini, I have my needs, so as you. But you think, will it be special if I force you.

She shook her head: you are not forcing me.

I tucked her hair stands which was coming on her face: tell me the truth, are you ready for it? Genuinely?

She looked away and broke the eye contact. I knew she isn't ready yet.

So I again spoke: see, you are not ready yet Baby. And hum kaha bhage jaa rahe he. We have our whole life to love each other. Then why rush?

She looked at me again and asked worriedly: but I wanted to give you myself. I know I am not ready but I can do this right. For you. Your smile matters the most Manik.

I smiled: tum pagal ho Nandini. I am smiling. Just a thought is enough for me. Tumne itna socha. And you almost gave yourself to me. Nandini it's not always about my smile, my needs. It's also about your smile. Your priorities.

She again asked worriedly: tum gussa nahi ho na?

I laughed and got up from her and took my shirt from side and wore it, she was still laid down there.

I said: tumhe sach me lagta he ke me gussa hu?

She smiled and shook her head.

I smiled back and pecked her forehead: I Love You remember that. I am going outside, tum ye dress proper pehnlo. I will drop you home.

She smiled and nodded. I buttoned my shirt and went outside. After some time, she came out and smiled. I smiled back and held her hand.

I asked: chale? It's quite late.

She nodded. We went to the guitar and took it and went to the car and drove away.

I will never ever forget this day. We were so close. I felt her. Not completely but a part of her yes. Thank you Nandini for such a beautiful night. I know many more will come, with more passion and needs. But there is still time. I and my needs will wait for you. Don't worry.

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