Magical is an understatement if you ask Casey how her first time with Izzie Taylor went. The entire situation in the changing room was amazing but it wasn't how they wanted the first time to be. They wanted candles, lavender candles specifically. Izzie wasn't one to be picky but she knew she would absolutely melt if she walked in to find roses on the floor leading to the bed. Maybe even a champagne bottle in an ice bucket.

Neither had ever been with a girl before. But previous experiences weren't exactly what they expected. Casey had no complaints about Evan but Izzie felt a little bit... unsatisfied whenever she was with Nate. But she definitely never planned to tell him because quite frankly she didn't care.

But Izzie cared a lot this time. The girls managed to pry away from each other in the changing room before things got too hot and heavy. Izzie bought all the lingerie she tried on and they hurried back to the hotel, no words spoken.

They had successfully managed to avoid everyone in the corridors. Quinn and Penelope would have asked too many questions which would only feed their nerves. There was no need to explain why they didn't need Nate to see them.

Izzie wanted to top this time so she forced herself to get rid of her anxiety and focus on Casey. Solely Casey.

"You okay?" Casey asked as Izzie pinned her against their villa door, frightened to go inside. "Yeah... yeah I'm good... can I kiss you?" She asked nervously and Casey laughed which only made everything worse. "Of course you can dumbass. We're dating," Casey said, matter of factly. "I know but... can I kiss you like... in that way?" Izzie asked innocently and once again, her girlfriend laughed.

"Case, you're killing me here," Izzie sighed and Casey pouted. "Am I now?" Casey asked before flipping them around. "Let me take care of that then."

Izzie's not going to lie, she was obsessed with Casey's dominance and confidence but it was also... scary. She wanted to be as confident as Casey. She wanted to give Casey anything she wanted. "Case... I wanna do this for you... I'm just..."

"Nervous? So am I," Casey said. Izzie looked at her sadly, feeling like the moment was slipping away. "Which is why we're not going to do it," Casey said, moving away from her. "Oh... yeah that's fine. We can just-"

"Oh babe, I didn't mean it like that. We're gonna do it. Just not right now," Casey clarified and Izzie looked at her confused.

"Can you go hang in Quinn and Penelope's room for half an hour? Then meet me back here," Casey said, caressing her cheek.

"O-ok."

...

Izzie was playing card games with Quinn and Penelope and lost every single round because her head was elsewhere.

"Dude! That's a red card. Penelope put down a blue," Quinn laughed as Izzie looked back at the deck and sighed. "You seem out of it. You're usually the best at UNO," Penelope said, gathering the cards back. "I'm fine guys... I'm just... tired."

"Trouble with Casey?" Quinn asked, casually and Izzie shrugged. "Evan came here to try to win her back. He's staying at the hotel with the other Newton kids," Izzie said and they gasped. "That's kinda embarrassing," Penelope said and Izzie smiled.

Izzie didn't hate Evan, of course. But at the same time she did. She'd like to believe her hatred was valid. At least she hasn't committed murder on him yet.

"Yeah, it really is. Anyways, I should go back. I told Casey we would... watch a movie," Izzie muttered and Quinn smirked. "It's so obvious you're gonna go get laid. Have fun," She said and Izzie's eyes widened.

"We won't say anything to anyone, don't worry. Just try to keep it down, some people need to sleep," Penelope said and Izzie turned red.

"You guys are the best," She said and the girls playfully flipped her off before she left the room.

Now, Izzie was nervously walking back to their room, fingers fumbling against each other.

She took in a deep breath and gently knocked the door. She heard no response and reached for the door knob, realising that it was unlock.

She pushed the door open and was shocked to see that the lights were more dim now. The kitchen light was turned off and the balcony curtains were closed. She could just about make out the shadow of the falling snow behind the curtains. She stepped on something and looked down to see that it was a rose petal.

She gasped and realised that it was a trail to the bedroom. Izzie was really freaking out right now.

She slowly walked into the bedroom to see Casey sitting on it with a dorky smile. "Why hello there," She said in a deep voice but Izzie was too distracted by the surroundings and the wafting lavender scent.

"Where'd you get all of this?" Izzie asked. "Reception. They gave me a judgemental look because they know I'm a student but... it was worth it."

Izzie walked towards the side table and picked up one of the candles to smell it. "Lavender. You remembered that's my favourite," Izzie said, her heart full right now.

"C'mere," Casey whispered and Izzie complied as she stood in front of her girlfriend. "What do you wanna do?" Casey asked genuinely and Izzie took in a deep breath. "You know what I wanna do," She whimpered and Casey bit her lip. "I've just never been with a girl before," Izzie sighed and Casey smiled. "Me too. So we'll figure it out together," She said, holding Izzie's hand.

"Do you wanna ask me that question again?" Casey asked and Izzie's heart beat so fast she felt it.

"Can I kiss you?"

"You most definitely can princess."

Izzie slowly got onto Casey's lap as she held her securely. Izzie put all her hair over one shoulder and slowly leaned it to attach their lips. Casey held her tighter, urging her to move forward so that they would be impossibly close. Skin to skin contact was very important for both of them.

Casey remembered how Izzie's body had looked in the changing room and wanted to waste no time to see it again. She gripped the hem of Izzie's shirt as she pulled away to look into her eyes for approval. Izzie nodded and lifted her arms as Casey threw her shirt off.

Now she took a moment to really soak in the body of her girlfriend. They were both too nervous in the changing room to take their time but now they could... they could do this for hours and hours.

Izzie covered her body with her arms and Casey immediately pulled them away. "Don't do that. I wanna see you," She whispered and Izzie sighed. "Casey I don't know I just-"

"You don't need to show me. But I think you're the most gorgeous girl in the world," Casey said with a smile as she stroked Izzie's cheek. Izzie blushed as she felt heat rush up to her chest. She took matters into her own hands and reached behind to unhook her bra before allowing Casey to slide it off her.

Izzie saw Casey physically choke up as her mouth went dry. "Wow..." was all she could mutter as she never moved her eyes away. "Your turn," Izzie dared and Casey threw her shirt off. Casey continued to look in Izzie's eyes as she toss her bra off, eliciting the same response from Izzie.

They needed to lie down.

Izzie gently pushed Casey onto the bed, whispering praises into her ear as she did so. "You're my favourite person in the world, Newton," Izzie said and heard Casey sigh. "Oh yeah? You're my favourite person too."

They were about an hour in, both exhausted and high on serotonin. The first round was already some of the best sex they'd ever had. It felt as though they knew each others' bodies to a T but they were still exploring. Still young and stupid and curious...

When they were done, when they both agreed they were down, Casey flipped to the side table to blow out the candle. Clothes and pillows were on the floor and the bedsheets were messy but neither could care.

Casey held Izzie close as she covered them with the blanket, giving them both enough time to take a break and process everything.

"Was that okay?" Izzie asked Casey as rested her head on her chest. "It was amazing... you're so amazing."

"I didn't know... I didn't know it could feel that good... I've always wanted to do that," Izzie muttered as she got up so they were face to face. "And now you can... any time you want..." Casey promised and Izzie leaned forward to kiss her again.

Casey reached up to gently grip her neck, making Izzie sigh as she got on top of her again. The ring on Casey's phone broke the moment and Izzie rolled off of her.

"Fuck, it's Sam," Casey said in a haste as she got up to throw her clothes on.

...

Izzie was content right now. Perfectly content.

Casey had left the villa to hang out with Sharice and Tanya for the rest of the day so Izzie obviously made her way to Quinn and Penelope's room. She was still high and buzzing from everything that had just happened.

Once she reached the room, she knocked on the door and it opened to reveal Quinn. Quinn didn't jump on Izzie and bombard her with a million questions as Izzie had expected. In fact, she looked worried. Confused, Izzie slowly entered and saw Penelope on the couch, looking equally disturbed. "Guys, is everything okay?" Izzie asked. Quinn and Penelope looked at each other before Penelope handed her phone over to Izzie.

Izzie couldn't believe what she saw on the screen. In that moment, her entire world crashed.